I'm not sure if this is the right section to post this in, sorry if it is.
I was just wondering what you guys (and gals) think I should do about this:
I've recently started talking to an old girlfriend (Roughly from 1-1/2 years ago.) She was my fourth girlfriend, but the first one I got intimate with, and the first one I had any feelings beyond a strong liking for. Plus shes' the only woman thats manged to entertain me on an intellectual level. We dated for about a year, everything went smooth until she started hanging out with this guy named John. I personally never gave it a second thought, but my friends started egging me on, I wasn't very mature at the time. Needless to say, I let it get to me and blew up at her over the phone. After I calmed down a bit, I told her I didn't like her hanging out with him, but it wasn't my place to tell her what to do. About a week later, she told me she wanted a break, so I ended it right there. I assume she hung out with the guy anyway, they started dating about a month after we broke up. Anyway, her parent's moved Accross the country (About 2000 miles away.) since she was living with them at the time, she went as well. I talk to her (On the phone and on the net.) shes' said a few things about how she ruined what we had, how she still loves me, how much of a jerk John was ect. Now then, on to my question. I've been debating with my self about wether or not this is just friendly banter or something I should persue. Should I or should I not spend the money on going to where she is? Would she react in a positive manner? There are a lot of questions I keep asking my self. The biggest one being is if I should try to move on (Again). Honestly, I don't think I moved on in the first place. It would take some saving up to go that far due to my financial situation, but I have it my head that I love this girl. Thanks, all responses will be appreciated.