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no he is 19 and i am 15 he will be turning 20 here soon and i will be 16 here soon also

he says he hasnt been the same person lately and he isnt happy. i told him to take this break if it is that important. i said if your gonna let me down, let me down easy. and if your gonna be with me make me stop crying. so he brought me my horse home today and talked to me and told me to stop crying and not to worry he has just got to figure himself out and reassure hiself of some things. so i said okay. he was happy to day but he started crying when i couldnt stop. so he cried with me. he told me he didnt know how much he cared about me until he saw me break down today. so i really dont know. i am upset but i am happy and reassured just a little that he might not break up with me. i never had anyone care about me like he has and he is the best i ever had. so tell me what you think

Hey guys...me and my boyfriend have been arguing for 2 wks now and we are now taking a break. and i have cried for 6 days and i am so confused. i love him so much and dont know what to do. he says he dont think this being apart is gonna take long cause he already misses me. but i am still upset and confused. his ex girl has been calling since this whole ordeal and i am real scared please comfort me and talk to me. tell me what to do

ugh...you just dont understand. i know more about this guy and i know him better than MY OWN father. he is really like my best friend, and is there when i need him to be. I am suppose to move close to his house here a few months. But i will watch my p's and q's and see what happens. i will not let this guy take advantage of me.

sleezy??? please, but anyways thanks, im going to do what i want, its how i am...lol, just be glad that i shared my story, i think most of you are amused. well thanks for your two cents you put in

well yea that is right, but in this case that is not the situation...ugh, ya'll are not helping. but anyways me and him have talked about it and when he comes back he wants me to show him the time of his life. so yea that is all

well to tell you the truth BellaDonna i REALLY wanted to know how to tell him i wanted more from him than a kiss and a hug. AND i wanted to know where i could go to do it, see here is the story... He is working for a company that travels all over the southern area of the U.S. AL, FL, GA, TN, KY and so on. Well he happen to work on my moms job on the Russel Erskine Building. All these construction workers are renovating this building (it was built in 1934) Well i happen to be walking with the maintnence man that works there down the stairwell when Jay was taking a break. I didnt really pay attention to him because i was shy and didnt even notice the guy. Well it was some coincedence that my mom met one of Jays co-workers and began to talk to him, well after they were aquainted, Charlie the guy my mom met told me one of his co-workers kept bugging him to introduce me to him and wanted to 'Hook-Up' Well i was like thats cool, then i asked him how old he was, then charlie said 21. Then that was when i backed off, and told Charlie that i am only 14. Well the next day charlie told jay how old i was, and he backed off too and so on. Well when my mom had charlie over our house the second time he brought jay with him, and me and jay swam and got to know one another quite well. Jay realized he still liked me and i had a HUGE crush on him. So we are really close after 4 months of knowing one another. Charlie told me that Jay always wanted to come to our house when Charlie came over and all this other stuff. so there is where this all started and since then me and jay have kept close touch and where we are now..... But that is only the first part of the story..if anyone would like to know more just p.m. if any one of yuns have any questions just ask.... I am open to anything and tempting do alot of things,

ok..look guys i will let you know what happens, keep posting if you like but im out....bye

Shadows Light- The only other thing that boost my esteem is Jay(21). my home situation is that my mom has a new boyfriend from Kentucky, right next to jays house, my mom and dad are divorced, school is good, i play softball, i am in art, im not in music(HATE IT) In my spare time i get to ride my horse, i havent heard good job in a LONG LONG time. My mom always treats me like a BABY and i am sick of it, that is one of the reasons i wanna do bad things. Jay makes me feel like his naughty little secret, it makes me feel good. i mean i can depend on jay to listen to me when i need it, he is not only a friend but he is like my semi-boyfriend. i dont truly love him, but i have a different kind of love for him. I have a deep desire for his body, hes like a hunger i have, i NEED him. I dont know what else to say, if you wanna know any more in depth than please p.m. me

i mean if i were a guy, i wouldnt in the least bit. Why would a guy? i mean maybe it was destiny or something like that...are you thinking about it? or did you do it? you dont have to answer that, its a lil nosy, but i would like to know so i could help you out more

RayKay- Yes i know he can go to jail, ONLY IF HE TELLS SOMEONE!!! other than that we arent going to get caught, i mean please.... i know and have read the laws about Illegal Sex. But why cant anyone just SIMPLY answer my question....GOSH! is it that hard? really if there is anyone out there that can do that?

BellaDonna- Yes as a matter a fact he did do those things, why would i lie? i have no reason to lie, i just wanted my question answered. how in the he** would my behind 'jump' into his hands. how would we "accidently" kiss??? MY GOD are that.....nevermind im not going to say what i want to. But like i said why would i lie? im just trying to figure out a place to go and how to ask him.... boy-horsecrazy

well i dont know, yes i am a VERY VERY mature 14 yr old. but see through MOST adults eyes 'every 14 yr old' thinks there mature, as a matter of fact i KNOW i am mature. i dont know what happened when i was a kid, but all i know is i dont look 14 or i dont act it either. i am 5'6, very shaply, and M-A-T-U-R-E. i dont know how i will get through your heads but that is how it is and how it will be. but i am considering doin something with him, but u all never answered my question -Place? -How do i tell him in a secertive way that i wanna 'sleep' with him?

ok i like this guy and he likes me, i have known him for about 4 months now. but i wanna DO SOME things with him but i dont know how to come onto him about. and i dont have a place to go except for a truck, barn, and a hotel room(his) i mean he has hugged, kissed, and has touched my [removed by moderator] before. and he tells me i am pretty and sexy, well it has got to me and i am just as horny as he is when i am around him. So how do i ask him if he wants to do it and where can i go? oh yeah i havent came on to him about it because i dont know if he is comfortable with it, there is a 7years difference me(14) him(21), please no mean posts just try to help a sista out.

thanks alot lifeiscash i couldnt get more sound advice than that. thank you everyone else...is there anyone in this forum thing that would tell me when your high do you like see cartoon like things? I could feel my heart beat very good and i could feel every twhich in my body. is that normal? just please keep posting.

i was relaxed i did eat, but it was like i could here in my mind all my thoughts just running through my mind so quickly. it was like i had an auctioneer voice and saying what i was thinking, ever time i would try to walk i would get dizzy. It was pleasant in the end but i didnt know what the hell happened. after the first two puffs of the joint, it was like i was really spacey i withdrew from the world, and reality. i also had a tingle sensation going on

Ok my mom told me i was going to be a future pot-head. Because i like the smell and stuff and i kinda grew up around it. Well anyways i smoked a blunt with some friends last night and got high, can anyone describe the high, because last time i tried to smoke weed i had an anxiety attack and totally freaked. i just want to make sure i didnt have one last night, i had to keep my cool b/c one of my really good friends was there last night and i didnt want to look like a dumbbutt infront of her. so the question is how is the high? what is it like?

dont think so much on the negative side. think positivly, what happens if your relationship with her turns out to be a good one, just live it day by day and dont plan. just wait and see what happens just have your guards up and ready

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its very normal, i have a friend like that and i get that way sometimes. its totally normal, dont worry.

Hi guys my name is truly i am wanting to write a poem for a loved one that has feelings for me but it hasnt grown to love. well he is leaving in bout a month and i need a good bye, missing you , dont leave, thinking of you poem. i am not good at love poems so if you could help and either give me some ideas, jump start it for me or write me one, just post it on here and i will take the best out of them all...thank you so much

like i said i dont think it is a bad thing, my situation is getting along well and i am so happy!!! if you would like to talk more jus p.m me

Ok thanks guys, me and him partyed the other night and came close to doing something but my mom got home. i wanted to but i couldnt continue b/c my mom came home. He is suppose to take me to see my horse today, i will let you know what becomes of that situation. I was a little over-whelmed and so excited that i got to spend time alone with him yesterday that i was bouncing off the walls. I will keep you posted, just be glad i am letting you in on this situation, you cant tell me it isnt a good story...

21 year old.....its i will be missing you poem

Its time for you to go, Time for me to move on. Farewell my friend, Now your gone. Grieving over such a loss, Wishing it would never had happened. The countless memories, My feelings worsened. Why must you leave? Didn't want to say my last good-bye, Just live like your were here forever Wanting to continue knowing you for life. I should have known it was a fling, Should have known it was going to end. I got to attached, And saying good-bye to a dear friend. Your only a state away, One to far. Hugs and kisses, Leaving a scar. Now your good as gone, Leaving me behind. Please keep in touch, You'll always be in the back of my mind.