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  1. What's a boy supposed to do? Don't get yourself down When you know shes with him You've pushed on threw And you've made it this far Yeh you've made it this far Don't let her mistake your kindness As something that will always be It's your choice to give And you know theres nothing left Theres nothing left And you ask yourself What's a boy supposed to do Well it's simple my friend Whatever you have to To see yourself threw To see this threw Don't take a step backward Take your time, learn to breath And get your bearings straight Carry on as you did way back then Way back then It's the hardest thing to do To let go But please my friend Just do it for you Just do it for you
  2. Lets change ourselves So theres no contrast Black and White It's way to Different Lets turn ourselves a nice shade of Grey We ain't all that different anyway It won't take allot to change our shades Shed out colors and bleed them together It's asking allot i know But don't you feel it? Lets compare scars I know yours are deep But mine are still growing Are you dark? Well I'm darker So turn me Grey And we'll see the night threw The way i had always planned You and Me No contrast to keep Us from being the same
  3. i've been this way for so long feeling good just feels so strange i want it to all be different but every up comes with a deeper down such a harsh down it makes me scared of the ups of course i've tried my best me best to get out this palce everytime i do i find myself back here i can't see a way out because i'm no fighter, i will never be strong my will is weak and my self esteem is low i know what got me like this its always being knocked back down one step forward and two steps back and now i just lack the strength to care anymore to let myself fall for another one of you but i know i will because its another one you that can save me
  4. its the first one i've done in a while so go easy if it isnt that good so hear i am again leaning out my window with a cigerette in hand thinking about my life i've been on the mend supose its just another bend im thinking of you and all the others i think about how people have changed i watched them change but their the same deep down just hurts to think what they will become i think about today its been ok i saw that person the one that makes me smile wonder where ill be in one years time maybe hear again thinking the same old things or maybe there will be someone hear with me so what do i do next in my life search for that someone or just wait just go with the flow i guess so as i draw to a close the orange glow fading away i hear myself thinking for the first time in a while tommorw is a brand new day
  5. hi. so i was in love with my best friend for that past 2 yrs. i went threw alot of dperession and things but i have recently gotten over it. i don't think of her in the same way and i know have anouther gf. but i do have a weird feeling. when she talks about guys to me and i think about them together i get butterflys in my stomach. is this normal? and by the way thanks to eveyone thats helped me to get over it. this website is an amzing place with amzing people on it . thanks
  6. hi its a very good poem i hope everthing going ok for you
  7. i think that last comment was a bit harsh. but thanks anway. its not quite as severe as that but has been going on for along time. and she is 16 and hasnt had a period yet.
  8. can anoxeria or any eating disorder prevent teenage girls from having children when they are older? any help would be greatly aperciated thanks
  9. its a great poem. its exactly how i feel at the moment keep up the good work
  10. just play it cool carry on the way you were for a while see what happens. be there for her when this relationship breaks up. but i would suggest waiting and seeing what happens.
  11. i think you should stop for a bit and take a big long look at whats going on. i was in the same situation a few months ago and it ened up in a big mess. just be carefull.
  12. i dont think you know what pain im in what you've done just go away let me die cause i don't want to try any more let me cry so i can lie to myself again will it be better tomorw i don't want to say its hard enough today all this pain i'm trying to hide from you but your smile will get me through until im alone and i think about it and i realise ill never have it to my own alone i stay in this dismay until i can forget those days, your smile,your perfume on my cloths o please let it be tomorow
  13. its not the greatest but i just need to get my feeling out i feel you coming on like a drug your killing me so softly, so sweetly its so hard to tell your coming over to me what shall i say shall fake a smile and make you happy or tell you what i feel you ask me whats wrong its quiet what do i say? i know you'll cry if i told you you couldnt face what you've done what you've done to me so iu tell you that im fine then i burn up inside
  14. hi is there anyone here that could tell me what my dreams mean. i am quite confused at the moment and i have had a few really vivid dreams. if you could help pm me please thanks
  15. thanks for all the posts and support guys put a smile on my face
  16. going through some rough times so thought i get it out in a poem. don't know what to call it. see what you think? i wait here looking at you you look back and smile i break inside my eyes burn but i save it for another day my silents sobs not heard by you heard by those who cant do anything accept try there best but they have there lives to lead so i bottle it up then i see you with someone else you see me looking so you look back with a face full of pity holding the things i brought you but i force a smile when we are together when we laugh and play i touch your hand and im in bliss but its just a game to you so i force myself to move away i will never forget the days we had do you even remember? how happy i was and so were you thats why i dont understand but i try and it never works when i look at you so beatiful so happy all i imagine is the next guy with his arms around you everything seems to fit together for you you've no secrets to hide, no dark thought in your mind so i lie to myself again the things you offer i don't want a friendship but if i said no you'd cry so i force a yes and hide my pain so you can smile i wonder if you've noticed that? how hard i try but in the end you've said what you've said your words in my head the pain in my mind and your name in my heart where i dont want it to be
  17. don't take my word for it but it sounds like he does like you and to cry when you were leavng is a prtty big thing. don't be put off by the fact you were doing the talking and asking for his email some guys are shy. i don't think he would have been upset beacuse of your brother generally guys wouldnt get teary about other guys. i'd say you have a very good chance and you should go for it
  18. i like it kinda the situation i was in a few weeks ago
  19. hi this guy sounds like a prick i hate guys like this that just want sex. and as for hurtin you , you should tell someone and get in contact with the police. i wouldnt say your stupid either this guy desived you and that isnt your fault. but definatly tell the police as he may be doings this to more people soon.
  20. hi so there is this girl i have been friends with for ages. and in that time i have been in love with her. shes is/was like my best friend aswell. we had a good friendship going. it was great even after we broke up the first time. she could tell me anything and vice versa we went out before but it was arqurawrd so she broke up with me. that hurt alot. but i got over it and said i had got over her and could just be friends. i hadnt and she got a bf. so that hurt alot but after 4 mnths it wasnt workin so he dumped her. so after that we got really close went out everyday with each other tickled each other n stuff so i asked her out she said yes but 2 weeks later said she wasnt ready for another bf. so we argued and stuff. but i dont get why a friend so close to me would hurt me like this. so she said she wants to sill be friends but what do i do i whant more she said i have a chance whens shes ready and i told her if she got a bf that wasnt me it would be too much for me and we couldnt be friends. at first she phoned me and asked if we could be friends when i said no she bursrt into tears and was really hurt. but i dont know what to do shall i be friends withh her? thanks
  21. hi so i have a girlfriend and we will be gettin to the stage where we are going to be doing stuff soon but i need some help setting a few things straight that i'm confused about. so first whats the deal with women and orgasms and cumming. do they not always have an orgasms and cum when they are fingered. and how should i do it like slow, fast, gentle. do i just put my finger in or what? any help would be great on this. i mean like some techniques so it would be great for her. i want it to be nice for her because her last b/f was quite rough with her. and does it hurt her sometimes? ok and now what about sex does it hurt a woman first time? does she always orgasm when having sex and if it does hurt her is there anyway to stop it hurting and make it really nice because it will be the first for both of us and i want it to be perfect. and how do i go down on a girl? and is there anyway i can reassure her and make her less nervous becuase i want her to be relaxed and i don't want to hurt her. thanks a load
  22. hi i have had the hard white lump on my scortum for like the past 5 months it doesn't hurt or anything its just a white lump not too big maybe about the size of this ---> O . but anyway i a quite worried any any help would be greatly apreciated. thanks
  23. thanks for all the replys. great help im gunna phone her in a bit i think ill try and look at her pic. thanks again
  24. hi i'm going out with this girl. i can speak to her fine have, convos, make her laugh but when it comes to phone calls i find it really hard. Its really annnoying. when i am on the phone to her i am kind of really nervous and speak really quick and stuff but when i see her face to face i m fine. its really annying now aswell because i wont be seeing her for the next 3 weeks due to holidays. could someone give me some advice. thanks
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