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majord23, May a great guy said that, but that doesnt apply. These same great people before inventing one how many times do u think they must have failed. They didnt come to the lab oneday did sometest and got it working and invented stuff right??? So the more and more u try is how to achieve something. So its not insantity but the faith that u have in urself that u will suceed oneday !!

Foz, I am trying hard to be like you. I made a great mistake yesterday. I couldnt stop myself, I gave him a call. yes its a big mistake, but Iwas so down and no one for me to talk to. I cried a lot and it really pissed him off. I am so sad now that I messed up a lot. God why did I do that. Now I feel he drifted even more away from me. I feel so down and hurt. How can such a person who was ur entire world can just throw u away like a fly in the food and move on with their life

Hi, I had posted about my loss few weeks back. I am so hurt and I couldnt stop thinking about him. Everything literally reminds me of him. Even the toothbrush stand. It used to have 2 before. I know I am so down, but I just dont know how to heal. I am going to office, cooking, reading books. When I hear love, kiss, hug etc.. its only him I remember. I dont think I will ever get over him. Hes getting engaged to the girl his parents has finalised next month and their planning for marriage early next year. I couldnt digest him being with someone else. I used to take care of him so much from morning till night. Now I cant think about someone else there in that position. I tried talking to friends and family. but each day is hell for me. I know my world is gone, but is there any way that it can come back I am so down that life is so worthless.

Oh god.. its such a long time... My guy left me after 10 years.. we didnt get married. I know how u must feel. Why did u agree for a divorce if you want to be with him and love him. Cant u resolve the issue by talking to him?

when do u have such dreams? I mean is it in the very early morning, if so they say it will happen(asian belief) These dreams are just hints that it might happen in future but I dream of him of the time.. but nothing happens.. I love him so much and still today miss him a lot. But he left me. Its hard to digest that and even more is that hes getting engaged to someone his parents has chosen

Back in our country(Asian), pre martial sex is a big no and of course u cant have more than one guy in ur life. meaning u marry someone and be with them for the rest of your life, because hes your everything from then on...Only lately is the love marriage concept is coming up. After coming here, I was bit bold and accepted to live in together with this guy I love, hoping hes going to be my husband anyway. So I crossed all the limits and now I am left behind and hes already ahead in his life, planning to marry some girl his family has chosen..How can one be like that after having such wonderful 10 years of relationship(everyone used to envy us..ofcourse we had a few fights.. but.. ) I feel sad, angry, I dont know.. I have no attachment whatsoever with this life anymore.

hi, I am in the same boat too. He was the first guy in my life. We were together for 10 years. He left me because his family doesnt accept me. I dont know how long I can hold on to this pain and torture. I want him to be my first and last. I rather die in his arms than being with someone else. I love him so much. Each and every little thing in my life reminds me of him. He still cares for me, Deep inside my heart I feel that he loves me too, but due to social circumstances he cant accept it. If only god can see my pain and get me back to him

the most hurting thing is, I cant imagine him being married to someone else. I cant digest the feeling, he being intimate with someother girl, I think of the ways we used to be intimately and now in my place someother girl I cant even think abt it. its very hard...

(1) 10 years (2) Cannot get over it at all. I wake up at nights and think about him and our time together. I am not sure if I will ever be the same again.

Thanks a lot monicaa... thanks a lot !!!

Yes Clarabelle, not only was it just love but we were together as a married couple for 10 years. I did everything a wife does for her husband. I had so much belief and trust in him that I let go the traditional values by living together with him. Now I feel like I am left in the middle of a desert. I dont feel like living anymore without him. Also now they had hurriedly finalised a girl for him. I feel so let down that I am here longing to be with him, but some girl is lucky to be with him as his wife. If only there's something I can do... even if its giving my life I am ready to do it.

Thanks you all. Yes love is not something we can force someone to do. I understand. But those 10 years we have been together as a couple against our tradition and me giving him everything, its very hard to forget and move on. I cant even think of being with someone else like I have been with him. Yes I mean sexually too. This was my first love. I was like a wife to him not a GF. Also now I hear that his parents has seen someone for him and hes going to marry soon. After beleiving him for so long, I feel like I am left in the middle of the road right now. That's the reason I thought may be God who saw all this might do something for me

so sad. Yeah true we cant influence love, but was thinking that these spells would remove those blocks from his mind and to make him see how much i truly love him and make him understand I dont know about wicca.. I cant say I am a hardcore believer, but I do believe that theres a superpower above us and if we show our true love, he might do the needful (so childish huh?, but thats my situation right now, so depressed and lonely.)

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I posted about my heartbreaking story few days back. I am in so love with him that I cant let him go. I cant accept him being someone else and want him back so badly. One of my friends told me about this love spells that are available in net. It says they will make him come back and love me so dearly and will be ready for a commitment. What do u all think. any ideas, experiences, thoughts, opinions......

Thanks for the comforting words princess77. Thanks for the wishes, but as I had said he doesnt want to come against his parents wish and be with me. He very well knopws that i love him so much that i could die for him, but.... I hate my life.... Hope I overcome this soon

This is my first post. I was so comfortted seeing all the topics here and the responses of how u actually mean that people who come here are not alone. Thanks a lot. Here's my story. I am the most pathetic, stupid girl on earth mailing you all. Just to get some comfort. Before I saw my story, I want you to know that our culture is such that theres only arranged marriages and if parents dont accept then there no further proceedings in it unless the guy is ok to walk away from his parents temporarily atleast. Also a girl and guy cannot be together before marriage. I was brought up with values that me giving myself to a guy is the most percious thing i can give him. so with such thoughts my life was moving on when 10 years back, I met a guy and immediately fell in love with him. We dont know how but we had a chemistry between us. we began to lead a sexual life, even though not married(But since we had oppurtunities abroad we started to live in together and our parents dont know abt this) . I believed him closing my eyes. Hes such a guy that took care of me so well that he would get sad if something happens to me evn a small scratch. We roamed and had fun all over the place. One day I told him my feelings assuming a guy who takes such care for me and also intimate with me will have the same feeling. He was reluctant that his family wont agree. I shoudl have known by then, but it was time, I had given everything to him what a girl shouldnt have. So we spoke and spoke and he agreed to open the topic to my parents. We began to lead a coupled life abroad and to this time I never opened anything to my parents. I dont know abt his. Now years passed and in our culture after a period of time there wont be any alliances coming forward for marriage and it happened to me because i was crossing my late 20s and it was time for us to talk to our parents. He without me knowing met both mine and his parents and had said that we were just friends and we had nothing inbetween. but me,god and his heart knows how we lead a family life and all the people abroad knows too(since we were living together as a couple). I was so involved with him for these years that everystep i thought and did everything for him even when making love. Now I cant digest that hes walking away from my life to lead a new life with a girl his family has hurriedly searched. I am so possesive that i cant digest him being with someone else. Please advice me what to do. I cannot remove him from my heart and everything makes me remember him even when I see myself too. I know a girls heart always forgives how much hurt a guy does. I long to be with him. Why is that a girl always has to suffer this much and guy just like changing clothes walk away. I dont know if theres any hold for me to life anymore. I know I was foolish to beilieve a guy like this and end up in a deep hole like now. they say love is blind and in my case its very true.