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  1. patheticgirl
    majord23, May a great guy said that, but that doesnt apply. These same great people before inventing one how many times do u think they must have failed. They didnt come to the lab oneday did sometest and got it working and invented stuff right??? So the more and more u try is how to achieve something. So its not insantity but the faith that u have in urself that u will suceed oneday !!
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    Foz, I am trying hard to be like you. I made a great mistake yesterday. I couldnt stop myself, I gave him a call. yes its a big mistake, but Iwas so down and no one for me to talk to. I cried a lot and it really pissed him off. I am so sad now that I messed up a lot. God why did I do that. Now I feel he drifted even more away from me. I feel so down and hurt. How can such a person who was ur entire world can just throw u away like a fly in the food and move on with their life
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    Hi, I had posted about my loss few weeks back. I am so hurt and I couldnt stop thinking about him. Everything literally reminds me of him. Even the toothbrush stand. It used to have 2 before. I know I am so down, but I just dont know how to heal. I am going to office, cooking, reading books. When I hear love, kiss, hug etc.. its only him I remember. I dont think I will ever get over him. Hes getting engaged to the girl his parents has finalised next month and their planning for marriage early next year. I couldnt digest him being with someone else. I used to take care of him so much from morning till night. Now I cant think about someone else there in that position. I tried talking to friends and family. but each day is hell for me. I know my world is gone, but is there any way that it can come back I am so down that life is so worthless.
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    Oh god.. its such a long time... My guy left me after 10 years.. we didnt get married. I know how u must feel. Why did u agree for a divorce if you want to be with him and love him. Cant u resolve the issue by talking to him?
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    when do u have such dreams? I mean is it in the very early morning, if so they say it will happen(asian belief) These dreams are just hints that it might happen in future but I dream of him of the time.. but nothing happens.. I love him so much and still today miss him a lot. But he left me. Its hard to digest that and even more is that hes getting engaged to someone his parents has chosen
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    Back in our country(Asian), pre martial sex is a big no and of course u cant have more than one guy in ur life. meaning u marry someone and be with them for the rest of your life, because hes your everything from then on...Only lately is the love marriage concept is coming up. After coming here, I was bit bold and accepted to live in together with this guy I love, hoping hes going to be my husband anyway. So I crossed all the limits and now I am left behind and hes already ahead in his life, planning to marry some girl his family has chosen..How can one be like that after having such wonderful 10 years of relationship(everyone used to envy us..ofcourse we had a few fights.. but.. ) I feel sad, angry, I dont know.. I have no attachment whatsoever with this life anymore.
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    hi, I am in the same boat too. He was the first guy in my life. We were together for 10 years. He left me because his family doesnt accept me. I dont know how long I can hold on to this pain and torture. I want him to be my first and last. I rather die in his arms than being with someone else. I love him so much. Each and every little thing in my life reminds me of him. He still cares for me, Deep inside my heart I feel that he loves me too, but due to social circumstances he cant accept it. If only god can see my pain and get me back to him
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    the most hurting thing is, I cant imagine him being married to someone else. I cant digest the feeling, he being intimate with someother girl, I think of the ways we used to be intimately and now in my place someother girl I cant even think abt it. its very hard...
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    (1) 10 years (2) Cannot get over it at all. I wake up at nights and think about him and our time together. I am not sure if I will ever be the same again.
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    Thanks a lot monicaa... thanks a lot !!!
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    Yes Clarabelle, not only was it just love but we were together as a married couple for 10 years. I did everything a wife does for her husband. I had so much belief and trust in him that I let go the traditional values by living together with him. Now I feel like I am left in the middle of a desert. I dont feel like living anymore without him. Also now they had hurriedly finalised a girl for him. I feel so let down that I am here longing to be with him, but some girl is lucky to be with him as his wife. If only there's something I can do... even if its giving my life I am ready to do it.
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    Thanks you all. Yes love is not something we can force someone to do. I understand. But those 10 years we have been together as a couple against our tradition and me giving him everything, its very hard to forget and move on. I cant even think of being with someone else like I have been with him. Yes I mean sexually too. This was my first love. I was like a wife to him not a GF. Also now I hear that his parents has seen someone for him and hes going to marry soon. After beleiving him for so long, I feel like I am left in the middle of the road right now. That's the reason I thought may be God who saw all this might do something for me
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    so sad. Yeah true we cant influence love, but was thinking that these spells would remove those blocks from his mind and to make him see how much i truly love him and make him understand I dont know about wicca.. I cant say I am a hardcore believer, but I do believe that theres a superpower above us and if we show our true love, he might do the needful (so childish huh?, but thats my situation right now, so depressed and lonely.)
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