She left... It is better for you... Know, that "when a woman gets off a cart, she lightens the load for the horse".
Why hurt each other, if there is no mutual understanding...
Don't lay it on thick! You are a young man in the prime of your life and it isn't worth to be sad because of lady who is as a cat that is walking by herself....
Your destiny will come to you some day and you will recall this period of your life with laugh...believe me and Good Luck!!!!!!!