sweethurt

above posts seem to tell me i should compliment random women on streets to make their day.. and walk away.. like a SANTA..lol!

and ur bf didnt punch somebody in the nose...!! i would total somebody who does that to a girl who is my company.... even if i am not strong enuf, i ll fight.. however i never got a chance is another matter lol

how is life treating you now man.. found something interesting??

j lo is sexy..however she is... thats about it..

cute face features- most importantly eyes and lips, must carry herself very well, then breasts b/c cup and then butts, and not skinny.. can be a li'l chubby, but little.

HEY.. many many congratulations on the birth of sweet li'l benjamin. take care of yourself... and GOD will take care of the rest.. again congratulations

forgot to add a few smiles.. so here, have a few..

Man, i tuned into this thread and its such a great time... man!! what a great timing, isnt it guys.. all the best.. wish you all the luck that exists in sun today... hoping to read your post as you get back....

thanks dear pumpkin, u read that rambling twice!! how?? that may be the most important thing i need to learn.. when i see myself in mirror, i wish mirrors didn't exist, because i don't just see how i am, i see who i am along with that, all my past baggage seems to bundle me down, and history starts to replay..

i tried being myself for a while, but didn't work out, people wont put up with me on a regular basis... so i was wondering if its affect of my past issues on my personality, or lack of something completely. i start to feel i am not fit for outdoors..not go-outable...then will come again the same old feelings that will throw me back in my shell of depression .. so i want opinions of a lot of people how to go about it, CREATING my life from scratch, i have no self esteem left, no traces left after past years, and i am ready to hear if i have to change everything i am if it has to be.

hi all who read this post, lately i have been trying very hard to come out of the depression i had faced for a long time, which is pretty hard, given the lot of baggage to unload, and lot of ppl to leave behind.. or push behind, whatever it is.. But I seem to be slipping bad now, so here I am.. the place I trust the most these days for help and relief... I started with my social life, so lately I have been really trying to make new friends.. but what i observed was that i could sometimes make friends pretty quickly, sometimes i take time, but ppl seem to drift away from me very quickly, ignore me or start hurting my pride and make fun of me like previous friends did.. may be i choose the wrong ppl or may be i am wrong... its like i try to play a different tape and the same song plays each time. and as the new friendship seems to fall apart, it seems i go totally out of tune with this social attempt i am making, and recede in my depression... thats the only place i find a reason for the failure i am.. but then, when i shake my head and try to look logically at the problem i am creating, i find that ppl sometimes dont find me a very good company, in terms that i am NOT COOL, not so funny or popular. i want to bring some nice ppl in my life, but i think i have to be that cool-funny first... so how do i do that, how do i become that guy who has lot of love and friends; after having craved for it all his life, until he conscioulsy chased it but faltered every single time.. until he finally found it thanks in advance, and sorry for that rambling...

just to join the club... meowww meoww..

cat calling.... i ve never done it... actually i would like to do it sometime.. what do ye ppl say??

well, i have had a few bad relatives on my father's side.. DONT give them the control, just cut them off.. you are hapy with you mother and sister.. no point in telling them they hurt you coz they want you to say that to feel power over you and they ll use it to further hurt you.. instead be good and happy..

thank you sweetheart, i really needed it...