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to make if take longer for you to cum, masterbate more often to get more used to the sensation. Also, you can masterbate, and then just before you feel like you're getting close to orgasm, stop for a little while, and then start again and do the same thing.

the working poor aren't spoiled rotten. More rich kids are depressed than poor kids because poor kids actually can be thankful for what they have because they know what its like to not have it.

The Mayans, who were right about basically everything dealing with time, said the world would end in December of 2012. But, according to the discovery channel, people are already seeing the fledging technology that will be in 2057, which airs sunday at 8 and will probably be pretty awesome. But really, with all this dreaming stuff can't ever reach a concrete conclusion, and the same applies with religions, so what's the point?

I'm going to be brutally honest with you: yes, unfortunately, most guys move on that quickly, and would do something like this, but probably come up with a better excuse than school. You'll be fine, it just takes time.

your parents are racist

I had an ephifany. The only way we can really distinguish what reality is, is by using your five senses. But, when you're asleep, specifically deep sleep, your senses pretty much fail. Yet, in dreams, everything always feels so realistic at the time, so most the time you only know that you were dreaming when you woke up. So how do you know you're not dreaming now? When you're dreaming that essentially is your reality. When you wake up and someone tells you that you were asleep that's just what the say. If your dream isn't involving that person, they weren't existing while you were asleep, but the people/things in your dream were existing, so how can you really know anything is ever existing? But like how I exist without any of you knowing about it, then how am I involved in your reality? Isn't it possible that I could just be a character in someone's dream?

Really, long distance friendships are the same as long distance relationships, even if you talk to eachother all the time and share everything, it's not the same as being face to face. That said, all my close friends live far away and I only really get to talk to one of them, and lately I haven't been able to talk to her much. By the way I like the pink floyd reference

but what's an example of this? most the things going in the world aren't things that john q. public and just sit down and change, it takes alot of people, and even then that still isn't normally enough. You actually want things to change and have opinions about things which is alot less worthless than just not caring about anything.

well why do you think you're so worthless? and on a side note, sweet rolls are delicious, and I salute you for making me think about them.

I can see where you're coming from, I'm scottish, black, chinese, and cherokee, but it's like no one can tell what I am so I'm looked at in a different way. I don't have like a racial group I just belong to automatically. I have to check "other" on those forms asking about race. I'm called all sorts of things that I'm not and at first it was all just in fun, but now its just plain hurtful and its like no one believes me if I say it is hurtful.

There are three people that I'm really close to, and two of them are my cousins, so there is one person outside my family that I'm really close to. Her name is Ali and she is basically my best friend; I talk to her more than anyone else. But, I feel like she doesn't feel the same way I do, so its like to her we aren't all that close. She lives about and hour and half away from me, so I only really get to talk to her online. Lately, she's just been hurting my feelings alot, and I finally broke down and told her, hoping that she would start taking my feelings into consideration and things would be better, but now its like everything is just getting worse, so its like I just don't want her to hurt my feelings anymore so I just won't talk to her as much, but I still want to talk to her because I don't really talk to anyone else. Meanwhile, I just moved and changed schools, and I was very unsatisfied with my old school and I only saw my "friends" at school so it was still really just ali and my two cousins, which were about two and half hours away that I ever really hung out with, which wasn't very often. My mom didn't want to move to where they live, so we moved here which is closer but she has some friends here. Now, it's like I'm in the same situation I was at my old school. I like the people better, but now its like they don't really like me so I'm not invited anywhere or anything. Also, like everyone here drinks and smokes, and I don't do either or want to do either, so its like I still just don't fit in here. But really, I've never fit in anywhere. Even where my close friends live, I still wouldn't fit in there. Everyone there is really into sports and everything and I have no interest in sports. And now, it's like all these years has it really been everyone else I've hated? No, its me. I've been lying to myself for such a long time. I've been depressed for so long and I've always just blamed it on everyone else, and its my fault. I don't want to be on any medicine anymore, I just feel empty with them and I'd rather just feel this pain than nothing at all, and I've really felt like I just need to break down and cry for a really long time and my medicine keeps me from being able to, so I just keep feeling worse. I feel aweful today and I didn't go to school. I just felt like I needed to get this off my chest

I'm 16. Just for the record, Anthony Green, a singer, started a band called Audience of One, and they have a song called Saosin, which is xiao-xin, which is what the proverb is, and later he started the band Saosin. Thanks for the insight on this and everything, in the past I have had troubles with isolating myself from other people, and seeing the whole proverb thing reminded me of.

There is a Chinese proverb that is something like "keep your heart small, because nothing lasts forever," and it means to not really get attatched to anything. I was just curious what some people think about this

I saw the disorder stuff because in my health class every week we need to summarize and article dealing with health, and mental health is just interesting to me, and someone sent me that quiz. It started with some brother being racially harassed by my school's police and principle, but then after that first day or so off I started thinking about other stuff, but I don't really know how to describe it. In my english class we read The Catcher In the Rye, and when we like analyzed Holden as a person, he kind of reminds me of myself, and some of my friends told me that their mental image of Holden is actually me, but if you haven't read that book (Salinger, by the way), it might be kind of hard to understand but that's the only way I can really think of to describe it

on the video game hobby depending on the kind of games you like, they can be social. Like if you like games like Final Fantasy or Legend of Zelda, maybe you should try World of Warcraft or something. I met one of my best friends on that game, but in truth I still have never met him face to face. Or, if you're into shooters or sports games there are still online versions of those.