rebel_star89

Ummm how did this thread got dig up?

As the thread reads I did woke up and wonder what took me so long to reflect. I had these three so called "friends" I used to consider only to realize they were just low-life people who like intimidating others. The only real friend I have is the older one whom I consider as my sister and thanx to her I have no record on my files while they now do (boy that's gonna affect them in work applications). It started way back in grade school (4th grade to be exact so we were either 9 or 10 years old). Every single day they would go bully other kids (including me as I wasn't their friend first and I got picked the most) and off course name callings. On one occasion, they almost got physical with me. Well three years later (so now we were in 7th grade), in which I assume they got tired of picking one me so often and they on telling me I could join them, they were like "Just bring a pack of cigar and from then on you're join in, we'll be on your side". So anyways that was it and from then on we would be playing "truth or dare" game (almost all the time we went for dare). The bad part would be when they would harassed and sometimes physically bullied this girl while I would either just stand there watching and smiling (fake one though) or just go along with the name-callings. One time they really beat her up and again I just stood there watching, went along with slurs this time and spit at her face. Though I would only go along with the teasing when they were there but when they were not at sight I would not say anything to her, I would just ignore her. Then as the years went by the dare game got a bit too serious, it went on from kissing another dude menaing cheating to trespassing on a cemetery and finally going to the same girl we harassed for years and pinning her down (well I only threw water and spit on her face along with calling her names again, but I was still part of it). So now I wonder what took me so long to break apart from them for good and realize they were not real friends.

I'm surprise I got helpful advice this time instead of flaming comments like last time when I posted about something else (though lesser offense than this one) I did felt terrible in which these same now ex friends of mine were involved, luckily the kid never found out about it. At that time when I was posting and received negative feedbacks I almost was going to give up on this and did walk away for a long while (I felt you people were being unfair judging me), actually an older friend of mine whom I consider my sister came to the rescue and she saved me once again from ruining my life. Thank you all for not judging me nor flaming me this time, I was angry for a long while that I had to ask for my first account to be banned.

To keep the tale short two of my friends have always detested this particular girl ever since elementary school. Just a week ago, the two of them and I were wearing all black clothes, egged her house and also ransacked things. When we were ready to leave, the two of them went on her along with shoving and throwing punches (almost to the point of beating her up pinning her down to the ground). At some point I was told to come on and join in. I told them it was horrrible and kinda hesitated for a while before I took part of it by throwing water or standing their laughing (it was a fake laugh by the way, I had no choose). Will I be in trouble for this. I have never in my life broke into a house nor take part in an almost beating horrible thing. I have trespass on a cemetry and did other sorts of games, but this..help I feel like reporting my friends but then I can't they're my friends. The girl could be covered with bruises.

B/c they just wanna flirt, same for us girls. I did that once, only there really was no attraction (on my part for that guy), not good but oh well sometimes you do crazy stuff!!!!!!

Have you ever thought of therapy for compulsivity??? Or how about a cold shower, why not?? I heard that works, one time I think I was like that and the cold shower, LOL, really help out!!!!!!!!!!!! What's really the worrying, he's your ex, thereforeeee, no relationship anymore.

LOL, that's a good one. Well I heard this does happens to emotional people or those suffering from delurium!!!!!!!!! LOL Off course not, that would be crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not you don't freaking make it soooooooo obviously then it's certainly never found out and if it is, it'll prollie take years. Either way, not good at all!!!!!!!

You guys were broken up when this happen, thereforeeee she didn't cheat. Funny how guys always think that we are you properties and we girls belong to you. No dude, she is not your property. If you can't see here anymore like before, then why are you still with her??? If you wanna stay with her, let it go, if not, then it's not worth it.