Allright, i appreciate your attention, this will be short,
When i was a 16 year old i went out with this girl, a little younger than myself,
we barely kept in contact after i broke up with her. We had dated for roughly four months and we had kissed and been affectionate before, then it all stopped, i took this as a sign she lost interest and bailed. I loved this girl with all my heart. We almost got back together when i was 18, but i didn't feel right dating her because i had to move to california in a few months. Now im back in the area, older and wiser, i saw her name on my caller id and my heart dropped.
I want to be with her, but i don't know if i can be the kind of guy she deserves (i always forget to call now, and stupid little things like that) Im worried that i don't really love her anymore, because even remembering love that strong stirs me up, i don't think i could forgive myself if i hurt her. She's been on my mind since i left for cali, and she's among the reasons im back. I don't know whether i should contact her, im 98% sure that would bring us to dating, Help?
Thanks for bearing with me, this was not as brief as i had hoped, sorry.