BBHFutureAllAmerican

as the title reads this is just a little something, i was crushing on this girl about 1-2 months ago, and i wanted to possibly know each other better and maybe get closer in the future, she said i was a really great friend, but didn't want to become closer than that, and i usually had to start conversations with her, but now she'll start talking to me first, and just today out of nowhere she sent me an email it was nothing, she said we haven't talked to each other for a while, and she wanted to know how baseball was going, and that was it, because she was going to a movie tonight with her lady friends, i know this is nothing, but just thought i'd share my thoughts, thanks.

i always have a hard time starting a conversation but once i do i can go off on it forever, even if it is just somethin random like today this girl was holding a painting (obviously abstract) n i asked her if it was n she said yeah, that's what i typed in on google and i asked her long it took her to do it, just random stuff like that will work

yeah i'd go with the first idea of settin up a senior year road trip, you have a blast with a few of your friends pick up a lot of new ladies, get new connections to clubs and other people just like your looking for

well we have a camp ground where i live even if it is 1500 people but there are always people there every weekend and it's a great place to meet new ladies and hell even some just all around cool people, but if you're not a drinker don't drink, i still go to parties even if i am surrounded by it, i don't drink, because it is against my religious beliefs, but if you have any sort of connections to any other schools i'd go hang out with them in there own town

man i wish i had 2 days of school left, but then again i'm a freshman, but we're still goin till june 5th! but my friends and i, we go out n just check parties from all over the state, we goin on cross-state trips every summer, but my sophmore summer, we are planning a cross-country trip, but i'd say just go out, party, go to baseball/softball games from all over, find people through friends, that's what i'd do

well one time i slipped right into the reception line right in the open it's why you can't fail this position just right at the end of the line of course nobody will no you but that's good as far as the people are concerned, just smile and give a handshake all the guests will be freaked and say hello and act like they remember you, but just stick with it you won't fail or you can do like you said and be a long lost relative that always works or just play the part of one of the staff people nobody will know if you're really a staff member or not cuz they won't know you just have a tie and a platter full of food and a fancy bow tie and all the other stuff they wear, but that's all i got

me being 15 and all never crashed a funeral, because i have waaaaaaaaaaay too much respect for the dead, them being at final peace you know, but a wedding, a couple in my day and my day is usually a friday or saturday well i guess monday through thursday too

this is a silly little poem i wrote about a girl that goes to a different school, a couple of the lines are stuff she says about me (in a joking manner of course) so it's kind of an indirect poem for her, hence the name, it's not my best work, but most of my other stuff is very personal so here goes. For Her I don't know your face and you don't know mine you don't know this but I wish you were mine I do know you don't feel the same I guess I will always just be lame I wish I was your special someone you've got me wrapped around your thumb Like you said how could anyone hate you I wonder if what I feel is true You only wish I was that nerd You say I am I'm for real I'm no loser deal I may be blind but you're always on my mind When I say don't miss me do you miss me? Tell me you feel like this too and if not I'll act like I never knew open to any and all good or bad criticism

thank you so much for your help, and thanks for the hope i'll keep you updated

see the thing is one night she'll be acting like she's interested and some nights she'll act like i'm not even there and some days she'll just be a friend and it's usually a fair balance of this

i'm a buddhist, and with that point i always look for the world to be optimistic no matter the situation, if you don't think it will work out for the best it's not going too, now i'm not asking you to become a buddhist i'm just saying just have a positive outlook on life as all things will go the way they're supposed too

the thing is i don't know if she feels the same way about me, i think she knows that i'm interested in her but isn't for sure, so i don't know where to go from here

Well here's my story, lately there's been this girl that goes to a different school then me granted it's only 15 minutes away, but then again we're both 15 i'll be getting my license in september, so neither of us can do much of anything right now, but lately we've both been getting more into each other like more laughing and more smiling and more opening up to each other. i've been trying to get her to go to a concert with me and one of my friends (who is obviously driving down there but i want to get a little more serious but not too much since it wouldn't work right now. what to do? thanks

i love some of these songs you guys have posted it's great!

trying to find a balance by atmosphere...how i feel comin from a small town tring to get my name in the world of sports jumper by third eye blind...if someone is contemplating suicide it's a good one for them to listen to just like hold on by good charlotte sooner or later by breaking benjamin...a broken hearted song but feeling angry at the same time

and the soundtrack to friday night lights...even if there are no lyrics to it

Still Fighting It by Ben Folds Five, OMG i think it's moving because all the great times i've had in high school (i'm only a freshman but still) and we still need to make the best of it, because i already realized someday it will be gone I Wish by R. Kelly, the death of one of my closest friends RJ Summer Kiss by Dashboard Confessional, i suppose you can take it as your girl leaving you or the season leaving you but it's still moving If I Fall by Amber Pacific, it's for the ones who don't think their lives won't change but i think the most moving song for me is Last Summer by Lostprophets, it's about having the time of your life with your friends and hoping the memories will never fade of summer with the greatest people...your friends

What are some songs you find emotionally moving? I'll put mine up but I'd like to see what else is moving.

i believed in God until the last year or so and I felt, if he's really out there why is everyone suffering? i know we are supposed to be able to take care of ourselves but doesn't this higher power know what we are doing is wrong? but then i found buddhism and it has opened my eyes to a whole bunch of doors and my mind to new things that i never knew existed before, but like liam said you believe in all those things you don't need to believe in something you don't want to

I'm speaking on behalf of my friend who has the last couple of days been having it terribly rough and i love her like a sister and will not let anyone push her around like this. It all started yesterday my friend "jess" who really hates my other friend "annie" they were best friends since kindergarten until this year, when annie got involved with jess and her boyfriend "jim". To the story: yesterday annie started making more garbage up about jess than ever before and annie told jim all of this and the guy (who i can't stand btw) believes every word of it over his own girlfriend jess, jim knows they both hate each other with a passion and jess and jim didn't say a word to each other all day and jess has been in tears until about 5 minutes ago, and this has been going on a lot the last few weeks and it's really getting to me even, because i'm not going to watch somebody as close to me like a sister get hurt anymore and i need some advice on what to tell her i've been comforting her all day more than any of you can imagine, this is the most horrible thing i've ever seen done to her and i'm going to put an end to it,please help thank you

my thoughts exactly legend and the good ones die young it would have been nice if the driver would have at least sent a card or something