Well...I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost 3 years now. Before him, I was madly and deeply in love with another and we didnt work out. My ex was the only man I ever truly loved. I had dated before but I'd never felt like that about another. When we didn't work out...I was completely crushed. Eventually, I met another which is my current boyfriend. Problem is I dont love him like how I loved my ex. When I met my current boyfriend, he told me he also had been dumped by a girl that shattered his heart. He was going to marry her and she dumped him rather cruelly. We both took this relationship that we are in now VERY slowly because we were both cautious about being hurt again and because we really enjoyed each other's company more than anything. Even though I know I love him, I'm not crazy in love with him. And as more time passes, I dont think I ever will be either. Im wondering if it's because my ex did me so wrong, I will never be able to? Or am I wasting my current boyfriend's time? Also, my current boyfriend told me a year ago he didnt love me. Since then we havent talked about it but he also has NEVER told me those 3 words "I love you". That really hurt but he said he really cared about me and that ALSO maybe because he was done so wrong by his ex, that maybe he is scared to trust in me. He knows that he doesn't want to break up either because we both are in a relationship where we both treat each other with respect and are very good to each other. We laugh a lot and genuinely care a great deal for another. It feels like a healthy relationship.
Do we have a chance? Oh, and also we both can only see each other about once or twice a month because he lives 4 hours away. We are total phone junkies and check in on each other a lot and talk at night for long periods of time everyday. I thought maybe one of the possibilities is because since he lives so far away, it's harder for both of us to get close enough to fall in love maybe? Any advice will be a huge help.