Seraphim Posted September 22, 2019 Author Share Posted September 22, 2019 I am older now and still running against the wind. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Seraphim Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 I can’t look at the pictures of my grandparents. Soon enough they will have their daughter back and I will never be able to smile without her. 😓 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 Is it ok to put pictures away for a while? I just can’t deal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 I want to save up and take a trip with my mom to where she was born one more time . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 5 years ago today my son got his official Autistic diagnosis. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 25, 2019 Author Share Posted September 25, 2019 My dr wants to put me on a high blood pressure medication and increase my anti anxiety med. EKG and full blood work. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 28, 2019 Author Share Posted September 28, 2019 I can’t believe how I’ve changed over the past few years . I would say I’m no longer depressed . Today when we were out for supper I heard one of my “ Emo death songs” I had no feeling about it whatsoever . I have even played some of my what I would call death songs and again no feeling whatsoever . I think I have been finally resurrected . That was definitely a sad 30+ years of a destroyed human being. Now I am dealing with the physical damage now that I have dealt with the emotional damage . One Day to be that golden bird . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 29, 2019 Author Share Posted September 29, 2019 I have to say I’m rather proud of myself . I was talking to J today and she mentioned needing to get to Walmart . She can’t go with her oldest daughter because the daughter’s husband is an a hole . And she mentioned being ticked off with his whole vendetta . I however did not offer to take her to Walmart ! Not my problem . Proud of myself. Instead I spent the morning decorating the front of my house and putting out my new chrysanthemums . ❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boltnrun Posted September 29, 2019 Share Posted September 29, 2019 I have to say I’m rather proud of myself . I was talking to J today and she mentioned needing to get to Walmart . She can’t go with her oldest daughter because the daughter’s husband is an a hole . And she mentioned being ticked off with his whole vendetta . I however did not offer to take her to Walmart ! Not my problem . Proud of myself. Instead I spent the morning decorating the front of my house and putting out my new chrysanthemums . ❤️ I'm jealous. I live in a climate where it's next to impossible to grow anything. I keep trying because I'm an optimist, but the plants die every time. Good for you for keeping your boundaries. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 29, 2019 Author Share Posted September 29, 2019 I'm jealous. I live in a climate where it's next to impossible to grow anything. I keep trying because I'm an optimist, but the plants die every time. Good for you for keeping your boundaries. I have a lot of hostas planted. But I have two great big huge wrought iron planters out front that my mom had at her house and every season I change the plants in them . So in spring I put out spring flowers in the fall I put chrysanthemums and at Christmas time there’s Christmas foliage in there . It’s too bad you live in an area where you can’t grow things . :( Yeah, I’m really glad I’m doing more things for me . There’s only so much you can do for others before you become a detriment to yourself . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 30, 2019 Author Share Posted September 30, 2019 In two days my son will be 22!! Where did the time go!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 3, 2019 Author Share Posted October 3, 2019 God , I can’t stand my husband’s family. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 4, 2019 Author Share Posted October 4, 2019 It is my FIL’s 87th Birthday today. Yesterday mine and J’s friendship felt completely normal. We laughed and last night we went out for supper. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 8, 2019 Author Share Posted October 8, 2019 The hospital did something very sweet for my FIL’s birthday. They got him a non alcoholic beer and a piece of cake. What they probably didn’t tell the hospital is that this man drank daily for decades. At least almost 6 decades. Not to the point of drunk but he drank daily. Apparently that is an old people European thing. So I am sure that didn’t add to his mood at first. .........: So , I fell asleep at 6:30. Not sure how. Have been awake since 2 with my 2 fractures annoying the crap out of me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 11, 2019 Author Share Posted October 11, 2019 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 11, 2019 Author Share Posted October 11, 2019 All smiles, I know what it takes to fool this town I'll do it 'til the sun goes down and all through the night time Oh yeah, oh yeah, I'll tell you what you wanna hear Leave my sunglasses on while I shed a tear It's never the right time, yeah, yeah I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Break down, only alone I will cry out now You'll never see what's hiding out Hiding out deep down, yeah, yeah I know, I've heard that to let your feelings show Is the only way to make friendships grow But I'm too afraid now, yeah, yeah I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 11, 2019 Author Share Posted October 11, 2019 I keep having flashbacks of my fall. *shudder* brutal. I can see it in vivid detail. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2019 Author Share Posted October 14, 2019 Well, it never seems to end. My husband’s aunt up north got her feet run over by a car. His only living aunt in the UK died Sat. I have a horrible cold. I saw something I have NEVER seen in this country before and I am DISGUSTED. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2019 Author Share Posted October 14, 2019 The millennial generation is really disappointing me. They are not “ enlightened “ like they think they are. They are becoming thugs who oppose any opposition to what they think. They can’t tolerate difference or different ideas or lifestyle. They are one angry ass spoiled generation. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted October 14, 2019 Share Posted October 14, 2019 I take a lot of offence to that generalisation. Plus we were raised by your generation... There are a lot of gen Z are the way you describe, again due to their upbringing. Our views on our climate are ridiculed and our political views are mocked. We're left with a failing planet due to previous generations. Sorry to get worked up over your post. You know I like you and respect you, I just feel it was uncalled for and a gross generalisation that has negative impacts across the board as it is a widespread generalisation leaving us struggling to be heard and understood. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2019 Author Share Posted October 14, 2019 I take a lot of offence to that generalisation. Plus we were raised by your generation... There are a lot of gen Z are the way you describe, again due to their upbringing. Our views on our climate are ridiculed and our political views are mocked. We're left with a failing planet due to previous generations. Sorry to get worked up over your post. You know I like you and respect you, I just feel it was uncalled for and a gross generalisation that has negative impacts across the board as it is a widespread generalisation leaving us struggling to be heard and understood. You don’t know what has upset me though and I can’t discuss it as it is political. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2019 Author Share Posted October 14, 2019 I take a lot of offence to that generalisation. Plus we were raised by your generation... There are a lot of gen Z are the way you describe, again due to their upbringing. Our views on our climate are ridiculed and our political views are mocked. We're left with a failing planet due to previous generations. Sorry to get worked up over your post. You know I like you and respect you, I just feel it was uncalled for and a gross generalisation that has negative impacts across the board as it is a widespread generalisation leaving us struggling to be heard and understood. I am not gen Z. That is my son’s gen. I am gen X. Example..someone I know , millennial who feels she is so very enlightened felt the need to verbally accosts other people having a peaceful protest. She felt the need to stop traffic with her car and spew verbal abuse at people and then posted on her Facebook page about how proud she is of her self. And on her business page posts always be kind to people. 🙄 She just lost her self a customer. But that’s not what really got my crull. And just remember every generation gets blamed for something and your child’s generation will blame you for something too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ButterflyWrists Posted October 14, 2019 Share Posted October 14, 2019 I know gen z are the generation below myself dw. I understand you're upset, but generalizing to such an extent as to accuse ALL millennials of being like that is damaging. There are entitled cruel people in every generation. I'm sorry things are so rough at present and I do hope things start to get better soon x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted October 14, 2019 Author Share Posted October 14, 2019 I know gen z are the generation below myself dw. I understand you're upset, but generalizing to such an extent as to accuse ALL millennials of being like that is damaging. There are entitled cruel people in every generation. I'm sorry things are so rough at present and I do hope things start to get better soon x You’re right . I am sorry to generalize . There are good people in every generation. I was speaking in anger. Let me PM you about my issue. Sorry to have upset you Butters. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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