Seraphim Posted December 25, 2019 Author Share Posted December 25, 2019 Annnnndddddd my mom’s place has no power. 🙄 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 26, 2019 Author Share Posted December 26, 2019 I am staying home next year. I am tired of travelling. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 26, 2019 Author Share Posted December 26, 2019 I think it is the last time we are seeing my FIL. He can no longer speak or open his eyes or eat. 😓 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 27, 2019 Author Share Posted December 27, 2019 We are FINALLY home. Link to comment
Camber 2019 Posted December 27, 2019 Share Posted December 27, 2019 Let me say my father made almost every Christmas I ever had an unmitigated misery on purpose because he loves to make people upset because he sadistic that way. Christmas is extremely extremely special to me so I go out of my way to make it happy and especially for my own child because my childhood was horrific. So when people post about their family wars on threads that are supposed to be happy it sets off my PTSD. And just yesterday I had to see my father AGAIN to get my son’s and my nieces Christmas gifts. And again he was nice tricking me to get me there and when I got there was a misery from hell telling me how much he enjoyed bugging me. So hence I really don’t like hearing about other people’s horror stories on what I really kill myself into making something happy. I suffer really bad PTSD at Christmas ...... Oh... I thought that's what this site was for... silly me. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 27, 2019 Author Share Posted December 27, 2019 I am seeming to get over this sinus infection with my steroid nasal spray and coconut oil. Yay! My laryngitis is going away. My mom is pretty mad at me because I was pretty miserable Christmas Day. But Jeebus even with her hearing aids in I have to repeat everything 50 million times with no voice and I felt like crap. We are sooooooo happy to finally be home! The truck is in getting rear brakes. Today we might go to the city near us and then tomorrow go to TO. Link to comment
Camber 2019 Posted December 27, 2019 Share Posted December 27, 2019 We stayed home! It was nice... no B.S., gas-lighting, or scapegoating. Of course, now I am in the dog house. Oh wait! I've been there for 40 years! Now it's time for this to be THEIR problem! 1 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 27, 2019 Author Share Posted December 27, 2019 I have ideas I want to spend my Christmas money on. I have to convince myself to get out of bed first , but after 3 days of not being home all 3 of my cats are laying on me and kneading and purring. I prefer male cats myself as I find them more affectionate. All three of cats are male, two of them are brothers from the same litter. Two of the cats are very attached to me, one of the brothers and our elderly cat. The other brother prefers my husband. Excited to be with my cats and in my own house. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 27, 2019 Author Share Posted December 27, 2019 I saw my nieces and my brother on Christmas. My 13 year old niece is one inch shorter than my son! She is 6’ . She is the youngest and tallest of her sisters. All of them are close to 6 feet though. My eldest niece seems a lot better on new meds. 😊 My brother is either going to start his own financial company or retire to an Island off Honduras. He wants us to go with him and buy houses and go into like B&B sort of business. My husband is going there with him in Feb to scope things out. My brother would be taking my mom and step dad there to be happy the rest of their days and we would join my brother when my husband retires. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 27, 2019 Author Share Posted December 27, 2019 J’s daughter had a miscarriage this morning. She was 10 weeks. 😓 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 29, 2019 Author Share Posted December 29, 2019 Yesterday I walked 1O KM. I have a hot spot on one of my poor little feet. Exercise good for the diabetes not the hot spot. My son won the Yu-Gi-Oh tournament were he went to play in TO yesterday. They gave him 1/2 off his purchases. He said he won every match he played. He never told me until I asked because he doesn’t like praise at all. We bought him a smart TV for Christmas and my mom and step dad one. At the Eaton Centre I got a citrine tennis bracelet and earrings to go with the ring I got for Christmas. Work starts again on Thursday. 😩. No more holidays until July. I love my littles but I am so so so tired. I knew it would be exhausting but not how much. Today we are expecting lots of freezing rain and power outages. Fun. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2019 Author Share Posted December 31, 2019 We lost power as we were waking up today. It came back a few hours later. We had just a very quiet day today and stayed home. I slept a lot today. Rejuvenated. I cuddled my elderly cat most of the day. Watched the last of the two Mandalorian episodes with my son. Link to comment
luminousone Posted December 31, 2019 Share Posted December 31, 2019 I think it is the last time we are seeing my FIL. He can no longer speak or open his eyes or eat. 😓 Prayers for all of you, and peace for him. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2019 Author Share Posted December 31, 2019 Prayers for all of you, and peace for him. Thank you❤️ Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2019 Author Share Posted December 31, 2019 I am really glad that my brother got us a soda stream. Lord knows I hate water but now I drink the entire mixing bottle worth in carbonated water which I can drink. I am going to buy individual bottles so hubby and son can have their flavours and I can have mine. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2019 Author Share Posted December 31, 2019 Just indulged in some retail happiness. Everyone knows my penchant for bling ( always my holiday fav gifts) which I got already and of course high end cosmetics. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 31, 2019 Author Share Posted December 31, 2019 After 40 years mom ,Chiquita , is singing like She did before . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 1, 2020 Author Share Posted January 1, 2020 Sitting and having a nice quite night with my love watching HWY From Hell. I picked up the pendant that goes with my earrings and bracelet and ring. It was on sale as well. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 1, 2020 Author Share Posted January 1, 2020 Up and at em and off to Mass. Maybe Father T will be back not sure his last sibling died on Christmas Day. :( Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 1, 2020 Author Share Posted January 1, 2020 Dang!! The time was changed! We missed it. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 1, 2020 Author Share Posted January 1, 2020 Had a wonderful drive today to a beach around here we didn’t know existed. The wind off the lake was just pounding the waves. Hubby and I just sat and held hands. Then we came home and I made a shrimp ball and we are watching Christmas movies. I took some pics of the waves off the lake but photobucket has been totally messed up for almost 3 weeks. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 2, 2020 Author Share Posted January 2, 2020 The swelling is finally going in my hand. It hurts much less. Since I don’t have enough of my med I don’t sleep through the night . Back to insomnia. I will have to talk to my dr about 2 pills a day. My ventolin ran out on Christmas Day . So I need a prescription for that. I have to call my dr’s office. I had to keep readjusting my knee all night. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 5, 2020 Author Share Posted January 5, 2020 I found out a lot about my niece my step brother’s daughter. All very scary. Nothing I want to talk about at present. 😓 Also found out he is jealous of the attention given by his father to me and my brother. 😓 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 7, 2020 Author Share Posted January 7, 2020 I am in another fashion show next week. When I was 14 Ford Models tried to recruit me, but my mom felt I was too young. I just do local shows for local boutiques. I also enjoy the singing to do. Then becoming my own business owner. I feel I have finally come into my own. ❤️ Link to comment
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