Seraphim Posted September 9, 2019 Author Share Posted September 9, 2019 https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/325779.php I have hEDS. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 11, 2019 Author Share Posted September 11, 2019 Yesterday I had a medical emergency. My blood pressure hit 180/120 and I actually fell and hit the ground trying to get to the bathroom. I worked through my daycare day. It was horrible but as the day wore on my pressure went down. I made an appointment with my dr for blood pressure meds. My dad’s family has a horrible history of cardiovascular and blood pressure issues. My dad is in the hospital again and needs to have assessment to go to a nursing home. My mom had a hearing assessment done and has hearing loss and nerve damage . She needs hearing aids . Can I throw myself in the lake yet ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 12, 2019 Author Share Posted September 12, 2019 And it is out of the gate ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 12, 2019 Author Share Posted September 12, 2019 The chest c/ray shows that I have linear reticular bibaslilar fibrosis in my lungs and an unfolding aorta. I have to have an other chest c-ray in a month and after a C T scan ^^^about my mom. When do the kicks to the face stop? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 13, 2019 Author Share Posted September 13, 2019 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 13, 2019 Author Share Posted September 13, 2019 All smiles, I know what it takes to fool this town I'll do it 'til the sun goes down and all through the night time Oh yeah, oh yeah, I'll tell you what you wanna hear Leave my sunglasses on while I shed a tear It's never the right time, yeah, yeah I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Break down, only alone I will cry out now You'll never see what's hiding out Hiding out deep down, yeah, yeah I know, I've heard that to let your feelings show Is the only way to make friendships grow But I'm too afraid now, yeah, yeah I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today I put my armor on, show you how strong how I am I put my armor on, I'll show you that I am I'm unstoppable I'm a Porsche with no brakes I'm invincible Yeah, I win every single game I'm so powerful I don't need batteries to play I'm so confident, yeah, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Unstoppable today, unstoppable today Unstoppable today, I'm unstoppable today Source: LyricFind Songwriters: Christopher Braide / Sia Kate Furler Unstoppable lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, BMG Rights Management Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 13, 2019 Author Share Posted September 13, 2019 I can’t believe that the Bahamas will be hit AGAIN. 😓 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 15, 2019 Author Share Posted September 15, 2019 So my mom’s prognosis is fatal. I quit life. Done. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
luminousone Posted September 15, 2019 Share Posted September 15, 2019 Yikes! You have from all sides! You, your dad, and especially your mom! Prayers for healing and comfort for all of you. So sorry about your mom's diagnosis. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 16, 2019 Author Share Posted September 16, 2019 Thank you. I got a transponder for my vehicle so I can travel the toll highway to see my mom quite a bit. Every chance I get . I bought a journal for myself and a journal for my mom so that I can write happy memories of my mom and she can write happy memories of me and her . Or write down anything she wants me to know . But I can’t stop sobbing . I am sobbing or numb sobbing or numb . Yikes! You have from all sides! You, your dad, and especially your mom! Prayers for healing and comfort for all of you. So sorry about your mom's diagnosis. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
luminousone Posted September 16, 2019 Share Posted September 16, 2019 What a shock - I know you are so close! I'm glad you are spending as much time as possible with her. The journal sounds like a great idea. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 16, 2019 Author Share Posted September 16, 2019 Thank you! ❤️What a shock - I know you are so close! I'm glad you are spending as much time as possible with her. The journal sounds like a great idea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 16, 2019 Author Share Posted September 16, 2019 I think I am processing a little more today . I did have to go to the dentist though which was a living hell . Had a filling replaced but while they were trying to trim down the filling for my bite apparently I bit my tongue about seven times which hurts like hell . I had just had enough when I got my car I threw my purse down and sat on the ground and cried . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 17, 2019 Author Share Posted September 17, 2019 My brother told his kids about their Nana and they all broke down in tears. My son never discusses big emotions nor does my husband. It is a very difficult life as an empath with people who don’t communicate emotion. Or is it better for me? My fav priest is moving onto another congregation and Parish . 😓 he really is the most gentle, sweet and compassionate person . One of the wives came over to be with me for a bit on Sunday and she was saying with all of your bad luck recently she’s not sure maybe the universe is trying to tell me something . It’s trying to test how strong I really am. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 18, 2019 Author Share Posted September 18, 2019 I only hope I can live up to being the roles my mom will want me to take up. I am not sure I can be the family matriarch. But as she said I taught you all that is important and all that I know before you left home . You will be fine. You know everything you need to know to do well. She is one of two people who can “ handle “ me. I can be very passionate and exhausting. She said you sometimes overwhelm people, friends, just devour them up you have to dial back . And the only other person that can handle me as ME is my husband . I am going to close my business on my birthday which is on a Friday this year and head out after I close on the Thursday night and spend my birthday with my mom . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 18, 2019 Author Share Posted September 18, 2019 My emotions are up-and-down and all around . 😓 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 18, 2019 Author Share Posted September 18, 2019 I will never understand how complete SCUM like my father‘s brother is still alive and beautiful people like my mother have to die . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camber 2019 Posted September 19, 2019 Share Posted September 19, 2019 I will never understand how complete SCUM like my father‘s brother is still alive and beautiful people like my mother have to die . God needs people like your Mother to help him with his plan. He does not need your father's brother... Satan will be getting him. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 19, 2019 Author Share Posted September 19, 2019 Thank- you. A beautiful thing to say. God needs people like your Mother to help him with his plan. He does not need your father's brother... Satan will be getting him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Camber 2019 Posted September 19, 2019 Share Posted September 19, 2019 Thank- you. A beautiful thing to say. Any time - God Bless! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 19, 2019 Author Share Posted September 19, 2019 I told my dad today. FINALLY got a hold of him. He is sad. They haven’t been together in 28 years. You could hear it in his voice. He told me , “ please look after your mom. “ He is not well either only a few years left for him as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 20, 2019 Author Share Posted September 20, 2019 Ok what the he double hockey sticks. A contractor on base was just convicted of sexual assault . 😳 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 21, 2019 Author Share Posted September 21, 2019 [video=youtube_share;bwyq1Xs-j_g]https://youtu.be/bwyq1Xs-j_g Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 21, 2019 Author Share Posted September 21, 2019 Family Day for hubby’s Squadron. Going to try a C130 ride again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seraphim Posted September 21, 2019 Author Share Posted September 21, 2019 I did it !!! I broke my fear of getting of getting on a plane!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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