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  1. give her some space dont suffocate her you'll see that she'll come around if she does not then she is not worth it trust me on that one
  2. the guy is looking at you as a conquest i know cause for a long time i was that way. You can do much better and i am certain that you know this already it just gets lonely. believe you me i know the feeling. It'll all get better for you.
  3. some times our hearts and minds get carried away because we want something so bad. your situation is easily solved. If you want to pursue something with the guy then do so (but at your pace not his) don't let him think your all into him cause then he'll take advantage of the situation. Date him and a couple others you'll know after a few weeks which route to take if you want to continue pm me i'm new to this
  4. I DID NOT MEAN THE PSYCHIC THING IN A NEGATIVE WAY... I FEEL CORNERED AND EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME WOULD NEVER THINK THAT I AM GOING THROUGH WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH CAUSE I CARRY THIS STRONG IMAGE. THE TRUTH IS I'M CRUMBLING INSIDE. WRITING BACK NOW IM PRACTICALLY IN TEARS CAUSE I KNOW (2ND REPPLIER) THAT YOUR RIGHT. IT IS OVER. AND YES I AM IN LOVE WITH THE MEMORIES OF HER THAT IS BUT WHEN I THINK OF MY ACTIONS IT TEARS ME APART BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE DONE THINGS DIFFERENTLY. I LOVE HER I TRULY DO. REGARDLESS OF HOW MANY RELATIONSHIPS I'VE HAD. I DO WANT TO BE IN LOVE. I DO WANT TO SHARE MY WORLD WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE BUT THE FACT THAT WE HAVE A CHILD TOGETHER DOES NOT MAKE IT EASY CAUSE ALL IN ALL I WILL STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH HER AND DEEP DOWN INSIDE I'LL ALWAYS BEAT MYSELF UP WONDERING WHAT IF?
  5. YES HE WAS WRONG FOR GETTING BEHIND THE VEHICLE AND SO WERE YOUR FRIENDS (SORRY ABOUT THE LOSS) BUT YOU HAVE TO REALIZE THAT IT WAS ALL PART OF GODS PLAN. IT WAS HIS TIME. YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF WHAT YOU MAY BECOME BUT YOUR NOT IN CHARGE OF LIFE AND DEATH. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FRIEND COULD NOT HAVE BEEN AVOIDED. IT WAS GOD'S PLAN. AS MESSED UP AS IT MAY SOUD THAT IS WHAT IT WAS YOUR FRIEND WAS CALLED UPON. IT WAS HIS TIME. YOUR FRIEND I'M SURE IS GRIEVING.HE IS LIVING.HE FEELS.CONSOLE HIM AND EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD TOO. THIS IS JUST A LESSON THAT WAS LEARNED BUT AT A PRICE. YOUR FRIEND
  6. NEVER BE AFRAID TO BE YOURSELF. REGARDLESS OF WHAT PEOPLE THINK. EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT IN THERE OWN SPECIAL WAY THATS WHAT MAKES US ALL UNIQUE. IF PEOPLE CAN'T ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE THEN YOU NEED TO REEVALUATE YOUR SURROUNDINGS AND ASK YOURSELF ARE THESE THE PEOPLE I WANT TO BE AROUND. IF SO PREPARE YOURSELF CAUSE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE YOU WILL BE LIVING A LIE. RESPECTFULLY A NEW FRIEND
  7. SEE LIKE THE LAST POSTED COMMENT GIVE HER TIME AND SPACE DON'T TRY TO GET BACK 5 YEARS IN ONE DAY (YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?) JUST LIKE THE YEARS INVESTED INTO THE RELATIONSHIP ITS THE SAME PROCESS FOR RECONCILIATION. IM NOT SAYING THAT IT'LL TAKE 5 YEARS BUT THAT IF SOMETHING DOES STILL EXIST (WHICH I'M CONVINCED IT IS) IT'LL TAKKE TIME TO SURFACE JUST TAKE IT EASY AND WORK ON IMPROVING YOURSELF IN AREAS IN WHICH YOU KNOW YOU NEED IMPROVING EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE
  8. WE CAN'T TELL OUR HEARTS WHO TO LOVE. NOR CAN WE FORCE THE ONE WE DO LOVE TO BE WITH US. (IT'S FUNNY CAUSE HERE I AM ADVISING YOU WHEN I SHOULD BE ADVISING MYSELF BUT IT HAPPENS THAT WAY SOME TIMES). SERIOUSLY, DON'T LET GO OF THE GIRL YOU WANT EVEN IF SHE HAS A MAN. TELL HER WHAT YOU FEEL BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF AND HER. YOU MAY NOT GET ANOTHER CHANCE. AND DUDE THE LAST THING YOU WANT TO DO IS LIVE YOUR LIFE WONDERING WHAT IF YOU'LL END UP LIKE...........ME. SO I'LL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU THAT ALL GOES WELL AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART IT WON'T LIE TO YOU.
  9. SINCE 1999 I'VE HAD MY SHARES OF UPS AND DOWNS WITH THE MOTHER OF MY SON. WE HAVE BEEN separateD FOR FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS NOW. THROUGH OUT THIS TIME I HAVE DATED BUT FIND THAT I CAN NOT FIND A LOVE THAT IS = OR GREATER TO THE LOVE I SHARED WITH THE MOTHER OF MY SON. I WAS YOUNG AND LIKE I'VE TOLD HER YOUR NOT AT 18 WHO YOU ARE AT 23. WE WERE BOTH LOST INTO DRUGS ETC.. BOTTOM LINE IS SHE IS NOW WITH A 19 YEAR OLD KID WHO'S A BUM. HAS NO DIRECTION OR GOALS IN LIFE. THEY BEEN TOGETHER FOR JUST ABOUT THE SAME TIME WE'VE BEEN separateD THERE ARE TIMES THAT I FEEL LIKE FLYING OUT THERE JUST TO KICK HIS YOU NO WHAT BUT I HOLD BACK BECAUSE I HAVE MY OTHER SON WHO LIVES WITH ME TO THINK ABOUT. I STILL LOVE HER MORE NOW THEN EVER DUE TO OUR SEPERATION IT GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO LEARN THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE. NOW THAT I KNOW IT I WISH I NEVER FOUND OUT BECAUSE EVERY PASSING DAY ITS KILLING ME THAT I WILL NEVER AGAIN NO HER TOUCH, SMELL, KISS OR BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO HER EYES AND TELL HER THAT I LOVE HER. FAMOUS QUOTE HAD I KNOWN THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. BUT MAN THIS TAKING A TOLL ON ME. SHE'S 28 AND SHE'S HAPPY. HERE I AM I'VE CHANGED MY LIFE COMPLETELY I AM NOTHING LIKE I ONCE WAS WOMAN FLOCK TO ME BUT YET NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO FAKE HAPPINESS FOR THE SAKE OF GIVING OTHERS A CHANCE AND MYSELF A CHANCE I CANNOT BE. I WANT TO BE. I WANT TO FALL CRAZY IN LOVE. BUT I DONT THINK THATS POSSIBLE FOR ME ANYMORE. IS IT TRUE YOU ONLY FALL IN LOVE ONCE? I'M AFRAID CAUSE I NO THE ONLY THATS HELPED KEEP ME TOGETHER IS MY SON, THE ONE THAT LIVES WITH ME OTHER WISE THERES NO TELLING WHAT I WOULD HAVE MOST LIKELY DONE TO MYSELF BY NOW. IS THERE EVEN A POSSIBILITY THAT WE MAY END UP TOGETHER? I KNOW YOUR NOT PSYCHICS IN HERE BUT I CAN SURE USE YOUR INPUT. OR AM I JUST PERMANENTLY DAMAGED FOR ANY WOMAN?
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