okay dont get turned off by the length.
and dont think that this isnt important because im young
well it started off like this: i was really paranoid and serious about everything because my mom was like that but during grade 5 my teacher let me sit between 2 of the most loudest people in the grade and that opened me up. after that, i began to get more extroverted and in a month of so, i was the most popular girl in grade 5 (popular as in: everyone wanted to be my friend) that was the greatest moment of my life. but during the summer, i had group lessons for a sport and i had a friend in that group. she has the ability to make people act like her and turn into her. and unfortunately i turned more like her. she was VERY immature. like she'd be thinking more about what to name her new doll or something. so when i got back to school. no one liked me because i was immature. then i got really mad and depressed and when you're depressed, you think that everyone is really irratating. i thought that everyone was really annoying so i got meaner and meaner to them. then everyone hated me becaue i was mean. so i got really quiet to stop myself from being mean. now, i dont have that great personality that i had in grade 5. only once did i actually open up and that was at my graduation and i dont know why. PLEASE can i get some suggestions on why this is happening and how to actually open up? and theres another problem. i think that my parents only like my sister and hate me.