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First of all here is what I did wrong. My personality isn't easy to live with. I made a lot of fights go very big for very little. I have said some hurtful stuff which was all unecessary and over time the girl just got fed up with it. She is not a goldigger I tell you for sure, money and expensive things have never been much for her. She has never asked me for money or anything and she has always apreciated what I gave her even if I couldn't give anything much than a card because I was broke. That is not who she is and even less manipulative, I doubt very much she is seeing anotherone. I admit for once it was truly my fault I kind of killed all the love she had for me. My strategy is showing her that I can still be the same from the beginning of the relationship and buying her a big gift, I very doubt she will ever accept it but I know she will be impressed by the sacrifice that I did for her. That's all folks! So you tell me I am pushing her further away. Ok then what do you suggest to bring her closer friend?

Anal is cool ok? It is very pleasing going into a woman's butt mostly because I have to agree it's a primal thing and it's tighter than a vagina. Although I would never get passed a vagina in my entire life!!! I can certainly understand why someone likes anal sex and no I am not gay but you have to understand women's butt are marvelous, so beautiful and I whenever I see a woman with a nice big butt let's say like J.Lo or Trina I just wanna take a huge bite and get up in that a**.

Don't you know that the world is mercyless? And girls can be even more sometimes...

Hello you guys, I just came back from school. The fisrt thing I saw was her in the middle of the cafeteria. I came in feeling not bad at all but from the moment I saw her it ripped my heart open. I had trouble holding myself but fortunatly I did. After that I got an exam my heart couldn't stop beating so fast during the tree hours all I though about was her... I'm not ready to qui trying...well I think. During my exam I sent her an SMS from my phone it was in french but I can translate to something like > that's about it. I decided I wanted to buy her an expensive jewel so that maby she will see that I am serious about what I say and I have no intentions to hurt her anymore. I know you guys must be angry at me for not listening to you with the no contact rule but I CAN'T! After my exam I passed in front of her class that was just starting when I was leaving, she saw me and screamed my in the stairs. I ran up to her and told her I was't feeling good, she told me that she had received my SMS from the afternoon and told me as I thought that was is it I am about to do...don't make a foolish thing...bla bla bla. After I told that I would definetly show her how serious I am about what I say (and no I don't wanna ask her hand) after she sees what I am about to give her she will realize... well I hope so. After I asked her if she would get back in the same locker and she said that she will think about it. I gave her a hug and she followed. What do you guys think I should do next?

Everybody is different. One of my ex didn't get an orgasm until I met het and I was 18 she was 20. I had to teach her many things and try lots of different things with her. I've had other girls where I didn't have to do a single thing to her they just came, over and over... I don't know everybody is different. Find out what you like try things with yourself after all it's your own body you can do everything you want with it just don't hurt it.

This website really does help. I thank you guys for making the pain less terrible than it already is and seeing that in this day there are still people my age caring about a complete stranger makes me feel better about the world. Your comments are all very so much apreciated. I just don't know if I can cut contact with her. It seems almost impossible to do. You know I am a very very very determined person and I'm not used to give up that quick, in fact Ihave never gave up on something I believed in. This is the hardest thing I have to do because I still want to try despite I know I will certainly get hust over and over again. I will try most of the things you say. I will sign up with my local gym which I gave up a couple months ago because of a broken backbone. I will play a lot of video games since I have an xbox that's collecting dust and I really enjoyed playing when I was younger. I will buy lots of new clothes (according to the possible budget), mayby I will go out clubbin" learn to dance like a champ. I'll listen to music whenever silence come up. Whatch movies, call friends but I seriously don't want to bother them too much with my problem and become a rock to carry along with them. I find it hard to keep my mind off things, it's really hard to study and I've got an important exam today and lots of schoolwork coming up. I will try to speak to a lot of other girls but my choices are limited at school see I am a french canadian as you would call me and although I go to multiethnic school and since I tried girls from other races I loved it for an almost infinite list of reason. I am very much into black girls and latinas (I can't live without a thick butt) I know a lot of hatiens and I am used to go out with 'em. But I'm afraid my ex will scare them away or other girls will be shy to go out with me even though I know a lot of them find me attractive just because they talk to my ex. Anyway, I like this website and I will keep posting here much like a blog about the evolution of my healing. I know there will be times I will write desperate things and others where things will seem much better, if you like you are all welcome to give any comment or encouragements. So until next time I say goodbye. I will try to not go totally insane BUT IT'S SO HARD!!!!!

Akon-lonely Z-Ro-I hate you b**ch Master P-Gangstas need love too KC & Jojo- Crazy all you need

I've been up with a girl for about a year and a half. I'm 20 and she a bit older than me. Being stupid and dumb as I am I made some mistakes that caused me to lost the most precious thing in my life that was my girl. It's been 3 days since she broke up with me. I still love her and would do anything to get her back, I have tried to convince her with no success. I have never been so desperate and I cannot sleep since... At nigh I get so lonely and have nothing to do, nobody to talk to. I don't have many friends where I just move and I just get lonely and sick with my thoughts. I am so depressed nothing seem beautiful. I have some friends and family but they can't always be there. I just can't stand to be alone anymore. I want her back but I know it's impossible. I hate myself because it's my fault. Could you please give me as many tips as possible to get by the lonelyness and to get past my breakup. I know there is no magik solution and it may take much time to heal but what do you guys do to feel better when you got dumped? And also especially what do you do at night for not going crazy? Thank you all in advance.

I don't agree with all of you saying that having 3 hours in and out the vagina is impossible. Come on you guys just because you never did it doesn't mean it is impossible. I'm in good shape and have a lot of endurance, 2 years ago I used to rent hotel rooms for 5 hours and we would usualy spend the first 45 mins foreplaying and the rest of the time the hotal manager called to tell our time was over. We used to have sex for more than 3 hour in a row without any problems and with great pleasure. And I was hurried to cum at the end for a single time it is only a matter of controlling yourself you can go all night long and make your lady cum over and over and over. TRUE STORY!!!!!!! PERIOD!

I find the best place as always been in school. I fear the day when I'll have to meet girls outside of school of my circle of friend.

I understand what you are saying chai714 but, wouldn't it kill you that the very woman that you love is not pleasing you in bed. Would there be any solution involving us staying together and still getting what I need?

As a matter a fact, I know I can't be perfect and my gf too. I don't agree with being called selfish because on the other hand I have no trouble doing things she likes and I really don't enjoy and makes me uncomfortable because I know that in a relationship you can't always have it your way so you have to do some things that are important to the significant other even though you don't like it and who knows maby some day you will learn to get a certain pleasure out of it, otherwise we would all be alone paying for some or be alone in front of the computer. I feel reassured that I am not alone in this position and I appreciate every comment you all make.

I love it so much that I even think I like it better to do it than girls enjoy it

Anytime is great as long as you feel like it!

My girlfriend and I have been together for more than a year and a half. I love her very much with all of my heart and couldn't imagine myself with another woman. If there is one thing I enjoy in life is having sex. I am very willing to fufill any of her desires and put much effort, attention and creativity into it. I have to say that I had many sex partners before her, even though she is two years older than me she only had one sex partner before me. I have been very patient with her doing the right things and showing her stuff, giving her tips and technique, listening to her concerns and trying to get a decent sex life that will satisfy my need. I feel she has no desire at all even though she finds me attractive. I have no trouble making her cum 3 times in a row at the same time being as romantic as I can be. I'll make anything to get her comfortable. I have asked her what she likes and what she would like...Still the frenquency of our intercourses are really low which I find really hard because I'm 20 and have a very high sexual desire. It's getting worse since we haven't had sex in about a month. Now, so far I tried to be faithfull but I don't know how much longer it will last! I really do love her and don't want to cheat on her but at the same time she doesn't seem to care even after long talks. Another issue is that I like to have anal sex. I love women's butt more than anything else which I devote almost a cult! We have tried several times, took all the precautions enought lube to fill a pool, took very much time and attention but I really can't get into it. I can't imagine myself without it, it is like I can't eat my favorite candy! Also I love when a girl goes deepthroat, I know it's difficult to do but I showed other girls with smaller mouths how to sucessfully do it without any pain. All these stuff are important to me and I know that she knows but she won't even move, as for myself I do different stuff that I don't enjoy very much for her like dancing and other just to make her happy and I try my very darn best at it because I love my GF. So please I don't know what to do about her it is like my beast side vs my brain side. I would really apreciate any thoughts and/or advice on this matter. Thank you very much and all of you have a nice day.