Solostandconfused

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Well i need someone else few on this.Im so lost and brokenhearted. Well me and my boyfriend of 3 years broke up at the end up June.He left me with no answers to why he broke up with me i thought we were happy and doing fine.Well i had another thing coming.He just didnt want to be with me cause he got to do his hobbies more..But anyways we were crazy about each other for 3 years its just i built my life around him and that was the way i liked it.Well he didnt want to go back out just like last summer he broke up with me too.And i waited aroudn broken hearted well i didnt want thi spast summer to be like that so i started a relationship with my best guy friend.He picked me up every time i fell we me and my ex were fighting on Valentimes day and he didnt take me my best guy friend was there.Well its been a coupel months now.I've discovered soem bad things about my best guy froiend just flaws that i hated.In a way i feel i did worse then my ex he was so much better about knowing me](*,) But i do love this guy friendbut i love my ex in a way wheres he my world you know.I dont know but my GuyFriend and i now in a relationship hes hooked on me.he always wants to be here he spys into my life.Talks about how hell die with out me.Im just scared of hurting his feeling hes been great to me but i just dont feel the love i feel for my ex and i dont think its right to be with my new guy if im still in love wiht my ex.Should i stay where i am..Really confused?.Or with my ex..possible heartbroken..??? Im just so upset lately rattlin my mind maybe if get some other peoples viwes itll help me out..Please

Yea i had sex the day before my period i had such cramps...I still got it but does that matter any?AnywasWhat about the dat after my period or during my period...

Who knows that faze is over.

I wish i knew what i was doing i have no one to talk to my best friend hates the guy i have dated for a 1 1/2 and we just broke up..She doesnt liek to talk about him so here i am on this website once again im lookn for some advise.Well me and my boyfrind of 1 year and 6 months we have been having osme problems and we have juts brokeup recently he kept saying he wants a break so i was liek ok i can do this..See i love this guy he means the world to me. And he has helped me out so much and i neevr appreciated it.But now thta i dont have him i relaize this..Well anywas he kept sayin hoiw he did wantt o go out but later on he just needed time from all of our stress liek me yelling at him for being late callin or blah bah blah.so whatever we were still huggin and kissing and havin sex and now he's been sayin hes not sure what he wants he doesnt know if he wnats to go back out wiht me then we staret to act all fine then we have sex and he tells me as soon as were done"You knwo im still not sure if i wanan ever go out with you again" It's just liek what the hell..I feel so sad i just am in total shock that my brain blocks it out an di know hes not with someone else ive checked i just don't know and he says he loves me and he cant love me if hed leave me and i just dotn knwo what to do...Im rambling on and on ...I just need some help!!!!!!!!!!

You know what i used to hate feeling??? Its definitly feeling sad and i've been sad for about a year and a half straight.I tell myself gte more involved meet new people get out more and look at life at a totally diffrent perspective and weeeeeeell that lasts for a week to im sittin all alone in my bedroom feeloing lonely losing my boyfrined and my best friend of 6 years And it feels like i am because i dont think they can stand beign around me.My boyfriend has already told me im so negetive and im always brekaing down and i thought as my boyfriend he would support me and help me but thats not happenign so that why this has continued and my best friend hates my boyfriend -Hes never doen anythign to her but be nice but she i think is jealouse and liek offended by him i get this weird feeling so yea she doenst talk to me about thigns and she doesn ttry to help and all the trest of my friends are gone to college and well quite frankly im a mess I wish i knew what to do i mean my life is unraveling before me.... Im to scared and embarrassed to admit that i have depression or go see a doctor about it even though i think everyone knwos i have it. I KNOW i have it im always so moody and i cry and make a big deal about things that are nothing i never use to be this way ive always been moody but not this bad and well im umm gettin scared....Cause i feel so damn lost and lonely.I could be in a room with 2000 peope and still feel lonely can't always get what you want,but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need"

You know what i used to hate feeling??? Its definitly feeling sad and i've been sad for about a year and a half straight.I tell myself gte more involved meet new people get out more and look at life at a totally diffrent perspective and weeeeeeell that lasts for a week to im sittin all alone in my bedroom feeloing lonely losing my boyfrined and my best friend of 6 years And it feels like i am because i dont think they can stand beign around me.My boyfriend has already told me im so negetive and im always brekaing down and i thought as my boyfriend he would support me and help me but thats not happenign so that why this has continued and my best friend hates my boyfriend -Hes never doen anythign to her but be nice but she i think is jealouse and liek offended by him i get this weird feeling so yea she doenst talk to me about thigns and she doesn ttry to help and all the trest of my friends are gone to college and well quite frankly im a mess I wish i knew what to do i mean my life is unraveling before me.... Im to scared and embarrassed to admit that i have depression or go see a doctor about it even though i think everyone knwos i have it. I KNOW i have it im always so moody and i cry and make a big deal about things that are nothing i never use to be this way ive always been moody but not this bad and well im umm gettin scared....Cause i feel so damn lost and lonely.I could be in a room with 2000 peope and still feel lonely can't always get what you want,but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need"

You know what i used to hate feeling??? Its definitly feeling sad and i've been sad for about a year and a half straight.I tell myself gte more involved meet new people get out more and look at life at a totally diffrent perspective and weeeeeeell that lasts for a week to im sittin all alone in my bedroom feeloing lonely losing my boyfrined and my best friend of 6 years And it feels like i am because i dont think they can stand beign around me.My boyfriend has already told me im so negetive and im always brekaing down and i thought as my boyfriend he would support me and help me but thats not happenign so that why this has continued and my best friend hates my boyfriend -Hes never doen anythign to her but be nice but she i think is jealouse and liek offended by him i get this weird feeling so yea she doenst talk to me about thigns and she doesn ttry to help and all the trest of my friends are gone to college and well quite frankly im a mess I wish i knew what to do i mean my life is unraveling before me.... Im to scared and embarrassed to admit that i have depression or go see a doctor about it even though i think everyone knwos i have it. I KNOW i have it im always so moody and i cry and make a big deal about things that are nothing i never use to be this way ive always been moody but not this bad and well im umm gettin scared....Cause i feel so damn lost and lonely.I could be in a room with 2000 peope and still feel lonely can't always get what you want,but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need"

You know what i used to hate feeling??? Its definitly feeling sad and i've been sad for about a year and a half straight.I tell myself gte more involved meet new people get out more and look at life at a totally diffrent perspective and weeeeeeell that lasts for a week to im sittin all alone in my bedroom feeloing lonely losing my boyfrined and my best friend of 6 years And it feels like i am because i dont think they can stand beign around me.My boyfriend has already told me im so negetive and im always brekaing down and i thought as my boyfriend he would support me and help me but thats not happenign so that why this has continued and my best friend hates my boyfriend -Hes never doen anythign to her but be nice but she i think is jealouse and liek offended by him i get this weird feeling so yea she doenst talk to me about thigns and she doesn ttry to help and all the trest of my friends are gone to college and well quite frankly im a mess I wish i knew what to do i mean my life is unraveling before me.... Im to scared and embarrassed to admit that i have depression or go see a doctor about it even though i think everyone knwos i have it. I KNOW i have it im always so moody and i cry and make a big deal about things that are nothing i never use to be this way ive always been moody but not this bad and well im umm gettin scared....Cause i feel so damn lost and lonely.I could be in a room with 2000 peope and still feel lonely can't always get what you want,but if you try sometimes you might find you get what you need"

Thanxs guys!

I'm so lost i still don't know what to do i mean he doesnt even make an effort to try to call me anymore when last week we were peachy keen i wanna knwo what happened.Im blame mysef totally he was so sweet.Im goin NUTZ

usually i wouldnt post a thing on a internet about my personal problems but i have no one to talk to im so lost and confused see ive had this boyfried (well now ex) for a year in half and we have had some MAJOR issues in the last past month or so ,plus ive been really sad actually more like miserable cause i flet my life was falling apart and well he asked for time apart hes "space"and hes saying he doesnt knwo how long and its been 2 weeks and he keeps telling me he wants to keep me but he doesnt know if he wants me as a girlfriend ever again he keeps saying i dont know and it hurts cause he was the sweetest guy ive ever ment and never in the year & 1/2 has he even been mean to me always beiogn do good to me and now he makes smart commenst and is really rude ive never seen this side before i just dotn knwo why..Its hurts to go through this everyday this pain not knowign if he wants me around or not this was so unexpected im wonderign if i should give up move on with my life or stick around and prove him wrong i just can't let go of him for soem reason. I need help!