Chelseybug

Jedi? how does that work??

thanks!! i found these websites interesting, but i would also like some direct contact with someone involved in Wicca. There are some things i want to know that i can't find yet. It would be nice to have someone to talk to about it... thanks lots, me.

hello... my name is chelsey. i've recently stumbled accross the spiritual path of Wicca, but i don't know much about it. my familly is mennonite, so i have to study in secret because of this. so i can't buy/checkout books. I thought i would come here and ask if there is anyone i can speak to about this beautiful religion, and how to become a part of it. please reply soon, im so excited, i can't wait to get started learning! love, me [/code]

Yeah, i agree with most of u guys. I used to cut, too, and i wanted to even when i wasn't down. It's and addiction, because when you cut, your brain releases endorphins (feel good chemical, like from a runner's high, or an orgasm). When you get used to the rush everyday, or every week, whatever, then you take it away, you crave it. Just like any other chemical, caffine for example. You just have to avoid it as much as possible. good luck!

well, i really care about him, and i think i may love him. im just not sure. and he is so great to me. he knows how to cheer me up, and he treats me like no one ever has

wow that sounds very familliar. my friend had that almost exact situation happen to him. whats ur name(just ur first one). but neway, he moved on, but they stayed friends. it'll be a while before u can talk to her just like a friend and not want more or miss things. but someone else will come along and give u reason to totally let go. just be open with her, try to talk. sorry if that wasn't very good, im kinda tired. good luck!!! -chels

well hello. its been forever since ive been on here. ok heres the issue... the first boy i fell in love with, lets call him christian, is currently my best friend. we were together about five months. he is the most important thing to me. we arent' together now, im with another guy, lets say nate. nate and i have been together for 2 months. i tell him i love him, and at the time, i feel like i do. but then later i think about it, and i think maybe i don't. in fact im almost sure. but i do still love christian, and i think i always will. he won't be with me right now, because i have broken his heart so many times that he is tired of the same thing happening. i really have changed, and grown up a lot since that stuff. i don't know what to do! i feel like i couldn't break up with nate because he loves me, A LOT. and im tired of hurting people, and i know it would just crush him. PLEASE help me!!! -love, chels[/img]

i did it and we're still friends im happy now, but i still feel kinda lonely i guess i'll get over it eventually... but i kinda miss him. I'm not goin back though...

wow this is crazy! i havr the same exact problem as u!!! im afraid he will kill himself, because i know he is suicidal and once he said if we broke up he would kill himself. I know this sounds like somthin he said so i wouldn't break up with him, but if u had heard the conversation u would think otherwise. I can't explain it, but he was serious. PLEASE HELP ME!!! SOON!!! love from, chelseybug

thank u for the info! by the way... GIR IS SO TOTALLY AWESOME!!!! lol neway, thanks 4 the help... and as for not havin anyone to talk to, u can talk to me!! pm me or u can add me my msn addy is email removed. thanks!

wow. good point. 8)

lots of people have thought that, but the thing is, we've been best friends for going on five years. He's like my big bro. Once, i even openly asked him if he liked me, when i was single. he said no. he's always told everyone else when he likes them, so i can't see that bein it... am i just bein blind? love from, chelseybug

i know, i just put that in there to give u a better view of his personality

My best friend is a guy. Lets call him.... Petrey. Petrey has always had problems with relashionships.... he always breaks up with a girl in about a week or so because of really really dumb reasons... almost made-up reasons. Also, he has very very few guy friends ( i can't name any off the top of my head). It also disgusts him to see me hug/hold hands with/kiss my bf. He has only held hands with a girl once, and it freaked him out. He doesn't really believe in touching at all (hugging and stuff). He's a clean freak and can't even sleep in his own bed unless the bottom corners are perfectly at the end. then he slides under and sleeps on his back, the blanket perfectly draped over him...that's just one example of how perfect everything must be for him!!! He is constantly trying to talk me out of being in love. if i think that i am, naturally i tell him. he's my best friend. then he will argue with me and be like " it's imposable at our age to be in love. you don't know what u are talking about" He's so perfect it drives me insane!!!! a lot of my friends think that he is gay and just doesn't know it. or he just won't come out of the closet? what do u guys think? give me some comments!!! Love, Chelseybug