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    Same boat I've been in Guy, he keeps taunting me......I don't know why.....
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    Day what, I dunno, not counting.... just hoping he doesn't knock on the door today......
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    LOL.. just realized there are about 5-6 people who are on their 5th day of N.C.! We better not let eachother down!!! LOL I know i won;t. No matter how much pain i'm in. I even deleted her number out of my phone! LOL P.S. Puck... if they DIDN'T have a good weekend... i KNOW she would have called me! LOL PLUS.. its been a week since their little trip.. and STILL no contact from her side. Something tells me this is gonna be a long relationship they are in together (even IF it is a rebound). She hasn't dealt with us ending yet... and she is putting her hurt and emotions RIGHT into this new relationship and he is telling her ALL the right things. BUT.. good news is... ITS OK! I have NO control over it... and as much i love her.. i must let her go and give her the space that she obviously needs. Plus.. we all know i need space too! LOL i am a mess! I'm pretty much in the same place you are..... it hurts, I guess I should know, my ex dumped me 5 months ago, then came back about 2 weeks ago.... and he won't even GO AWAY, worse than wondering what the hell what went wrong in the first place you know?
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    Hey join da club, Jack sketched my picture on Monday night, signed it "I Love You Sandy" and he's stuck it to me yet again........
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    Yep and feeling ugly inside and out as well....
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    Day 1, yet again.................arrrg .... I really suck.....
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    Yep I'm back in the saddle again too guys...... really fell off the wagon in a BIG way...............
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    Hi Under, I MOST DEFINITELY have blown it here, in a BIG way..... shot myself in the foot YET again......
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    SD, I'm in drastic need of your help once again....... where to begin.... ok my ex Jack phoned about 2 weeks ago now and we did sorta get together, spent days together actually, I don't wanna push things so did not iniate any serious discussions. He was kinda stoned one night tho and said he didn't wanna a relationship, and days after that he was bringing me little gifts.... etc...., we went out dancing, it was great and it seems we both were really happy about things..... I don't understand what he is thinking, although he has been through alot over losing custody of his kids, which we did talk about..... he's still hurting alot of course. Do you have any idea of how I should deal with this? All the attraction and that other stuff is even stronger than before, I'm sooo confused...... HELP!!
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    Still totally messed up..
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    Yeah everyone who can have this shot, should get it. Here in Canada we are covered for it.. doesn't cost you anything. And another reason, my friend who was 34 years old, died last year of cervical caner, she didn't have to die though, she never bothered with pap tests, and neither did I till she told me I should.....
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    Shiva: You seem to echo the way that I feel totally, so we both have got alot in common. Thanks cause I need to know I'm not the only one going through this kinda stuff, I'm lonely as hell, and I don't know how to make things better. I don't know if its possible to find happiness with this state of mind, lets hope so...... But having said that Shiva, you are very intelligeant, you've obviously got so much to give.... be here for me if you can, we are few and far between you know....
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    Hey Red Queen: You are so right, and just maybe I should change my sexual orientation, you are gorgeous girl!
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    I probably should not say it... but I still miss Jack like crazy Hope. I want to forget him. but can't yet, stupid me....
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    Hey Hope, No I'm so upset and can't even think about getting involved, again, still have a busted heart, but I will get it together in time I hope....
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    Ya, got hit on too many times, but I do find that hurtful, I want to be someone to somebody, not hot, but hell, whats up with that?
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    Hey no conceit here, but they always hit on me, but its hurtful. not helpful at all...
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    Astaro, Thanks you really are a sweetheart, I've abstained from going to bars for a long time, but I did tonite and was totally freaked out, people were soo blatantly coming on, maybe I'm a prude, but I hate that, I have to be a little in love, thats Sandy.... I don't like the add alcohol add relationship thingme... never works for me...
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    Hi, I went out tonight, no lack of attention, but I don't want this stuff in my life, I could never love the people that are attracted to me, got home about 10 minutes ago, can't believe it, everyone wants to get laid, but where is the love, thats just not me....I'm feeling so lost.... It was kinda cute, had a guy do a song for me, Hell i didn't want that, but he did, it was a nice song, "tiny dancer" was cute... to bad he scares me.....
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    Hey Caro, my sentiments exactly, his gf should be #1 no matter what.... yes I understand his ex is sad, but he has the living (his love) to think about....
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    Funny you mention that Annie, I've been in the same position too.... thats totally possible? Hmmm...
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    Nope Lady, I see it the same way...
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    Oh yeah, most definitely .... Caro
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    Quite frankly, I'd be kinda upset myself, this guy is with you, not her, condolenses are one thing, this is just too much....
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