hi...any comments would be greatly appreciated
i have been dating someone for 2 months, and for once i can see this relationship going far, i am 18 and he is 20...although both of us seem a lot older than that. anyways, in the past i was hurt by a boyfriend and since then have developed a fear of trusting and kept relationships going for abut a month before leaving (fear, choosing someone not right for me, not sure). i tend to jump into relationships too quickly because im determined to prove to myself that the boyfriend that hurt me had no effect on me.
for once, i felt incredibly confident in this relationship...we have an unbeliavable connection, on practically every level. that is, until my mom and i had a talk and she said something along the lines of "we met too young for this to be something serious", she said this because she truly hopes the opposite will happen because she approves of him. this put doubt/anxiety in my mind, to the point where i have trouble breathing...because i am afraid that i will run again, although i know i dont truly want to. usually, i find something wrong with the person and tell myself that they are wrong for me, to justify it. so that is it...sorry for the essay. any suggestions?