this is new to me. but, i feel like i'm at the end. i'm not quite sure what to do. i have been with my bf for 9yrs. i met him when i was 16yrs old. at 1st, we were so in love. we would walk down the street, and people would tell us that we looked like were were on cloud nine. we were at first until, two years later i became pregnet with our 1st daughter. things changed, i would catch him talking to girls on the internet, find #'s, notes in his pockets. and when i would confront, it was always that i was so insecure. i would always stay speechless when he would tell me that. maybe i was then. i loved him so much that i would get on my knees and beg him not to leave me. then our 2nd daughter came. i still felt in love, but different. i was braver. wouldn't call him all the time, if he would leave, i would feel peaceful. i feel so confused, that i'm not sure if i still love him, or hate him. some days we are ok, but most days we argue a lot for the most rediculous things. i hear myself saying that i hate him, and some days i hear myself saying i love him. has anyone been in this type of relationship? does anyone have any advise. men or woman. it doesn't matter i'm just at my end of the rope... thanks!
