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  1. Sam _
    Okay. What do I need to look for? Like, what would be the signs and signals?
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    Thanks. I will.
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    All my life I've been waiting, waiting, and waiting... Sometimes I did not know what I was waiting for. Other times, everything was so clear. Some people, they wait for mundane materials. Others, lofty dreams, or noble schemes. I used to believe in miracles, But a few months ago, I didn't believe in them anymore. I usued to believe in hope, But a few months ago, I had no choice but to abandon it. I used to believe in love, But it's tender promises are but distant, foreign echoes. I used to live, but now I am dead. Some moments, I don't even exist, Such is the void inside me. My mind's reaper beckons me with thoughts And words of oblivion and destruction. My heart beats, yet it lies arrested, So I beat it. I used to dream of a future, But all I can think of now is the past. My chances are gone, No words or feelings can bring back those seconds. Throughout my life I have been waiting, Waiting to live-to know life before death. I've existed, and suffered, saving my luck For a brighter tomorrow. But it never came, and for that, I've waited my life away. Perhaps, I asked for too much, for now, All I am waiting for, is death... What do you guys think of it? I wrote it last year and I still can't think of a title for it. Can anyone give me one they think would be a good title for this poem?
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    Me and Yuki have been best friends for 5 years and now I am in love with her. Me and Yuki are in a poetry club together and I want to read one of my love poems about her. Would it be a good idea to read one of them infront of her? What are some things I can do to get her to wonder if the poem is about her? If she asks if it is about her, how should I tell her? Or should I just say "maybe" or something? (She already knows I like her, she doesn't know I am in love with her) All replies are appreciated.
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    Yes, I am. Thanks ^_^ I didn't find out why. It was the first time I ever had one. I had just came out of depression and it happened a week afterwards. My first topic I posted on this site was about the seizure. Well, when I was in depression I usually accused her of not caring. She helped me get out of it though. She made me realize a lot.
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    Yeah. I said "I am glad you aren't worried about my seizure" in those exact words in the letter. It sounded sarcastic. I kinda agree with her though. It did make me sound like a jerk.
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    My best friend, Yuki, and I send messages and letters to eachother on almost a daily basis. But a couple days ago, in a letter, I mentioned I had a seizure a few weeks ago (a friend of ours, Cassia, told her that I had a seizure. So Yuki asked me if I had actually had one). She didn't say anything about the seizure in her next letter so when I wrote back I said that I was glad she wasn't worried. Her next letter said that I was pushing it and called me a B (the b-word). Yesterday I aked her if she was still mad at me and I apologized for being such a jerk. She told me that she never was mad at me. Now, Yuki has an EXTREMELY short fuse with people who are jerks. Whether they are her friends or not. Why is it that I am practically the only one she has a long fuse with? Why am I the exeption to that short fuse?
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    What are you talking about? I am my own source. I've been helping people out for about 3 years now with uncanny accuracy. I've spent 4 years of my life studying dating and relationships, and I currently post on 4 different boards daily to help other people get through problems that I once had in my life. This is the youngest message board by far that I have been to, and I can already tell by the responses I am getting. All this means is that I will have to try harder. Well, I'm not trying to insult you or you're proffession and I'm sorry if I did. I'm saying that you seem to be targeting this on all, or most, guys that fall for a girlfriend of theirs. I applaud how insightful it was, but it didn't seem (to me anyway) to have come from the opinions of other women. What do you mean the you can tell this is the youngest board just by the responses you're getting? Age has nothing to do with it if thats what you mean.
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    You need to look at the big picture. I think you need to find a different source than the one you got this from, Diggity.
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    Does anyone know how it feels to not be wanted? When the sun won't shine on you and the night won't even give you a reply When it rains it's as if you walk between the drops, refusing to fall on your shoulders nothing needing you except the tears that fall from your eyes It's so sad to always be alone waiting for someone to outstrech a hand the need for contact with others a need to make me feel complete I'm resigned to take comfort in others people who I see daily but are not here movies, television, CD's, and books have always been there but they will never help remove my tears If I open the door and ask for someone to come in, would they enter or would they just walk by? I feel as if I'm just coasting through my life, waiting for my trun to die. What do you think of my poem? What would be a good name for it? I can't think of one.
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    Well, why is she protecting me? Because her parents have met all of her guy friends except me. We've been friends for 4 years (going on 5 ^_^ ). haha, she's the sarcastic one. I'm not good at making jokes. Today she wore a shirt that said 'I eat babies' (don't ask ). What would be a way I could joke about that? I read the site, it helps and it kind of doesn't. I'm still unsure on what to say. Would you give me some examples on teasing her?
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    Well, I don't think she likes it when people play with her hair. What would be some things I could do to tease her? She says she is asexual to our friends, but she didn't mention that she was asexual to all to me. Not even when I admitted that I liked her. We hang out whenever we can. We don't hang out outside of school a whole lot because she doesn't want her parents to find out about me. When I asked her for her phone number, she gave me her email address. She is going all out to keep her parents from finding out about me. She told me her parents are very mean to guys she hangs out with, but I am the only guy that she hangs out with that her parents don't know about.
  13. Sam _
    Well, I don't know how to flirt. I don't know anything about flirting really . Can you tell me how to? Really, I think she probably figured out that I liked her before I told her. I always complement her on just about anything.
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    She could be interested in you; you don't know. Do you want to date her? Yes, I do. But I am not too sure if I want to risk our friendship if she isn't interested. Would it risk our friendship if she isn't interested?
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    Well, we are very good friends. Very close in some areas. I told her that I like her near the end of the previous school year. Since then she has been more talkative with me. We talked a lot before the previous school year. My rage somehow dropped me into a severely deep depression and I also started to fall in love with her. I felt distanced from her and felt too nervous to talk to her (kind of a strange combination, huh). So all last school year we basically hung around eachother, but hardly had any talking. Since I told her how I felt last year, she has been more talkative with me. And a lot more smiley with me (she smiles at me more often than she used to). I'm not too sure why she is more talkative and more smiley with me now. But, I decided that it might be best to stay friends. Because I don't really think she would date me. She really isn't the dating type (she doesn't really like to be in a relationship).
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    No. She was the only friend I had that didn't ditch me because of my rage issues. Yuki was the only one of my friends that I couldn't get angry around. Yuki was the only friend I had that didn't ditch me because of my rage. I would yell at my friends, but then I met Yuki and she was able to calm me down since we first met. My friends eventually started to hate me, my anger, and Yuki after a few months. So, she was considered special after my other friends ditched me. But before they ditched me, no.
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    This was before I developed feelings for her. Unless I had feelings for Yuki and didn't notice until last year. Stupid question, but I think it's worth asking on account I am not too sure . Is it possible to develop feelings for someone and not notice for a very long time?
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    When I was in middle school, I had extremely bad anger and rage problems. Anyone who even spoke to me would get attacked (physically or verbally) except Yuki. Yuki is my best friend and for some reason she was always able to calm me down just by being around me. She was the only person I was calm around. Can you guys help explain the reason for this for me? Why was it that I was always so calm around Yuki, but so full of rage around everyone else? And how was she able to calm me down when she had no knowledge of my rage problems at the time?
  19. Sam _
    Can someone please help me out. All I want to know is how to be flirty and how to ask her what she thinks of me and her starting a relationship or the two of us going on a date. Am I asking too much?
  20. Sam _
    I have a crush on my best friend, Yuki. But I am unsure on how to flirt with her or how to get her to tell me if she likes me too. So, how do I flirt with her? I mean, what are some things I can do to be playful and flirty with her? And, how do I get her to tell me whether she likes me or not or if she would even consider us going out on a date with me? Should I kind of ask her teasingly or something? Please answer both questions. All replies are appreciated.
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    She doesn't really like dinner dates. Her parents are extremely over protective of her when it comes to guys. I'm the only guy her parents haven't met. And she would rather not have her parents figure out she is on a date. She doesn't want her parents to scream at me or anything. So she keeps me a secret from them. This has been going on for our entire friendship. She doesn't want her parents to hurt me. We hang out at the mall but we always bring one of our friends with us. The only places we've ever been to are the arcade and the movies.
  22. Sam _
    I already told her that I liked her. Could you give me some examples on how to ask her? I've been wondering for the past hour, would it be alright if I asked her what she would say or do if I asked her on a date? I mean, would it be a good idea? No. Yuki didn't invite me. One of our friends invited both of us at the last second. Her reaction? She just said that it sucks that I was moving because we wouldn't be able to do anything about it. That is all she said and I know when she is being serious, and she was being serious. She lets people know what's on her mind if it has to do with them.
  23. Sam _
    Me and my best friend, Yuki (that's one of her many nicknames), have been best friends since we met almost 6 years ago. She is very beautiful in every way and I like her. I already told her that I liked her at the end of the previous school year. But I'm not too sure if she likes me back. I'll list some of the things that I believe are signs: *She always says "Hey Sam" to me everyday, everytime we meet. Even if we met 90 minutes ago. *Me, Yuki, and a couple of the other girls eat lunch together and she usually smiles at me when she is about to get up to get some food. *Me and Yuki were at the movies with a couple of the other girls and she sat beside me. Her foot kept bumping and rubbing against my leg. *When I told her that I liked her she said that it sucked that I was moving because we won't be able to do anything about it. (I convinced my parents to stay here, so I didn't move and I won't move) *Whenever we look at each other she smiles. *She is always trying to get me to talk to her. (I get very nervous and shy around her) *Also I am the only guy she hides from her parents. Her parents don't even know about me. We never met, let alone saw each other. (She seems to be protecting me from them) *You know what they say about how your gut is always right (You know, when you get that gut feeling about something)? Well, one of the girls invited me, Yuki, and 3 of the other girls to the movies. I was invited at the last second. I told Snow the next time I saw her that I was invited to go to the movies with them. I was waiting at the movie theater when and where we were supposed to meet. Everyone came. Snow was the only one wearing a dress. It was tight and showed some cleavage. When I saw it I got a gut feeling that if I weren't invited, she wouldn't have worn that dress. Does she like me?
  24. Sam _
    I'm not trying to label my feelings. I am just trying to find out if I am truly in love with her. I feel that I am very much in love with her. Chances? Not too sure. I think I might have a pretty good chance. But, of course, there isn't a 100% chance that we would get together.
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    Me and this girl have been best friends for 5 years. Last year I started to like her. But now I think it may have turned into love. She is the first thought in my mind when I wake up and my last thought at night before I go to sleep. I dream about her more often now then I did last year and whenever I'm in a bad mood or feel down or depressed. Just seeing her beautiful face and her smile, it just makes me feel better all of the sudden. She knows I like her. But could my like have turned into love?
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