Sam _

Thanks. I'm glad people can relate to my poems ^_^

I write often, yet rarely. I write at random times. I will share more. Thanks. "that person" is actually me.

Somethings Wrong There is a problem with me, I am blind, but I still see, I see the ruin of the nation, I see the birth of creation, I see things that haven't come yet, I know people that I haven't met, I see the fall of the poorer races, I see the bodies of the dead, their faces, I see the rise of evil Kings, I see the birth of devils with wings, I see things that a human should not, I see through the defence of the emperor, his one weak spot, There is a problem with me, I fear, I am deaf but I still hear, I hear the wolf's haunting calls, I hear the crumbling of far away walls, I hear the wind blowing at a ship's sails, I hear the doomed souls screaming wails, I hear the blood oozing from an open cut, I hear eyes being opened and shut, I hear the cries of unnamed, I can hear the weeping of the unclaimed, I can hear whispers in a lover's ear, I can hear the tremble in a voice filled with fear, There is something wrong with me I'm told, I still feel, only with my soul, I feel the hate of the man for the child, I feel the love of the tame for the wild, I feel the rain that falls from the sky, I feel every exhale of breath when you sigh, I feel the clouds gather overhead, I feel the power in the words that God said, I feel the joy in every single thing, I feel the heart in every bird that will sing, I feel the river running over rocks, I feel the companionship of the sheep in flocks, There is a problem with me they say, I see only sorrow as they move away, I hear only apologies as they leave me, I feel only sadness when I know they cannot see. War of Angels There once was a war of angles, that burned the very sky, The angels of death fought the angels of life, Upon the ground and in the air up high, They killed each other, whether with gun or knife, No one knows how it started or came about, No one tried to make peace, no one at all, They threatened each other whether with sneer or shout, And stared at each other over the opposite sides of the wall, But from the side of life came an angel with glowing amber wings, And from the side of death, a black winged monster that loved the light, The life was a woman, who cared not for war or such things, The death was man, who loved nothing more than to fight, But the God's angel was forbidden to fight by her mother, And was condemned just to watch the war between the white and the black, But the angel of death sought revenge for the death of his brother, And watched as the wall between them began to splinter and crack, The amber angel broke her chains and flew to help, the others free, The dark angel walked forward determined to draw blood, But then they saw each other but knew it could never be, And they both knew that the war would not do any good, So the light pleaded with death to help her plight, And death agreed, for many would be hurt in this foolish war, So he walked forward with his newfound partner light, And as he did he felt a feeling he had never felt before, That feeling was the emotion known as love, It had found a place in the black ones heart, And it slipped around him like an over tight glove, And as he looked at her, he knew from her he could never part, But the others thought them foolish, thought they served a lost cause, The two stood lost, their wings on fire, No one stopped to give them thought, or to give pause, And Satan swept them up and threw them on his pyre, But God felt sorry but could do nothing to help the lovers, But undeterred they held onto the world they had lighted, And clasped their arms around each other, And as the fire around them burned, theirs was ignited… Please tell me what you think of them and what you see in them and what you feel from them.

Well, I am a lot better now and (like I said) I am out of depression. And if I'm not out of depression, then I am almost there. But I guess I'll go to a doctor. Snow knows about my depression and has been trying to get me to go to the doctors for a few months now.

I didn't really rely on her all that much. We rarely ever talked. We finally started talking to each other over the summer. Just being around her made me feel better. I only tell her, as well as everyone else, about anything personal or may have contribted to my depression unless they ask me what's bothering me and starts to listening.

I didn't rely on anyone to help me. I know I shouldn't tell her while she is in a relationship. I value our friendship more than anything and we are pretty close, so I wouldn't want to damage anything we have in any way. Probably. It depends on the situation I guess. How do I know if I've been in depression if I never sought help? Well, attempting suicide 3 times should be enough evidence.. To be honest, I did go see help in the beiginning of it all. The psyciatrist wasn't helping at all so I stopped looking for help. I should have mentioned that I suppose.

Yes, she is. And I am well aware of it. So I know I shouldn't tell her now.

I never really looked for any help with my depression. I didn't even look to Snow for help. Just being around her seemed to make me feel better. I can't really say what would happen if I lost her. I would grieve for a long time. The passion, I don't think, will fade. The passion just keeps increasing. True, but I might not become depressed again. You can't truly predict time fact by fact, minute by minute. And I've tried working on it on my own, but kept failing. Everyone needs help sometime, and I needed help to help helping me.

No. Not yet, and I don't know when I should tell her. I really want to tell her. Knowing Snow, she probably already figured it out.

A little history, I met Snow almost 6 years ago and I've been in a extremely deep depression for the past 4 years. Shortly after I met Snow we kinda disappeared from eachother. 2 years later we met again and after a few weeks we (once again) kinda disappeared from eachother. Shortly after, I fell into depression (my gf died). In October of 2004 we met again in high school and have been together ever since. Since Snow and I have reunited I have slowly become less and less depressed and cynical. I am almost completely out my depression. Was all I needed was her? And why? Nothing has ever made me feel better until we reunited. (Me and Snow are best friends and I did have a crush on her, but it became love over summer vacation in 2005. By the way, I told her I had a crush on her, but it was before I fell in love with her.)

Well, technically, I'm not seeing any other girls. I haven't liked any other girl since I started liking Snow.

I don't really understand what you mean by that. Do you mind explaining?

Yes. She just told me about an hour ago that she is in a relationship right now though. But, oddly enough, I am completely fine about it. I mean, I don't feel bad that I never made a move or feel any heartache or anything what so ever. Why is it that I feel like this?

Okay. I still don't know whether I am still attracted to her or not. We've been around each other a lot these past couple of days and I still can't tell. It's like I'm in the middle of being attraced to her and not attracted to her.

Well, I have been confused about this for a couple months now. Are there any questions I could ask myself to figure this out?

This is a little long, but a little history. I have been best friends with Snow (that's her nickname) for almost 6 years. But I am so confused. Last October I started to have a crush on her and it soon turned into love around the beginning of summer. She knows I like her (she doesn't know I love her). Earlier this school year I told her that I wanted to talk to her about how we used to always talk and how we rarely ever do now. Ever since we talked about how we used to talk and how we don't talk anymore, we've been talking a lot more. But now I am confused. I don't know if I am more comfortable around her now or if I have just plain lost interest. Can someone please help me out with this? ](*,)

Okay thanks.

Well, I want to ask her out. So, should I ask her out when I call her?

Last night I went to a dance party my friends were having and I met a girl named Lindsey. I have a small crush on her and I think she likes me because: *when a slow song came up she asked me to dance with her and was giggling while we were dancing *she asked for my number and gave me her's before I could ask for it *we danced a second time to a fast song later on and she kept rubbing my butt with her hand and kept the other arm wrapped around me *she seemed pretty nervous around me I think she likes me, but can someone tell me whether she does or not? Just so I can be sure? And when she gave me her number she told me to call her any time. Well, I don't know when would be best to call. Should I call later today or tomorrow?

How do you know when you are truly in love with someone?

Well, I don't think we would lose the friendship with her by telling her how I feel. Mainly because I told her last year that I liked her. I am somewhat. I just figured that if we were meant to be together relationship wise, it'll happen in time. I decided to try and find someone else. Could it mean that I am truly in love with Snow?

Well to keep it short, I went on a date with this girl last night and we kissed. But for some reason, after we kissed I started feeling guilty. I felt like I was cheating on Snow, even though me and Snow aren't in a relationship. Why did I feel like I was cheating on Snow? Please reply. All replies are apreciated.

Pkay. Thanks.

I love you the truth is, you may never know the truth that rests inside you pick me up when I am low the darkness consumes me, until I see memories of your smiles though distance may keep us apart you can't measure my love in miles I hope someday I have the courage to tell you to let you know how I fell within to rest my head upon your shoulder to say that I love you Others say the words but I feel it true inside I don't know if you feel the same but rejection makes me want to hide You mean everyt hing to me you say I mean the same words are like rain drops too many useless and unreturned cause pain Never forget me today I will tell all to the end and through today I will speak the words today I will explain just how much I love you What do you guys think of this one?