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  1. Same with me. I used to be very closed to all of my friends, never opening up to them because of something that caused a lot of trauma in my life (my GF killed herself. For 4 years I was in depression because of it). Less than 6 months ago I came out of depression and realized the people I have. How blessed I am to have my friends (and still have them even though I never really spoke to them in 4 years). I am in my first relationship since 'it' happened and loving every second of it. I don't see the point in regretting what happened in my past because maybe if certain things didn't happen (even if just one thing didn't happen) I wouldn't have anything or anyone that I have now. I don't live life by a strict rule book anymore. I'm not afraid of failing, I take chances. I live how I want to live, life is too short. This is my life, my story and I'm not going to let anyone or anything write a word of it for me. I'm sorry for my rambling. I only regret not being open with the people that cared about me, despite how much I trusted them. I wouldn't change anything though. My past has made me who I am today. If I could wish something to happen differently (and still have what I do today), I would wish that my last GF didn't kill herself. But we broke up and stayed close friends. All I want to do before I die is let my friends know how much I appreciate, love, and respect them; And how much they mean to me.
  2. I'm fine with my body ^_^ Well, we met around February of this year (in school) and we never really talked for longer than a minute and I was always in a very deep depression. Over summer vacation I got out of my depression. We started talking to eachother (for the first time, we actually talked) shortly after school started back up and I asked her out the next week and she said yes. So should I just keep all of this in mind?
  3. I'm very insecure when it comes to how my GF feels about me. I'm just noticing my insecurity and I know she does love me, so how can I stop being so insecure?
  4. She knows how I feel, I told her at the amusement park. I told her at the amusement park on our date. We did go on a real date. The amusement park was a real date. We arrived there at 4PM and left at 2 AM. (I know I didn't mention this, but) she seemed disappointed that the date ended (our parents kept calling us to tell us that we need to come home). At the end of the night she didn't kiss me on the cheek, she kissed me on the lips. She says that I am the only person she talks to on the phone for longer than a few minutes. Tell me, she doesn't want to be in a relationship until her high school graduation day and says that we could be in a relationship if I were still interested then, she also said that she wants to be sure she doesn't get into a relationship until graduation day. Could she just be "friend-zoning" me until graduation day?
  5. I forgot to mention. She says that she doesn't want to be in a relationship until after graduation because she doesn't want to be in a relationship that might end shortly after graduation. She said she wants something that will last.
  6. Well, a few weeks ago I mentioned that it seems like she would rather spend more time with her other friends than go out with me. She says that she isn't seeing anyone and that her friends usually show up and drag her somewhere. How am I being used/led on?
  7. That's a good idea ^_^ But I think, not just as English people, but as people we should learn about the past. I agree. I may be against war. But I respect those who have lost their lives in the wars and those who fought/fight the wars. I was never taught this, though. If I may say, your daughters are lucky to have a mother that recognizes the importance of the past and honors her own past.
  8. True. Most of those who sacrificed for us to live in a more free world wound up sacrificing their lives, knowing that their lives were at stake. Those who don't remember and learn from the past are bound to repeat it.
  9. Me and this girl have been friends for about 3 years and I started having feelings towards her around September. I'm not sure if she likes me though. I asked her on a date (in September) to an amusement park and she said 'Yes' and started talking about how 'we should get all-day passes so we can leave, get something to eat without dealing with over-priced park food, walk on the beach, and go back to the park'. At the park we were walking around and she noticed that one of the rides was out of order and says 'That sucks' I ask why and she says 'Well, that ride is facing the ocean and when it goes up you can look out and see the sunset. I wanted to do that.' We had pictures of us done. On one of them she kissed me right before the picture was taken. (She was kissing me and I looked stupid, I was looking at the camera) When she saw it she laughed and said that I looked cute While we were waiting for one of the rides to start she mentions that 'I was the only guy she would have gone out with alone because how much I respect her and how well I treat her'. She said that she doesn't want to be in a relationship until she graduates and then said that we could be after if I am still interested then. (we both graduate in June 2007) At the end of the night, I took her home. She kissed me and said 'Thanks for being such a gentleman' I told her that I was going to have to go out of state for a week and she said that I better write to her. The day before I left she handed me a note and playfully said 'Now you have to write me back!' She hugs me every day in school. But whenever it's just us, when she hugs me she holds a little tighter and longer. When I asked her out last week she said that she was sorry, but she doesn't think she would be able to go out. I ask her when will the next time we can go out and she said that she doesn't knows and promised she will save the next day she is free especially for me. She says she hates talking to people on the phone and she doesn't talk to anyone for longer than a few minutes. But we talk for at least an hour. One time (on the phone) I started talking about how my boss and one of the girls that work there flirt all the time (I'm the only guy that works there besides my boss) and I sarcastically say 'I don't know why he doesn't flirt with me. I guess he thinks I'm ugly'. We laugh and then she says 'You're not ugly. You're actually pretty cute'. I giggled (lol) and she started baby-talking the word cute to me. We have Chemistry together (a little ironic, lol) and I sometimes catch her looking at me (when we were seated on opposite sides of the room). When I do she waves and starts woking again. She started sitting at the table behind mine about a month ago.
  10. Me and this girl have been best friends for a couple of years and a few months ago I started liking her [as more than a friend]. I ask her if she wants to go to The Pavilion (an amusement park) and she says 'Yes' and starts talking about how we should get all day passes so we can come and go walk on the beach, go have lunch, and come back to The Pavilion. When we get there she mentions how it sucks that one of the rides is out of order and says that we could have gotten on it during at dusk because it has a clear view of the sunset over the ocean. A few hours later she says that I am the only person she would have gone out with because I respect her so much.Later on in the night she says mentions she doesn't want to be in a relationship until she graduates high school (this year) because she doesn't want to be in a relationship that might end shortly after graduation. I ask her if we could get together after graduation and she says 'If your still interested'. Then she says that it doesn't mean that she won't date. When I took her home she said 'Thanks for being such a gentleman' and kissed me.A few days later I found out that I was going out of state for a week and asked her if she wants to go to a movie the weekend after I get back. She says 'Yes' and that I better write to her while I'm gone. The Friday before I leave (after school) she hands me a note, smiles and says 'Now you have to write me back'. We talked almost every day while I was gone and I did write back.When I got back her mother was sick so she couldn't go to the movies with me.A month later I ask her out again and she says she is busy then. The same thing happens repeatedly. I eventually mention that I feel left out because she hangs out with her friends and not me. She says that she is sorry and that if it makes me feel any better that she isn't seeing any other people. We talk later on the phone and she says that she never knows when she has a free day, but once she does she will let me know and reserve it especially for me.What makes me confused is that it seems like she pays more attention to her other friends than me. And it makes me feel worst because we are not 'together', we are still friends. Also, whenever it is just me and her (which is pretty rare) when she hugs me she holds on to me for a little while, like we would if we were together. But when other people are around she just gives me a quick hug (although a couple time we held eachother and would interrupt, that might be the reason)I'm a little confused about her. I would really appreciate any replies.
  11. Well, I do question the motives behind peoples' actions a lot. Thanks, I do too. But she is very honest. She refuses to tell a lie and do exactly what she said to make someone happy, friend or not. Like, she wouldn't have said that we could get together after graduation i I were still interested then if she had no intention in doing so. I don't think I really like the 'new girl'. I think my attraction is based solely on her physical appearance.
  12. I didn't mean she wasn't ready. (I should have said this instead) I meant she didn't want to be in a relationship until after graduation. She said afterwards that we could get together after graduation if I were still interested.
  13. I went on a date with this girl (2 of my previous posts were about her, here are the links: and ) We had fun, but eventually I felt bad about being on a date with her. Last month me and a very close friend of mine went on a few dates. She said she wasn't ready for a relationship and won't be until after graduation (this year). She said that we might get together after graduation. So we're just friends. Why do I feel like I'm cheating on my friend by going out with another girl? It's killing me and I feel real bad about it. We're just friends, so why do I feel so horrible?
  14. Would it be bad if I asked her why her voice keeps changing?
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