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Reading your post made me cry - Cause I totally understand Memories is something that keeps haunting me , reminiscing . No matter how good my life is right now. Theres a time where I'd give anything in the world to go back to its really hard to explain cause when you feel it ,its only you and even though the ppl you miss you can still talk to and be in contact with but its never the same . Its heart-breaking but try to look back and smile cause thats the only positive thing you can do . Try to contact old friends and re-live the moments together or call up your dad and talk . High school great memories and laughters are something I will never forget , I miss them greatly ,I miss the atmosphere the surroundings , the ppl everything about it . I try to re-connect with my old best friends and talk about the old times cause its the only thing we can talk about since we rarely stay in touch and let me tell you it always makes me feel better .. cause eventually you'll realise they miss it and probably feel nastolgic as you do . Its part of growing up...and a huge part comes from our emotional state . When Im sad and life isnt treating me right I go back to them cause theyre the happiest moments and I feel like theres nothing happier that could be awaiting me in the future . Its complicated how the thoughts n memories suddenly resurface but as I said it reflects our emotions at that period of time . When I first graduated and life started changing dramatically ,Friends travelling to colleges out of town , I lost contact with some etc. and I started to realise and remember how much better things were and how I was much happier ....and how I didnt realise that these ppl I used to hang out with everyday and all the fun I felt suddenly started fading away .. it wasnt only school and friends I felt like it was everytyhing , I used to cry myself to sleep just because I missed the old times. This was 2 years ago , Today I still reminsce and miss the old days But they dont dominate my life as much as they used to, I wish I could go back But I have to realise That I already lived them and There are much better things and happier times (at least I hope so) somewhere in my future . I made new friends , I have a job I concentrate on things that Ive fallen in love with ...like sports,activities etc... Just make sure you surround yourself with people that make you happy and family and friends . It could be coming from your girlfriend , Im sure you do love her very much but you might be feeling that Shes the only thing in your life cause your not connecting with others . Just like having only one BFF and no other friends .. Have a variety of ppl that whom u know that can be there just for a chat and for a smile ..nothing more than that Not necessarily a true friendship just someone you can talk to and have fun with . That helps. And Finally as I said Look back and smile to the great memories . Try re-contacting your old friends and talking more I promise it will cheer u up . Im sure you can find their profiles or screennames n have a chat. P.S LOTR ? well ..yeh thats sad and Dont worry Im sure The Marlins will make a great comeback someday

Thanks for all the great tips guys!

Hey there guys .. I go to the gym early in the morning usually before I leave I just drink coffee but lately Ive been getting nauseous and very tired . I was wondering what should I eat or drink .. And again sometimes I go to work out just before lunch , which would be better to eat after or before the workout and what should I eat Btw Im trying to lose a few pounds Thanks!

Hey all .. I have to be honest I just need to rant .... lately my life and basically my whole family hasnt been stable we are all having problems .. nothing seems right or the way it should be everything and is going against us - I mention my family cause my problems are something and then I look at what they sometimes have to deal with and it makes it much worst its not like someone is sick , or we cant pay our bills .. I always used to think Health and Wealth were everything and the most important .. Health might be but Im not sure money does so much .. Most of my life I was always dependant on money I always thought Id be okay cause my dad is rich or I could get anything I want growing up .. but now Im grown up and I look around I realised that I rarely feel moments of true happiness . I feel useless the majority of time and feel like my life is just slipping through my hands and the lives of ppl I love and I can do nothing about it . I look back and see how much my life has changed , everything always went right everything worked out for me ..not anymore I just feel like my life has changed into something different and something thats going to last forever this way .. I feel like I'll never be truly happy , Ill never find someone I love , Ill never be successful at the things I do ..and I will never be able to make my dreams come true . I know this might sound weird but I just feel strongly that some people are born to be happy and some to be miserable and I think I might be one of the miserable people I cant expect my life to suddenly change - the reason Im so pesimstic is cause I saw what my mom went through , she never complains but I can see through her and see that she isnt happy , never comfortable with her living but the only thing that keeps her going is how much she loves her children and is willing to give up for them . Its not like shes a depressed person or anything she just lives life the way it is and accepts it , and life dosent always treat you good. I duno if this means anything to anyone but its the only way I can explain how I feel. Some people are just unlucky and never are truly happy and the world can be against them I guess Its like I froze in a place and Im going backwards while people are moving forward .Thats the way I feel most of the time cause my life isnt improving the things I want to do arent working out for me or anyone else in my family for that matter Im really close and dependant on my family as a whole I always feel we are one and anything that affects them affects me ... Im 18 and I just feel that there is a lot of stress on me and I really worry about everything maybe thats the problem but most of the time I think If Im 18 and Im going through this what does the future hold and thats what worries me the most . I might sound like im exaggerating or a drama queen ..Im not , I keep a lot of feelings inside me and never talk about them to anyone not even my best of friends cause some people dont understand . I bring up the issues sometimes with my mom or sister and they both feel the pressure and stress . Ive been through problems in my life I matured at a young age and was aware of things around me - I always used to remind myself that theres always light at the end of the tunnel ! Im starting to feel that sometimes you never see the light or you might see a ray for a second but never find that light . And I guess Im posting this to see if theres any hope? if life changes ? if it just flips and becomes much better? or what Ive learnt about life from the people I see around me is true ? Its either Black or White . I wish I can do something to change it but I know I cant ..somethings I just cant do I can only talk and express my feelings about them but Cant fix them cause theyre just the way they are. I guess at the end of the day I always have to thank God for everything and pray for him to make things better . And I have to add that posting this message made me feel much better , Sometimes when I think too much and cant express to anyone it makes it worse. Thanks for anyone who took the time to read this

Thanks everyone

Hello All .. Wutsup guys? I want to ask a question that has been confusing me for some time .. I keep on hearing about ppl lifting weights to lose weight , Ive noticed a lot of ppl at the gym who are there to lose weight end up doing some body building , Can somebody tell me what the affect of body building is on burning fat and losing weight Thanks guys

thanks for all the tips guys really appreciate it

Hey everyone , lately I've been having a bit of a problem . I gained about 4 lbs , my body itself looks somehow as thin as it used to be but healthier ...my main issue here is my belly it looks like I gained the weight on my belly only , Im about 121 pounds right now .. Im wondering if there is any simple excersices I could do to tighten up my tummy .. its not that huge but i prefer it to be a bit flatter.. Im hoping there is an excercise or smth other than losing the weight ive gained . thanks