Down I go..

[sandyv]

Brit: Do you mean you'll miss the little guy?

 

I guess, I even now worry about where my *baby* is.....

[desertnomad]

How is everyone? Found this quote from Dako on another thread and its true. I have a tough time not looking back and missing what I had, like most people I guess...

 

"Today I was looking for some jpg files to update my website and stumbled through pics of my ex and dog on our sailboat. I deleted them without feeling much. The future holds things that haven't hurt me. Time to live."

Thanks Dako. Its true the future hasnt hurt us only the past. Maybe there is still a chance as long as there is a future.

[LONESOUL]

I read that too, I agree with you and Dako...ready for the future and the promise of things (and people) who have not hurt me.

[LONESOUL]

Why the chin down Brit?

[ramsickle1369]

Hey Ram! Great to hear from you again! Hope you're doing well! How goes it with the "new" man in your life?

 

You guys are all nutty! LOL

 

Hey Camber... I'm doing OK... Things with the "new guy"??? Well... I really don't know. I think I am just not ready for all of it and he's as removed from emotions as I wish I could be. Not to say things are totally over, I'm just taking a step back and trying to back off, and it hurts more than I could ever imagine. I'm sure it's all just rebound-guy and stuff, but trying to let go is the most painful thing I've ever felt. Especially when he tells me that he's interested in me, just not a relationship b/c he's too busy with work--which he is AND I WORK WITH HIM! What does that mean anyway?

 

I am so confused and he's sooo confusing and it all just hurts. It's like, I was awakened to what I was missing all those years, and now I can't have it... I am about ready to hang up my hat on anything to do with men... I can't go thru this any more... I'm sooo tired of crying... I suppose I deserve it, right?

[desertnomad]

Hey brit your a senior member now..a couple more days and you will be experts like the rest of us 8)

[sandyv]

The last thing I feel like right now is "an expert" lol

[sandyv]

Ram: Welcome to my world, I'm never sure of where I'm at, in a relationship or even out of one nowadays......

and NO YOU DON'T DESERVE it!!!!

[sandyv]

Hey Brit whats a Sarny?

[desertnomad]

I would like to know that also

[sandyv]

Umm wow thats new to me !

[sandyv]

Yes please Brit, a 6 pack Lucky Lager !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sandyv]

Your piece, haha, was that intentional Brit? lol

[desertnomad]

I never heard that either..sarny-sandwhich

[desertnomad]

no comment on holding your piece 8)

[sandyv]

She's soo funny

[desertnomad]

looks like its just me and you sandy

[sandyv]

Yep dead here tonite, did you ever here from John, I haven't gotten around to checking?

[desertnomad]

No, no word from john that I know of

probably just taking a break from ena

[sandyv]

I hope thats it, that he's doing ok...... Xmas is pretty depressing.........

[sandyv]

Desert, do you spend Christmas with family, can't remember you saying what you do?

[desertnomad]

no my family was my ex and her daughter..we spent the last four together

so I will be alone this year, first time in six years. yeah it is pretty depressing

[desertnomad]

my ex's daughter last year told us that she had the best xmas ever...to bad her mother didnt seem to feel the same

[sandyv]

Yeah I know how you feel there, why people change in a heartbeat I will never, ever understand

 

How old is her daughter?

[desertnomad]

shes going to be 16 in january