Seraphim Posted March 8, 2020 Author Share Posted March 8, 2020 Is the main page going to move down or what? Link to comment
ButterflyWrists Posted March 8, 2020 Share Posted March 8, 2020 Is the main page going to move down or what? Are there actually any new threads? I've been wondering this for days lol Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 8, 2020 Author Share Posted March 8, 2020 Are there actually any new threads? I've been wondering this for days lol There are. But the page isn’t moving. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 8, 2020 Author Share Posted March 8, 2020 Happy International Women’s Day! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 8, 2020 Author Share Posted March 8, 2020 I don’t know we have kind of changed your mind about our holiday this year. We might go somewhere on the eastern seaboard. We would book it right now but my son is not sure if he wants to go or not and wants time to make up his mind. J wants us , meaning her and myself to go away somewhere for a weekend. All we ever do is work and very little else. And there should be concrete laws about cyber bullies and stalkers. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 8, 2020 Author Share Posted March 8, 2020 I just heard a bird outside! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 9, 2020 Author Share Posted March 9, 2020 My son had an issue with something that happened in our faith community and now he won’t go. It is not that he is questioning his faith at all he just wants a new community. The base chapel has a Catholic Mass at 9 every Sunday. He can walk there. I am disappointed as well and it is the reason I can’t sing anymore. 😓 It left me in tears the past few Sundays. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 10, 2020 Author Share Posted March 10, 2020 Something I haven’t thought about in a very long time. But the level of sadism in my dad’s family. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 10, 2020 Author Share Posted March 10, 2020 Here we go again. 🙄 people stop going on friggin cruises the government has advised you not to. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 11, 2020 Author Share Posted March 11, 2020 Making and freezing homemade chicken soup in case we get sick. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 11, 2020 Author Share Posted March 11, 2020 Well, you will hear it on the news anyway but Covid19 is here with one of the evacuees. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 14, 2020 Author Share Posted March 14, 2020 My anxiety is reaching crisis level like where I need to go to a doctor or hospital. The schools here now have closed for three weeks. Almost every event around me has cancelled our community centre is closed except for mental health. Another one of the returnees has covid19. I may have to close my daycare for three weeks depending upon what the government has to say. Which would be major. My brother lost $260,000 in the market fall and is suicidal. Last night he asked me to take one of his children. I just can’t deal with anymore. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 14, 2020 Author Share Posted March 14, 2020 I have ALWAYS had apocalyptic fears since I have been about 10 years old. Of course that is anxiety driven. But there’s not many generations in Canada that would remember anything as massive as this maybe people who live through the war in Europe. People who have experienced some kind of genocide. So we have no experience and the unknown creates fear and panic. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 14, 2020 Author Share Posted March 14, 2020 Going on a nice ride with my honey in the sunshine to help relive some stress. I got my hair cut. Hubby if he has nothing imperative at work has been told not to report for duty. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 15, 2020 Author Share Posted March 15, 2020 I am freaking the f.... out. No really. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted March 15, 2020 Share Posted March 15, 2020 I am freaking the f.... out. No really. Did one of your kids get diagnosed with the virus? Or one of their parents or grandparents? Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 15, 2020 Author Share Posted March 15, 2020 Did one of your kids get diagnosed with the virus? Or one of their parents or grandparents? No, all are well. My panic disorder is just totally out of control right now. I am waiting for them to close daycares. Fact it doesn’t matter since I am a private daycare I can close at will. I am just waiting for my province to make the move. I only have two children for three days and then everybody’s out for a while. I would rather take the financial hit. And I am isolating unless it’s to get things absolutely necessary. It is just my panic condition totally out of freaking control and hubby has gone for a run to get himself under control. I am fighting the urge that I’m going crazy I know I’m not but that’s how it feels. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted March 15, 2020 Share Posted March 15, 2020 No, all are well. My panic disorder is just totally out of control right now. I am waiting for them to close daycares. Fact it doesn’t matter since I am a private daycare I can close at will. I am just waiting for my province to make the move. I only have two children for three days and then everybody’s out for a while. I would rather take the financial hit. And I am isolating unless it’s to get things absolutely necessary. It is just my panic condition totally out of freaking control and hubby has gone for a run to get himself under control. I am fighting the urge that I’m going crazy I know I’m not but that’s how it feels. Do you have any behavioral tools you can use to manage the panicking? I have anxiety but I tell myself that panicking and anxiety have never solved any problems and will not cure anything. Anxiety exists to help us identify threats (as I'm sure you know) but it can't fix the problem we're anxious about. I love to garden so that helps. I also clean because I am so particular about cleaning so it takes all my focus. I hope you are able to feel better soon. Link to comment
SherrySher Posted March 15, 2020 Share Posted March 15, 2020 It's okay. Try to think calm thoughts. The mind plays tricks and think of the worst case scenarios. They aren't true. Take a deep breathe in. Hold for 3 second, release slowly. Take another deep breathe in. Release. Everything is okay. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 15, 2020 Author Share Posted March 15, 2020 Thanks everyone. I am also worried about my father who goes for dialysis three times a week at the hospital. His health is very precarious. My mom has a fatal lung disease and my in-laws are in their late 80s and my father-in-law lives at the hospital. I am just terrified for them as well. Link to comment
SherrySher Posted March 16, 2020 Share Posted March 16, 2020 I know it's tough Seraphim (((hugs))). I think all of us are considering all the possible scenarios but none of us know how it's going to go and it might not be even half as bad as our minds make it out to be. Try and keep the faith. I hope you get a good sleep tonight. Link to comment
luminousone Posted March 16, 2020 Share Posted March 16, 2020 I just heard a bird outside! It helps me to focus on the simple joys... I also heard some birds yesterday! Link to comment
luminousone Posted March 16, 2020 Share Posted March 16, 2020 Prayers for you and your family. My anxiety is reaching crisis level like where I need to go to a doctor or hospital. The schools here now have closed for three weeks. Almost every event around me has cancelled our community centre is closed except for mental health. Another one of the returnees has covid19. I may have to close my daycare for three weeks depending upon what the government has to say. Which would be major. My brother lost $260,000 in the market fall and is suicidal. Last night he asked me to take one of his children. I just can’t deal with anymore. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 16, 2020 Author Share Posted March 16, 2020 Come on Dougie you dope close daycares. If you closed the schools what’s the point in keeping daycares open you big dope. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted March 17, 2020 Author Share Posted March 17, 2020 OK ,the Premier just declared a state of emergency. Thank God. I am a little more calm after my 12 hour sleep last night. Link to comment
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