Rozhni Posted January 2, 2018 Share Posted January 2, 2018 When I was 11 years old I met a beautiful girl who was also my age. Our parents were close friends so I’d only see her occasionally once a month or so. I remember having a huge crush on her and not even realizing it because “all girls had cooties.” After a few years, it was obvious that she really liked me and I really liked her. At 13 her and her family moved to LA so she can pursue a career in music. I remember the day we had to say bye to each other. She was crying and I was emotionless. It was the first time I felt that kind of pain. After she left, I remember crying as if I lost the most important person in my life and I never loved a girl that much since. I went on to high school and I was dating other girls while she was in love with me in LA and constantly would write me and call me even when I had a gf. We were just “friends” because I needed a girl to be there for me sexually. She was so special to me but being a teenage guy I just wanted sex from girls at school. I didnt care about anything but messing around.. when I turned 18 I changed completely. We never tried dating long distance because I know it wouldn’t work for me. Anyways.. now we are 23 and her whole family lives in my area and we spent New Years together and she still lives in LA (great singer, making a living out there) she visited for the holidays. She has a boy friend who she’s been with for over 2 years back in LA. When we were eating at the table she randomly brought up the past of how she had the biggest crush on me for many many years (basically since she was 13 till about 19 when she met this guy) he took her virginity and is her first boyfriend. She told everyone at the table how she feels like she really loved me but it wasn’t meant to be because I denied her for many years. The whole time she was talking about it I felt so bad because I was so young and dumb. I ended up talking to her one on one later in the night and she told me that she thought about me every day of her teenage life even when I was in relationships with other girls... I didn’t even know what to say to her. She’s gorgeous and she was my best friend as children but she left and I was a horny teenage boy who let that get the best of me. By the time we were 18 I didn’t even bother reaching out to her because she was this pretty big singer with many fans and I didn’t want to look like I’m coming around just because she has some fame.. I was always kinda afraid, then she ended up meeting this new guy at age 19.. I feel like she still has a spot for me in her heart just like I feel I do for her but she’s been with that guy for so long that I definitely wouldn’t want to get in between them, but what if her and I ARE meant to be now?? Why would she bring all of that up to me? I’m not saying I’m in love with her but she brought back a lot of emotions I’ve had for her in the past. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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