SadSadgirl Posted April 26, 2017 Share Posted April 26, 2017 i need help. my heart is aching, my face is wet with tears, and my mind is racing. all over my stupid ex. i don't understand why i'm so upset over someone who's a manipulative druggie. i'm so anxious for some reason? guys, i don't know what to make of this. i'd like to add that his longest relationship was 4 months (with me). he feels so intensely? he falls in "love" way too fast. i'm so sad because TWO WEEKS after we broke up, he went into a relationship with his best friend claiming he loves her all this sh*t hes said to me. the girl is a druggie just like him, and is untreated bipolar. i know i shouldn't care abt what he does but my mind is always racing when it comes to him. all of his previous relationships ended when the infatuation did. and for some reason i just keep getting worried about his new relationship, even when he's gonna leave her after the infatuation. by the way, we're both 16. and i guess its common for teenagers to mistake infatuation as true love?? he's already calling her the one and perfect when she's actually a crazy cheating piece of garbage. also, my ex is over sexual, had a bad childhood and all these other red flags that i was too stupid to notice. i guess im just so annoyed that I'm WAY more mature than most people my age. I actually know what love is. And knowing these horny boys think infatuation is love makes me not want to date. he broke up with me because we lost the "spark", and he broke up with the girl before me for the same reason!! i just read some stupid love letter he gave me and its so obvious the things he was describing was teenager infatuation. ugh. sorry for rambling. i guess my question is, do infatuation junkies break their pattern for someone specific? all i know is that he didn't give a sh*t about her until she confessed her feelings. is it evident he doesn't really know what love is? dating to fill a void? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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