i think you are sad because you always imagined losing your virginity to some one you where in love with
and you know you have no future with him
i think you should let go of him
find someone who will love you
and i prommise your sex life will change completely
you have made a decision only a true man can make,
but you are faced with a problem
its a matter of sacrefice now
DRUGS or the rest of your LIFE
if she truly loved you she would have let go as well
i hope the best for the both of you
good luck!!
look here
this is what you need to do
im assuming that you like this girl
so i want you to grab some flowers and few drinks, but just enough to get a little tipsy
and tell her in a strait forward manner how you feel
i hope i can help
look hun
today i realized something i've been always dating girls with 0 iq
now im with someone with a good head on her shoulders and its the first time i feel love.
i believe its mostly a matter of maturity and what the guy wants the girl for.
if its for fun then we shall have 0iq and if a want love i need someone with a brain