Trough Lolly

had a bit of a weird night last night and it got my mind swirling about so i gave my first ever poem a try... emotions so high, so yearning love...., couldnt bare but to cry.. always thought this could never be, thoughts like I wanted to die.. then one day, seemed my wish just may.. just may come true, true as can be met a girl, my hopes obscure within just grew. emotions so high, the future looked bright.. always dreamed things would turn out this way, never oh never was my heart so tight. at first, i was scared...sometimes frightened, scared i would lose you, you who enlightened.. made me happy, so cheerful with joy, your the reason my heart has heightened. emotions set free, blissful future i strove feeling at rest, my heart now grows, grows so strong, so fond of you.. so fond of you... the one i now love.

yup, i think its safe to say most guys get a chill down their backs from being kissed under the neck. definitely one of my fav kisses!

nice, a tad longish on the verses but good. i like!

im definitely willing to wait, this girl is really special to me and i dont wanna lose her. but i feel as if we need to be "closer" and i thought by moving to the next step i could achieve this.. and i dont mean I want it when im drunk ,she seems to be VERY affectionate when shes had a few drinks lol. any other suggestions? thanks for the answers anyways guys and gals, very helpful!

ok i know this seems weird, but ive been with my girlfriend for 5 months now.. its been up and down but slowly getting there anyways as its been 5 months, we still havent had sex!! its kinda frustrating me. my girlfriend isnt exactly a strongly affectionate person, a couple of kisses a day please her. seems only when we are both half drunk that we really start to make out and such.. BUT STILL NO SEX! what should i do? im definitely ready, and its not as if shes scared, shes had 2 longterm relatioships before me, both sexual. so i know shes not affraid of it.. when we are in bed we basically just hug up together and tickle around and silyl things like that, i ALWAYS go in for a kiss but never really her that kisses first. how should i move onto the next "step" i guess u could say? this is so frustrating, thanks for reading.

hang in there mate, sounds like u need to gather up that courage you lost over time and go visit her.. have a good long talk to her and bring things back to the way they used to be. by you not visiting or talking to her anywhere near as much as you used to , she probably thinks youve lost interest in her and arent interested anymore. you need to talk to her and let her know how you feel asap before you lose her.

thanks.. im not getting infatuated over the moment. was just a beautiful moment thats so hard to let go of after so many years of pain/emptyness... believe me , i dont want to stuff this up! thanks.

this is such a good point. i dont think it can be summed up any better. i think what you need to do is to try and lose this love for your wifes sister, and regain the love and passion you once had with your wife. it may sound lame, but take her to the movies.. go for walks.. just be "together" as one.. as it was meant to be. the choice is upto you.

Incredible!.. last night was so special.. a friend of mine who i have a crush on came over after she dropped me home becuase id had a couple of drinks beforehand... after a bit of chit-chat we hopped into my bed and put the tv on low volume, just layed there and watched tv for a while. after a few tickles and fooling around the "friendship" went onto another bound, we were then laying there bound upin eachother. we layed there hugging, noses touching, entwined upin my arms like a teddy for about 8 hours.. **earlier that week before this incident i told her how i felt about her, no more talk was to become of this as we agree'd we'd talk about it another day. anyways back to the story.. we were laying there softly talking when i went quiet for about 30 seconds, she then asked what i was thinking. being the shy person i am i said "nothing..." so she kept on asking then went quiet for a brief second , so i leant over and kissed her on the lips.. to my relief, she kissed me back. after we stopped kissing i noticed my breathing picked up, i could physically feel my heartbeat racing faster,faster.. it was...Awesome! after probably around 40 minutes of cuddling and caressing i kissed her again.. same result! this time not as bad. the hard part was out of the way.. (let this be known, it was very special to me as this was my first "Real" kiss..) strait after we finished the kiss i whispered softly.. "boom boom boom....", she was puzzled and asked what was that about, so i placed her hand on my chest and she could feel my heart beating.. she called me a twit and gave me a tiny kiss back. anyways i dont really know why im posting, i guess my reason is.. ive never really been as close to that with a girl before..shes 25 and im only 19 which i like because i find younger girls around my age to..immature, i think im in love.. well maybe not as such, but if thats what love feels like then OMG , please let it happen again! thanks for reading.. i think im gunna go "reminice"(SP) in my lonely bed that smells like her perfume..