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It is ironic to ask this question, and it is also ironic to get an answer here... because we are all using a computer to communicate here. I've been trying to find the reason why I am thinking too much, why I woke up in the middle of the night scared that I would lose the person I love, and why every little thing she does, online and offline gets me analysing all of her moves. Its really insane, and I'm going crazy. I'm just wondering, if my excessive hours infront of the computer would be the cause of all this. Perhaps I got so used to online communication and the fact that there is always a misinterpretation of meanings and emotions that I have applied onto reality. What I am asking is that, does excessive hours in front of the computer lead to depression? And... what are other health side affects of excessive computer hours? Please... I really need help, I don't want to go crazy, I don't want my girlfriend to worry about me because I woke up in the middle of the night, unable to sleep and thinking too much. Thank you.

Thanks alot guys... I was just scared because once I was making out with my girlfriend (who hasn't got AIDS... since she isn't done anything crazy, she's a good girl), it was in the car... hahaha I was on top and my hand slip onto the side of the seat and my teeth kind bumped into her lip... So... yeah. Funny make out stories... Well good that I got the answer thanks alot.

How do you actaully get it? I know if its mix blood or fluids or something like that you get it. but is it, mix with someone who is infected, or just anyone can get it... Like what I mean is... if my blood mix with someone who doesn't have AIDS or HIV, would I get anything? Or do the other person gotta be infected for me to get it?

In my relationship I pay for the majority of things... lunch dinner and movie tickets, because my girl is currently studying and receives very little allowance since her parents are divorced and she doesn't live with them. So who pays more in the relationship?

Sorry to revive old topic, but I feel the same way too... I have very little friends who I really can call my friend, and I mean very little. I thought I had friends but in the end them fakes were playing me all along, they be like all cool with you, but behind close curtains they be talking bad about you... I was called and thought of as "gay" by my group of friends. Since then and all the bull that's happened to me, I realised that I have VERY little friends. At work, I don't know what I do, but I don't feel completely accepted, I'd try to say hi with a friendly tone, but the people just look at me or give me a nod then no one talks and that's that for the whole day. The funny thing is that... when you try to change your ways, they say "you shouldn't change for other people" but your not really changing for other people, your changing for your own good, what they really trying to say IMO is "don't change, I like to say bad things about you."

Thanks to everyone who has replied (and sorry for reviving the topic, being a bit busy as of late), judging from the majority of comments from this thread, I'd say that the diet plays a crucial role in sex. I didn't tell you guys that its not sex that's the problem (I'm stilla virgin), I'm talking about erection problems. I don't really want to think I have Erection Dysfunction problems, because I'm only 18 and I do get erections, but not at the instant of watching a porno movie or something (my girlfriend knows that I watch it and does not find it a problem, she said its normal for guys to watch it), my sexual thoughts have decreased as of late and thereforeeee, I'd need to stimulate my penis by rubbing the head to get it up (Sorry about the details), I do cum when I masterbate, but its just that I need to rub the penis in order for it to go up, and other times during make out sessions with my girl it goes up because I'm being aroused, but not really really hard, just good enough. lolz However, I do see my diet as a major problem to my sex-drive and testosterone decrease levels. I've been dining out alot, for the past 2 to 3 weeks (this problem has happened for 2 weeks now), I've been only eating dinner at home for like twice a week (my dinner consists of rice, usually fish and meat and veges... the usual Asian dinner). I've also been eating a hell of a lot of noodles lately, two packets in one meal, and sometimes 4 packets a day... I put both packets of flavoruing and I also ate a lot of KFC chicken and McDonalds. Exercise has also decreased as of these few months. I guess, its just my testosterone problem, I would need to change my diet and exercise more. I'd hate to think its Impotency because the thought of that at a young age scared the hell out of me.

@bzborow1: No I don't see her everyday, and she doesn't do that all the time, she's done it twice, but she really has a reason, she needed to study and one time she had parent teacher night so she had to attend that. @woopsydaisy: I have spoken to her about it and she has given me support, I think the problem just lies with me, that I don't trust no one and I'm scared of betrayal. Thanks for your support.

Ever since last year, I've been thinking way too much. Like whenever my girlfriend says she has to do something or she can't make it to a date/outing, I think she is going to see another guy. Then I also think I have paranoia and that people are out to kill me, I also think that the world is against me. I personally don't think I have somethin' so bad that I need to see a doctor. But I can't stop thinking too much, its probably because I'm scared of betrayal and backstabbing, something that has happened to me before, and I'm scared of being alone. I want to stop thinking too much, and stop being pessimistic and start being optimistic and always happy. Please help me or give a little advice, thank you very much.

I was wondering, as of late, my diet is all noodles, oily food, meat and fast foods, occasionally eating vegetables. I don't constantly eat fruit, only once in a while. I was wondering does your diet have any effect on sex, sex drives and erection, because as of late I think my sex drive have decreased, or maybe is something else. Thanks, and hi to everyone on this board.