I'm sincerely sorry to hear about your loss. He'll definitely be in my prayers. I have had a similair experience just on 7/15/2006. I lost my best friend in a car accident. He was 16. It was a freak accident, he flipped his jeep on a steel colvert, the only one on the highway... but it hurt so bad the first few days but, i realized he's in a better place and must be having fun... just many events took place to show me that he was in a better place. For example... I went to look at the accident sunday and i couldnt find it so i prayed and prayed to show me a sign and let me find the accident and to tell me he was ok... and god answered it... i was walkin around lookin for it in the median and to no avail i couldnt find it but as i was leaving this lady stopped and showed me everything, and it really gave me closure. but, your child is in heaven now looking down on you prolly wonderin why u are sad so at least try to cheer up... i am tryin as well...just live everyday like its your last... i hope i helped some what with my useless rambling...