DN Posted August 3, 2005 Share Posted August 3, 2005 well, we care about you - and about them. Has something happened with Josh? Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 3, 2005 Author Share Posted August 3, 2005 i dunno we just rnt wat we were 2 days ago Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 3, 2005 Author Share Posted August 3, 2005 no... i dnt know. me josh n sum of the guys were out drinkn last night n i just started to get really really really depressed again which is weird b/c im usually a sumwat happy drunk i guess u would say Link to comment
darkblue Posted August 3, 2005 Share Posted August 3, 2005 Saying that, Normally alcohol amplifies either the mood you were in before drinking or it plays up things in your head that may affect your mood. Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 3, 2005 Author Share Posted August 3, 2005 but im not usually like that when im drinking even if im not drunk Link to comment
DN Posted August 3, 2005 Share Posted August 3, 2005 Yes, Darkblue is right. And it makes you imagine all sorts of things that aren't true. Link to comment
BigRedneck2587 Posted August 4, 2005 Share Posted August 4, 2005 Baby, we gots to talk. i'm not mad at you and i DO NOT want to split up so don't freak out. I love you and I want to help you but i can't do that if you don't tell ME what's going on. i'm always here for you and you know that. i'm just a 10 minute walk away. Please come talk to me. I love you so much! *hugs,kisses and all that fun stuff* love forever and always your baby Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 5, 2005 Author Share Posted August 5, 2005 i c u lol ok neway ne1 but me think its odd that it is 330am and i am not asleep? i was awake at like 1130am this morning. but i havent been able to sleep any ideas why? Link to comment
darkblue Posted August 5, 2005 Share Posted August 5, 2005 Because you stay up to all hours in the mornin' talkin to me on AIM possibly? Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 5, 2005 Author Share Posted August 5, 2005 haha no actully i did it b4 i met u n now when u leave i just lay there and stare at the ceiling and talk to my stoned frends oh btw he was doin wa wa Link to comment
darkblue Posted August 5, 2005 Share Posted August 5, 2005 Yeah, Josh told me. I have no sympathy for drug users. All you can do is try and convince him to get help. Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 5, 2005 Author Share Posted August 5, 2005 me n his gf r gunna call him l8r 2day n b*tch at him he told her he would stop but obviously not so Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 5, 2005 Share Posted August 5, 2005 Hey Girl, I'm back. Wow, it looks like alot went down this week while I was away. How are things with Josh now? Is that him that posted on your thread? How are you feeling today? Hope Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 5, 2005 Author Share Posted August 5, 2005 Hey Girl, I'm back. Wow, it looks like alot went down this week while I was away. How are things with Josh now? Is that him that posted on your thread? How are you feeling today? Hope were good i guess... ya it is. im tired n im n a really really bad mood n im about to kill joshs lil bros n cuzs cept harley hes cute Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 5, 2005 Share Posted August 5, 2005 I saw that he posted something on your thread. Why did he come on this forum? Did you tell him that you were here? How do you feel about it? Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 5, 2005 Author Share Posted August 5, 2005 iono he said he got it off google but its kinda weird he got the SAME site as me n he knows my password to my email n stuff so iono. no he didnt know but he didnt care, he was like oh that was weird i was like uh ya 2 weird. how do i feel about wat him coming on here? i dnt care Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 5, 2005 Share Posted August 5, 2005 So it's OK with you that he reads your thread and knows what's going on then? This could be a good thing for you if you both know the truth about how each of you feels, but it kinda makes you wonder why you can't tell each other to your faces. Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 6, 2005 Author Share Posted August 6, 2005 i guess im nervous that he would react differently if i said it in person? i dnt know ive nvr bn able to talk about stuff like this to ppls face Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 6, 2005 Share Posted August 6, 2005 I can't be 100% sure, but based on what he said on your thread here, he seems to care about you very much and wants to help you. I think that says alot for the kind of person he is, and you could really use someone on your side that is right there with you, wouldn't you agree? He's still here, and that means something. Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 6, 2005 Author Share Posted August 6, 2005 i know but... its weird Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 6, 2005 Share Posted August 6, 2005 I'm sure it's hard to tell him in person, but I think you can be pretty sure that whatever you tell him he will be there for you, and it's good to have him on your side I'm sure. You are a brave girl. Link to comment
perfectliljewel Posted August 6, 2005 Author Share Posted August 6, 2005 what do i tell him? Link to comment
Hope75 Posted August 6, 2005 Share Posted August 6, 2005 does he know that your step dad hits you? Does he know about the drugs, or the drinking? What do YOU feel comfortable sharing with him, now that you know he isn't going to leave you? Link to comment
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