Life in the Driver’s Seat (extended)

[Seraphim]

18 hours ago, Jibralta said:

That's a lot to deal with! Sorry you're going though so much.

I think it is going to be this way until they get him sorted out . I feel so bad for my mom too. It is a nightmare. 

[Seraphim]

I messaged my niece to wish her happy 20th  birthday let’s see if she answers . 

[Seraphim]

I am at my mom’s looking after them cleaning their apartment and taking my step dad to the hospital AGAIN. Taking my mom to get her hearing aids fixed . 

[Seraphim]

My anxiety is frigging terrible . 

[boltnrun]

Can you see your doctor and/or psychologist? Maybe they can help you through this rough time.

[Seraphim]

It has been a super hard day. Today we had to call an ambulance for my step dad. I was with my mom over night last night. He has been sick for sometime . With just phone call health care he was never getting a proper diagnosis. He has very severe pneumonia and was admitted to hospital today. He is 82 and has never been in a hospital in his life not even to be born. 
My husband has an ear infection that made his face swell. 

Home now. It has been a very hard few months

[Seraphim]

10 hours ago, boltnrun said:

Can you see your doctor and/or psychologist? Maybe they can help you through this rough time.

I might call him tomorrow. It is a bit better knowing what the issue is . ❤️
I don’t know if I am going back tomorrow to be with my mom. Daycare littles are sick so not coming . 

[Seraphim]

The update is he has double pneumonia. 😢 That is how my grandpa passed away. My son is just sobbing . 

[Jibralta]

Oh no 😞

[Seraphim]

My mom has gone today to the hospital to see him. 

[Seraphim]

My step dad had gotten to the point he was mentally confused and could barely control his body functions sick when we forced him by ambulance to the hospital 2 days ago. Today he seems perkier and we are going to see him. I have been here caring for my mom when I can . 

[Seraphim]

So my stepdad has severe heart issues as well as severe pneumonia and might not make it. To say I’m devastated is an understatement. To lose every male parental figure in my life in the space of 16 months hurts. And my son to lose all his grandfathers. 

[boltnrun]

I'm sorry about your stepdad. I was hoping he would pull through.

I'm sure your mom appreciates your support.

And I understand, my kids only have one grandparent left, my MIL. 

[Seraphim]

4 hours ago, boltnrun said:

I'm sorry about your stepdad. I was hoping he would pull through.

I'm sure your mom appreciates your support.

And I understand, my kids only have one grandparent left, my MIL. 

I hope so too. I have a lot of prayer chains happening . 

[Seraphim]

Keep praying everyone, some improvement in my step dad. The physio therapist got 10 steps out of him today. But his 02 is still only at 55%. He is off IV’s now. They are trying to stabilize his heart now. He is interested in eating again. Yay!

[Seraphim]

It is my birthday Monday. Hubby is leaving for a temporary duty tomorrow. My step dad still sick in the hospital. My mom is a mess. She lost her glasses last night . They fell off her face how the hell do you not know your glasses fell off your face??? I don’t understand. 
 

It is all so fricken meh. 😞

[Seraphim]

Last night . 

[Seraphim]

Saturn and Jupiter 

[Seraphim]

On our walk last night we also saw a large 5 point buck . They can’t be hunted on Crown land so they get to be old. 

[Seraphim]

Happy Birthday to HRH, The Prince of Wales today. 

[Seraphim]

55 today 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[boltnrun]

I'm 55. It's really not that bad lol.

Happy Birthday.

[Jibralta]

Happy Birthday!!

[Seraphim]

Thank you guys ! 

[Seraphim]

Dwell on the beauty of life. Watch the stars, and see yourself running with them.~ Marcus Aurelius