Starrdeal1 Posted January 17, 2018 Share Posted January 17, 2018 I'm Worn out! I'm exhausted. I'm drained and most of all I'm lost. my previous post https://www.enotalone.com/forum/showthread.php?t=546068 I'm terrified to marry this man. I keep pushing the date back because until I'm sure I can't do it. I have tried my hardest and I have cried so hard the past two days I'm having Migraines and even broke out on my back and trunk with hives. I feel so depressed. I didn't mention before that the fiancé is on pain killers for his back. Over two years hes been on them and our relationship has been horrible since. He is so moody and evil. He is insensitive and just a jerk. One small comment I made and we are back at odds again. Its always like this. its always something small and we are at odds. I'm fkn tired. We were watching a show and that show had a mom going to the depths of hell for her son. He asks me "would you do that for our kids" I said "I would go to the depths of hell for my kids no doubt". I said "Id even go to the depths of hell for my husband if we were on good terms". It wasn't even a big deal. He gets mad and says wow, ok , wow! In the show mind you her husband and her are estranged. I said "why do you keep doing this? why do you keep picking fights, don't you want peace? " and I prayed "God please softer so and sos heart to not pick a fight. He replies "God please give her the strength to leave me if she wants to leave." What the hell? This makes no sense. How can he be this Ultra sensitive over that and yet so insensitive when it comes to respecting things that make me super uncomfortable? I am so irritated. I don't even want to be in the same room as him. I'm sick of his mood swings. Link to comment
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