LordRorek Posted June 12, 2017 Share Posted June 12, 2017 I just found out through a friend that my ex is single again now IDK anymore about the situation then that like whether she was the dumper or dumpee and whatnot. IDK How I should feel about this? I mean I want to be indifferent to the situation because that's the ultimate goal of recovery but I feel a mixture of happiness, anger, sadness, and confusion. I feel happy because her boyfriend isn't suffering the same fate I did and because if she had her heartbroken then I feel a little like the scales have been balanced or justice has been served. If that makes any sense? I also kinda hope she will come crawling back so I can end things on my terms this time. Again if that makes any sense? I feel angry at the possibility that she just broke his heart and is again off running scot free or that she is still happy even afterwards. I'm sad because I'm still not over her yet and my lack of indifference proves that. While I'm in a better place now then where I was I still got a ways to go. UGH! I hate being so messed up! I just wish there was a magic breakup pill that would get you completely over them and make you never give a crap about them again! 😒 I feel confused because I am feeling all these things at once. 😂 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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