Capricorn3 Posted December 29, 2016 Share Posted December 29, 2016 Monday January 2nd i have a new mri scheduled to see what the tumor has been up to the past 6 months! But that's a way ahead.....first i have to have the surgery exactly 4 weeks from now and I'm getting scared..... You're in my thoughts and prayers and I'll keep fingers and toes crossed that all goes well!! ~Sending positive vibes your way~ ((Hugs)) Link to comment
Seraphim Posted December 29, 2016 Share Posted December 29, 2016 I imagine you are very scared. Thank goodness your surgeon is a good one. Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted December 30, 2016 Author Share Posted December 30, 2016 Thank you Cap! Very sweet! And yes Vic thank God for that, makes me feel confident at the same time, yet scared....but i have to go through it to hopefully a pain free life at the other side.... Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 2, 2017 Author Share Posted January 2, 2017 Okay i was ready for my mri but 15 minutes before we would leave the house they called, and cancelled, the doctor is sick! Better now than at the date of surgery but it still sucks cause i wanted to know what the tumor has done! Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 2, 2017 Author Share Posted January 2, 2017 The date of surgery though is still in their computers add January 26th so no change just yet thank God! My brother is flying over from Sweden the 27th so it better go ahead as planned! So sweet of him, i wanted that very much and he just does! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 2, 2017 Share Posted January 2, 2017 Ohhh! You must be so disappointed. Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 2, 2017 Author Share Posted January 2, 2017 Yes i am! They will make a new appointment now..... I'm also very worried about catching another cold, cause then the surgery won't happen, and my immune system is nothing because of the meds. So I'm telling people if they have a cold to cancel our plans.... Can't cancel austria though so I'm hoping and praying i won't catch another cold! Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 8, 2017 Author Share Posted January 8, 2017 Breakthrough pain!! God no not now! Two and a half weeks before my surgery.....I'm going to Austria next week which i haven't been to in 13 years and my friends there love to cook and i love their food! And i have a date this week and he's bringing food.....God not now not now not now I had it very mildly for a few days now but just now i put my tooth brush on my teeth and i was in such pain! This hasn't happened this bad since early this year after the radiation..... Why now? Couldn't it have waited for two more weeks?! Damn I'm frustrated!!! Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 9, 2017 Author Share Posted January 9, 2017 It's working lol so keep praying! Pray for my date lol And it seems that Austria is off the table.....my dad fell this weekend and he has ruptured the tendon in his shoulder and likely needs surgery. He has to get photos taken tomorrow. But either way i don't see us going.... Now the question is when the surgery is, he has said please not at the end of the month but who knows..... Sheesh can we get a break already?? But the pain is less today! Do need to brush my teeth in a while so I'm dreading that since this morning that was still no picnic...... Pfffff..... Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 9, 2017 Share Posted January 9, 2017 It's working lol so keep praying! Pray for my date lol And it seems that Austria is off the table.....my dad fell this weekend and he had ruptured the tendon in his shoulder and likely need surgery. He has to get photos taken tomorrow. But either way i don't see us going.... Now the question is when the surgery is, he has said please not at the end of the month but who knows..... Sheesh can we get a break already?? Buy the pain is less today! Do need to brush my teeth in a while so I'm dreading that since this morning that was still no picnic...... Pfffff..... I will keep praying for you and your dad . Holy smokes! Seems like never ending. Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 9, 2017 Author Share Posted January 9, 2017 Yeah indeed! Sigh! It's never just peaceful anymore.... Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 11, 2017 Author Share Posted January 11, 2017 Date tonight (same guy as in August) he's scared and hurt badly and so am i......but we definitely really like each other He gave me 20 red roses tonight! Lol well you don't give those just for no reason......so slowly but steady....we're getting to know each other well and can talk and laugh about anything and everything. We think the same about the big subjects..... So yeah that's going well! He came home and send me a message saying how much he enjoyed himself and a kiss.....sigh No better distraction before brain surgery than being in love! Or close to being in love! Lol Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted January 14, 2017 Share Posted January 14, 2017 ahh sara i dropped by to check expecting to see everything smooth sailing before surgery, i'm sorry you've had such a bad time, and your dad too! hope you're feeling better? the love chemistry should make things better Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 14, 2017 Author Share Posted January 14, 2017 Never a dull moment lol My dad needs to make an appointment with an orthopaedic surgeon so it's still up in the air.....we're expecting though that that won't happen real soon, so for now we're expecting to go to Austria! We leave Wednesday so we have to be packing and preparing as if we're leaving,though if the roads there are icy we won't go either so it's still very uncertain! Think Monday or Tuesday the hospital will call with my final date, so that's nerve wracking as well Then it's also crowded in the hospital so if there aren't any beds in the ICU they cancel. Won't know that till day of surgery.... So a lot of stress here! Though i can only think about R......all day.....and since he texts me a lot and texted me at 7 this morning i think for him it's the same lol I heard from someone else that knows us both that he is very stressed and nervous about my surgery, it's basically all he can think of.....awww!! I have promised him to let him know as soon as i have my phone and am awake, day of surgery they keep me sleeping pretty much all day so i told him the next day he will hear from me. He is nervous! Lol His red roses are gorgeous! I send him a pic of them and told him how much i loved them and put in a little heart lol.....he got shy....he he The guy who knows us both also told me to go slow, but he has talked to him about me and he knows it's mutual! Well going fast ain't my thing cause I'm scared too. My ex has left deep scars as well....... Sigh. At least the surgery isn't on my mind lol Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted January 14, 2017 Share Posted January 14, 2017 you can actually put him on your contacts list upon admission and ask a nurse to tell him you did well post-surgery if you're still groggy when he calls austria is gorgeous, you'll love it. do layer up though. Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 14, 2017 Author Share Posted January 14, 2017 Yeah i could ask my mom to contact him as well, but i think he wants to hear it from me, he'll hear the general she got through the surgery fine since he works at the company i work as well, and my dad worked there too and my parents live on the grounds of the company (haha complicated ) and my dad always sees the guys who work in the back and tell them and they will tell everyone haha But i know he wants to hear from me as soon as i can! I've been to Austria many many times, these are friends, we've known them since 1988, we always went to their vacation house and stayed with them and it grew into friendship..... In tirol, the most beautiful part of austria, but i know the rest of the country as well... Love those mountains there! And they're now covered in snow....gorgeous! But the roads have to be clear, no slippery roads and danger now please! Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted January 14, 2017 Share Posted January 14, 2017 tirol!! aw that gave me austria cravings! Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 14, 2017 Author Share Posted January 14, 2017 Ahh you've been there as well? Where in tirol? We're going the the otztal! Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted January 14, 2017 Share Posted January 14, 2017 only once, Innsbruck and Hall, and it was a short stay. other times i mostly visited bavaria when i went to austria. Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 14, 2017 Author Share Posted January 14, 2017 Innsbruck is not too far from the otztal! I love it there! Haven't been in a few years so it'll be a sweet reunion if it happens! Can't wait..... Only then of course there's this other thing that comes pretty much right after.....it's mixed feelings, so many feelings at the moment, don't know what to do with myself....two weeks from now it's behind me if all goes well and I'm able to write again....2 weeks is nothing, weird idea! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted January 14, 2017 Share Posted January 14, 2017 Do you go for surgery Monday? Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 14, 2017 Author Share Posted January 14, 2017 No Monday or Tuesday they will call me with the exact date which will be the 25th or the 27th...... Dear God, Monday sheesh as if I'm not nervous enough already hahaha Link to comment
sara-pezzini Posted January 17, 2017 Author Share Posted January 17, 2017 Surgery is set on the 26th indeed! 25th i have to be there at 13.30. Also then we'll do the mri for what the tumor has done in a year.......pffffff! Link to comment
RainyCoast Posted January 17, 2017 Share Posted January 17, 2017 great, he'll be history soon! how are you feeling? Link to comment
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