Kyoshiro Ogari Posted November 16, 2004 Share Posted November 16, 2004 I'm 31, single, very very bashful and shy, not attractive and I have never had a girl like me "that way." I must've had crushes on 100 girls/women, only to be disappointed because they don't find me physically attractive. I am very attracted to women outside of my race. It's just my preference. I am so so lonely right now, and I hate seeing guys with girlfriends while I am all alone! I have a wonderful sense of humor, girls think I am funny and sweet but they don't like me as a potential boyfriend because I am not attractive enough. I have crushes on so many girls, but they all fall for my friends because they're handsome! There was this one time when my friend invited a few of her female friends over to hang out with me. I was quiet and bashful, but I made a good impression with jokes. A few weeks later, we're all hanging out with a male friend of hers who she just introduced to them, and I heard two of the girls whisper that they thought he was cute. I even had a little crush on one of those girls that thought the other guy was cute. I'm funny, he's cute, so he gets the girl. I get introduced to girls all the time, and I am always making them laugh but they don't like me "that way". I have seen my friends get introduced to girls and they get dates. Whatever happened to girls liking senses of humor? Hogwash, I say!! It has gotten me nowhere for 31 years. Why am I even alive if I can't find love? Recently I've come to like myself more, but I can't get past the fact that I have never had a girlfriend because I'm ugly and I probably never will find true love. I try responding to personals, but my pictures don't get responses. I even tried an interracial personals site but get no responses to my e-mails. People tell me to "keep trying, keep trying", and I do and get no results. All of my friends have girlfriends but me, all I do is stay home and dream about getting girlfriends. I am at the point in my life when I want to settle down with one woman and build a life together, but who wants an ugly guy who can make them laugh? Now I have a huge crush on a girl who I thought found me attractive from afar. Turns out I was only misinterpreting her signals because she has a husband. All the girls I like either have boyfriends or think I'm ugly, so when the hell am I gonna find love? Never, that's when!!! Quote Link to comment
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