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  1. Anyone else tired of life like me? I'm tired of life and waking up everyday. There are times I don't want to get out of bed, I just want to sleep and have a beautiful dream and never wake up. I do eventually get out of bed and go on with my day, which isn't always easy. I always ask myself, why did God put me on this Earth if I can't succeed in life and always failing? A few weeks ago I was let go from my job, it was a temp to hire position but they told me there are no more hours available. I was really bummed out and heart broken, I actually cried in my car asking myself "Why me?" "Why do I have bad luck in life?" I was there for almost 2 yrs and I thought I'd be hired full-time, but I was wrong. I still kept my retail job I had before, which I do work a few days a week, but I hate that job so much. I been with that company for 7 yrs and there's no opportunities at all and I make less than $10 hr. I can't stand working in retail and dealing with mean disrespectful customers everyday. Now I need to find another job, which I don't have that much motivation at all. I've never had any luck in the job market. It puts me down that I never had a real job since finishing college in 2002. I never had a job with benefits or a decent living wage pay. Living life is so expensive and being old and never having a good job doesn't give me a lot of motivation. At my old age and as I get older, it will be so difficult for me to get a decent job, because of age discrimination and not having a lot decent experience. I feel like that I'm a big loser and haven't accomplished anything at all in life. I've still never had a gf or kissed a girl. I've been through a lot in my life and it wasn't always pleasant. I just moved out of my parents place because of the negative environment. I can't afford rent, rent in my area is so $$$$. Now I'm living in my friend's storage facility, which is a lot better than living at home. . I don't know now what to do with my life. I've been job searching but nothing yet interests me. I love nature and national parks and camp grounds. I still do my workouts at the parks and forest preserve. Being out in nature, forest preserves, national parks puts a smile on my face and makes me feel happy and I feel like a new person. I plan on buying a van and converting it to a full camper van and living the van life and living a nomadic life style. Living life on the road, seeing new scenery, being able to be free, happy, traveling, meeting new people, and seeing the beautiful states and country roads. The only downside is income, what will I do for work? Does anyone here live a nomadic lifestyle and living life on the road?
  2. The forest perserve and park, I dont think is a good place to meet girls. All the girls I always see have headphones on and they don't make eye contact when I look at them. I do say hi and make eye contact, with no response. I'm assuming they can't hear me with the headphones but I doubt it. Or majority of them are zoned out in nature.
  3. I've joined many clubs in the past and that didn't work. There were girls but many were either to young or to old or already had a bf. There was one girl that I was interested in but she wasn't interested in me. But I do go to the park and forest preserve just about every single day.
  4. No, I'm not nervous....Yes, Im born with MHE, on top of that I'm short, which both have destroyed my chances of dating or having a gf.
  5. It's been weeks and haven't seen her at the store. After reading all the comments, I agree messaging her on Facebook isn't good and is creepy. It sucks for me because opportunities like this rarely happens.
  6. I work in retail and this cute girl came to the counter to exchanged some transmission fluid. I helped her out getting the right fluid for her car. She told me she wants to learn to do basic maintenance on her car and she was asking me questions about what jack and stands to buy and where to place them. Its great she's into cars just like me. I was going to tell her that I get off in a few hours and I'd be happy to show where to place the Jack and stands under the car. I didn't get that chance because my boss came to me and said I had to go to the counter because there's a line of customers. I rang her out at the register and she wanted to be a rewards member and I signed her up. She left with a smile and said thank you for all your help. I wish I had that chance to ask her out, only if I didn't get interrupted by my boss. I looked her up and she's on Facebook and also she enjoys the outdoors and nature just like me and her status is single. My question is should I send her a message? Or is that being a creep? I don't know what she will think? What do you think I should do? Thanks
  7. Nothing has prevented me from asking a girl. I've just never been accepted because of being different.
  8. I'm curious about how much does it cost to have a gf? I know cost will be different for everyone. But roughly about how much do you guys spend in a week/month? Thanks
  9. Your not alone. I'm 40 and going to be 41 in the summer. I never had a gf or a relationship and I never kissed a girl or been kissed
  10. Are there any free dating apps that anyone can recommend?
  11. I do go out all the time. I like being outside, I love nature, I go to the forest preserve and the park. I always go biking, running, roller blading, and hiking. I do go out with friends when they're in town or visiting. I don't do online dating anymore. I've done it before in the past for about 10 yrs and never worked for me. Online dating is a looks game, if you don't have decent/average looks or average height you won't get any responses, even if you share the same hobbies, activities, foods and interests.
  12. No, I haven't done the escort service yet. I'm thinking back and forth weather or not to do it. One side of my head says yes go do it!!!! and other side says no! I want to do it and have the experience what it's like to be with a girl and kissing and having sex for the first time. But the down side is very risky. I have bad luck in life and most likely something bad might happen. A few downsides if I do the escort service: * It could be a set up * I could be robbed * Might feel like a loser that this is the only way for me to be with a girl by paying her $$ * I might get attacked * I could get a transmitted disease * The girl could have bad odor * I could be turned down due to my bone disorder * The pic in the ad isn't the same girl in person * If something goes wrong or for whatever reason, the girl could call the police saying I raped her * Being rushed and not getting my full time I payed for or not getting sex * Not being able to perform or last long *Might be addicted to it It really sucks, this most likely is the only way I'll ever experience what it's like to be with a girl or getting my first kiss/sex by paying her $$
  13. Are there any guys or girls here 40 or older that never had a gf/bf? If so what's your story and reason? Does it bother you at this old age of never having a gf/bf?
  14. Just curious if you can wear 2 condoms at a time?
  15. Those friends live out of state and they always like to play jokes. I have never heard of a dating coach, how can this help me?
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