Jan2728 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 He reached out around Thanksgiving, and then not again? Do yourself a favor and keep NC. The holidays are not to be used as an excuse to contact an ex. Ok but I don't exactly understand that logic. He does seem to want to have an excuse , but we can't be no contact forever if we're going to get back together. That is my goal, my wish. I don't have to contact him but I'd like to respond and set a date if he reaches out and get this reconciliation going. Im not in NC to "get over it" mostly i feel better , yes but I want back together. Thoughts? Thank you for your response sg Link to comment
Jan2728 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Ok but I don't exactly understand that logic. He does seem to want to have an excuse , but we can't be no contact forever if we're going to get back together. That is my goal, my wish. I don't have to contact him but I'd like to respond and set a date if he reaches out and get this reconciliation going. Im not in NC to "get over it" mostly i feel better , yes but I want back together. Thoughts? Thank you for your response sg And yes around Thanksgiving and not again. Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Dsy 25. Dreamt of her last night. Still got like 9 hours sleep so thats good. I reslly dont want to work today. Dan was not nice yesterday. He is such a hypocrite and narcissist who isnt happy unless he is bossing others around. Still missing her hope it fades soon. Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Nice one with the 9 hours sleep! You will be missing her, but each day it gets little bit lighter. Have a good day buddy. Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Nice one with the 9 hours sleep! The one thing that hasnt suffered and how much weight i lost. Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Yeah, I lost around a stone in the first month.. Started getting weight loss comments after less than a week! Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Yeah, I lost around a stone in the first month.. Started getting weight loss comments after less than a week! Not gonna lie, does make you feel good about your self. I've lost about 5 stone in total from my heaviest but about 2 stone since the breakup Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Soooooo broke no contact. Ran into her at my brothers house of all places. You know what i actually feel good. Not really worrying about anything. Heart is ticking along fine. Well back to day 1. Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 hey buddy! What was she doing there? Did you speak? Great you took it all in your stride. Proud of you :) Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 hey buddy! What was she doing there? Did you speak? Great you took it all in your stride. Proud of you :) The guy she works with lives at my brothers house so she was picking up work keys. I was getting ready for my work party so happened to be looking really good. Yes we did. Had a chat for about 15mins and it was good. A hug goodbye and she messaged me like 10mins later saying she hopes i have a good time. I did answer saying thank you and enjoy work but back to nc now Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 20, 2017 Share Posted December 20, 2017 Good work buddy.. i'm glad it went well :) Time to reset the clock and go again! Link to comment
Carus Posted December 21, 2017 Share Posted December 21, 2017 This MAY trigger further advances from her, especially since you handled it so well...and were lookin' good.... So, question, do you still want her back....? Carus* Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 21, 2017 Share Posted December 21, 2017 This MAY trigger further advances from her, especially since you handled it so well...and were lookin' good.... So, question, do you still want her back....? Carus* I think i do still want her back. She said we should talk out the relationship but i said we cannot do that over text and she said lets meet then. I said message me when you want to and am gonna leave it there. But day 1. Am feeling good, got down for like 30 seconds then bounces right back. Link to comment
Carus Posted December 21, 2017 Share Posted December 21, 2017 If you meet her you don't bring up the past unless she does, and even then try to steer the conversation more towards the present and keep it light. You want her to start associating good feelings with you, not heavy ones. Try and meet somewhere fun like an art gallery or something... As for me, I will continue to pray I get my chance...only a couple of things need to shift and they are out of my control... Carus* Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 21, 2017 Share Posted December 21, 2017 If you meet her you don't bring up the past unless she does, and even then try to steer the conversation more towards the present and keep it light. You want her to start associating good feelings with you, not heavy ones. Try and meet somewhere fun like an art gallery or something... As for me, I will continue to pray I get my chance...only a couple of things need to shift and they are out of my control... Carus* Im gonna try I will definitely let her reach out to me though, im not gonna be the one to do it. Hope you get some answers your looking for my man, you deserve to be happy :). Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 21, 2017 Share Posted December 21, 2017 True say on all points Piaresssss and well done :) Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 22, 2017 Share Posted December 22, 2017 Day 2. So i find myself in a strange situation. One of my female co workers who also happens to be a very good friend of mine was telling me how attracted to me she is. She is not a relationship person and was offering me a fwb situation. Although i find her extremely attractive i declined, just not ready yet. It has helped me put a few things in perspective that other people do find me attractive and i will not be alone forever. Link to comment
sputnik123 Posted December 22, 2017 Share Posted December 22, 2017 sounds very promising Piaresssss.. welcome back Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Day 3. Had a good day even though it was very dull. Bout sums it up Link to comment
Jan2728 Posted December 23, 2017 Share Posted December 23, 2017 Piaresssssss all sounds good. Good luck. Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 24, 2017 Share Posted December 24, 2017 Day 4. Another good day Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 25, 2017 Share Posted December 25, 2017 Broke nc today to wish my ex a merry Christmas. When i sent the message i didnt really care if she replied. She did and we had a nice chat but i dont think i need nc anymore. I feel good. I never completed the 30 days but i did have very limited contact for around three months. Think most i made it to was 24 days. Its true what they say, time does heal. Im actually meeting my ex next friday just to hand out. Link to comment
Jan2728 Posted December 25, 2017 Share Posted December 25, 2017 Great. Happy holidays and let us know how it goes. Amazing job Piaresssss Link to comment
Carus Posted December 25, 2017 Share Posted December 25, 2017 Im actually meeting my ex next friday just to hand out. Hand out....? Be careful Piaressss...I'm so glad you are feeling better right now but I still sense Hope in you... I would love to see this turn into a success story though... Why don't you start a separate thread about this? We got your back* Carus* Link to comment
Piaresssss Posted December 25, 2017 Share Posted December 25, 2017 You are probably right Carus. But i will not know till i go. I think i would regret not taking the chance. I will start a thread when i go. I dont know what i want out of this meeting. So can only go and have fun. Link to comment
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