Hi, I'm a 53 year old man single, never married. I've met this 73 year old unattached female through a social activity and I'm getting the feeling that she likes me. The thing is at first I thought she is nice, confident, independent but I never thought about her in a romantic type way or as a potential mate. The more I see her though the more I find myself drawn to her she's kind, smart, sensitive (she's not super attractive but that isn't important to me anymore) but I can't get her out of my head and I really look forward to seeing her each week.
My heart is telling me go for it pursue her, tell her how I feel but my brain says no she is too old. Then I feel stupid and guilty there are so many double standards with regards to age difference and they don't really make sense. If a 53 year old man has a thing for a 33 year old female he's seen in a good light, whereas the 33 year old female is seen as a gold digger.
Conversely, what will people think if I start dating a 73 year old? Why do I/should I care?
I know age shouldn't matter we are both beyond child bearing years, so why do I care. Perhaps we only have 10 good years given her age, but 10 good years with someone caring and kind is better than 10 more alone years, so why am I pausing and thinking about this so much.
I guess I'm looking for others thoughts, I should just ignore my brain and follow my heart right?