justice32

hi im 16 im not that tall of a guy prob 5.6 5. 7 around there. some of my friends bug me cuz they say i dont look my age and baby face i guess and it really bugs me i shoulda care about it but it does i hate bein smaller then girls and stuff. i guess u could say im atractive guy like i can get girls and stuff. ive had done the dirty bussiness before i broke up with a g/f that i had been goin out for a year prob 6 months ago or something and ever since that i havent done a thing with any girl.even when im at parties and a friend tells me this girl likes me.i was at one a lil while and this girl wanted to do it with me but i didnt want to cuz maybe cuz i thought she a s... and i was scared in a way. i have no feelings for her what so ever or anything. lots of girls wanted to go out with me the past lil while but i havent done anything about it. ive ruined one that i really liked and now shes goin out with someone else i hurt her and everything. but i guess its cuz im scared. im scared im small and stuff. not confident. like im average downstairs i think cuz i measure all the time and worry about that alot.im 6 and a half to tell ya.i just wondering will i grow. why do i look so young when ive seen younger kids then me look way older. like ib et u i have done it like 500 times and for some reason im just scared now or not comfortale cuz i think im small or soemthing.

it just came back to me or seomthing im depressed again. ive been hangin with my buddies and stuff having a blast but for some reason it jsut came back. but i cant get back with her after all thats happened. i just cant and i shouldnt. dl the song whiskey lullaby and thats what i feel like sometimes.

hey i broke up with my g/f 2 months ago and we goin out for a year and 8 months.well just recently i started to like this girl.i think she likes me but the problem is she just started goin out with my friend a lil while but when he kisshe infront of me she turns away and she looks and me and he kisses he ron the cheek. another thing is he is cheating on her with this other girl. what do i do? do i tell her?if i did he will know that i told her so i dont know what to do. i reall like this girl though an dive liked her for awhile but havent had any guts to say anything to her.

yeh i dunno and she says so mcuh stuffbehind my back i guess like about how she over me and all this shit. i guess she likes the attention or something. but f i dunno. thx though i tryin with no contact and shit. i called her up on sunday cuz she said she wanted to baby sit my lil cuz with her cuz she loves her and stuff. like she sound happy when i call her and stuff but then she talks behind my back. she is so confusing man. im just goin to ignore her and maybe if she does come back i wont want her or maybe i will. but i would make her fight and if she doesnt it her loose.

hey this is an email i sent her cuz i was talken t her on msn and her friends bein asses to me. i never thought this would happen after we break up. it seems to me like u hate me and everything when all what i did was love you and try to make u the happiest person in the world. and for everything to be good for you. like i never realised how much stuff i bought u. i know money doesnt bring happeness but... it just that i dont know why u hate me and everything and u are doing this to me. i know u want it to be done and stuff. i wont call u anymore and stuff. i will let u be. u just have to tell me that. not this but just say it. this is her comment I DONT HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your just so annoying right now, becuase i dont understand whta your going threw becuase i could get over it a lot easier then you have... or not been... i unno but your makin it harder analising it. i mean come on, who cares why it didnt work, the fact is it didnt and thats all that matters now right? i dont know matt, watever....

thx i tryin though

yeh but damnit for some reason she is worth it to me.

hey i need help i broke up with my g/f a month and something ago and i miss her so much she all what i think about. she just said she wanted to be single and she wasnt happy with me. well now she is happy and i miss her so much im happy that she is happy and not mad or sad anymore. like i treated her so good and everything. she hookin up with guys and stuff at parties and these guys just using her and stuff like now she thinks there her friends and she hangs out with them everyday. but i cant take it they just using her and there nothin i can do to stop it i hate seeing this happen to somone i love! she doesnt even miss me or anything i still call the odd time and everything and she does mean things to me like those guys called me up and made fun of me and were like dont cry and told me about them hookin up with her. im goin crazy all what i did was give this girl love and caed for her and everything and she goes and does this to me. she ripped out my hurt and spat on it and i dont know why i want her back. im goin fn crazy i love her and she doesnt love me back. she told me things got boring for her and everything. i just want to know if maybe we will ever get back and if so how do i get her back.like i love this girl to death and im 16 and i feel like im 30 cuz i only want to be with her. i just cant believe after a year and 8 months she can just forget about me and go and do all that. sometimes im hurt so much i want to like die. i cant sleep or anything. i would never kill myself though.

hey, i talken to best friend and stuff about how id do anything to make her happy with me and want to be with me and sayin all this stuff. and she like i goin to call her. but im afraid she just get mad or something.

hey i miss her so much and im goin crazy like u dont understand. i would take her over brittany spears and i dont know why! like she mean to me and stuff and like talks about me behind my back. so thats what i hear. we broke up a month ago. she said maybe we be back by now. but she hasnt even thought about it. she just goes and hangs out with other guys. and she never miss me then cuz those guys just give her the attention and love i used to. she hooked up with 2 of them at a party a lil while ago and that crushed me so much. like i pretty much cry every day i miss her so much. everything reminds me of her and im goin crazy. like sometimes i feel like killin myself to get rid of this pain but i would never do that cuz im afriad of the pain. i cant sleep anymore or anything. i cant eat. i lost 20 pounds. i was babysittin my lil cuzs the other day and she was cryin cuz she missed her mom and i like she comin back in a couple hours it not like she gone forever. and i started to cry cuz my g/f used to babysit them with me and i was cryin cuz i missed her and she wasnt goin to come back to me like her mom was. like i did everything with this girl.it like we were married. we were goin out for a year and 8 months. and i miss her so much i love her and i want her back. but i dont know what to do. do i do the no contact thing or what. but if i do the no contact thing i afraid these guys make her forget about me. i talked to her today and i didnt mention anything about us and she was bein so nice and iwas bein nice to her and everything. just is there a chance of us gettin back at all. everyone says there isnt cuz she doesnt like me but god i want her back. i prayin like everynight and stuff. i do anything to have her back like u dont understand. if i had one wish it jsut be able to hold her again she says she over me and doesnt miss me or like me anymore. but i miss her so much. plz help.

im tryin so hard to forget about her but i cant. i cant stop picturing her with somone else i want to die. plz someone talk to me

hey i broke up with my g/f a lil while ago and now she ska*nkin around and doin all this slu'ty stuff. i want to die im goin crazy. some guys and her called me and makin fun of me and tellin me and they like dont cry now and all of them laughin, even she was! u dont understand what im goin threw if i had a gun right her id shoot my self. she promised me she wouldnt do that even her best friend promised me she wouldnt let her do that. we were goin out for a year and 8 months and she goes and does something like that. i want to die i dont want anything to do with her anymore and she doesnt even want me in her life anymore when she said i an amazing guy and she still wants me in her life.

by the way we were goin out for a year and 8 months

hey i broke up with my g/f 4 weeks ago and i still call her the odd time im tryin the no contact rule and it so hard. she doesnt mind when i call and stuff and she doesnt get mad and everything. she says she doesnt miss me im just scared if i do the no contact thing she like it and not want anything to do with me anymore. and i miss her so much. she said she likes being single. do i have a chance or what?

also if u want to date other people u have to end it soon then. cuz dont wait it just make it worse cuz right now im a reck,lol. and if u wait longer he get really attached to u like i was and still kinda am.and i cried lol i never thought i would cuz i a pretty big guy but i fn cryied like a baby and i still do sometimes,lol.