csula2004

i used to work in a company full of the nosiest and most obnoxious people on the face of the earth. how corporate found them all and herded them into one building, i will never know. i had a similar experience. a woman kept asking me if i am gay. i told her initially that i keep my personal life out of the office. the next time she tried to fish for info on me, i politely let her know that she was being inappropriate. about a week later she was talking about jocks and muscular women (it was during the olymipcs) and made a snide comment about me and my "type." so, i told her (in front of the people she was talking to) that no matter what she said about me, she was too old for me, not my type, and there was no way in hell i would date her. it was embarrassing for her-- and she never, EVER brought up homosexuality linked to my name because it made her look like she was a obsessed. don't let people drive you out of a place you want to be. sometimes people need a little dose of their own behavior to see what kind of damage it can cause.

if you're really missing a lot of skin, i'd suggest a trip to the doctor. let's face it, that's one place you don't want infection or reccuring problems.

you know, i felt pretty asexual until my mid 20's. that isn't to say i didn't date or have relationships-- i did. it's just that no one really knocked my socks if, if you will.... men were masculine and nice to look at; every once in a while, i would get a crush on a girl. but nothing seemed to fit. then, one day, things just fell into place. i realized where my strongest emotional connection was-- and the sexual attraction heated up towards that group immediately. maybe you are just still growing up like i was. what will matter long term is how you respond to the people you do find attractive. for myself, even now that i know i'm gay, it's not every day that i meet someone and think, "wow! hottie." maybe you just haven't gotten there yet, either.

for the gym, you are better off getting a flash player (like the ipod shuffle) rather than a hard drive based player. they just aren't made for the constant jostling/impact. flash players don't have the moving parts to worry about. i highly recommend the sansa sandisk. it's taken a lot of crap from me at the gym and keeps going. they're also really inexpensive and come with great freebie coupons out of the box.

you guys dream about flying? i have never had that dream.... i always dream that i am falling. it's weird, because a lot of times i won't even be fully asleep and i'll sart awake with that falling sensation. it might happen as many as 3 or 4 times before i cn finally fall asleep. i wish i could fly. waking up a split second before you eat pavement is disconcerting.

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lol, ok... but i'm not a man.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.

Edited because of on-going stalking issues.