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HAHA he just text me from the party asking where i am. He must be looking out for me lol.

Well as some of you told me, i shouldn't go to the party tonight as my ex will be there and he's been constantly asking if i'm going. I told him i might be going but i've decided not to. This means that he thinks i'm coming so he may be looking out for me. He may be disappointed but he may not give a f**k! He'll probably get with "L" who he used to have a BIG thing for before he got with me. Oh well. It's a big step for me and it shows that i'm getting over him, slowly, but at least i am!

I've just realised what *** my ex bf is! he just started talking to me on MSN and i didn't respond so he went off in a major mood so i started to talk just saying i had been away. Everything was ok but he was in a bad mood. I asked how he was and he said he was very tired so i just said ok. Then he goes and says that was a hint for me to "leave him to his own devices". IT WAS HIM WHO STARTED THE CONVO! Oh my i hate him when he's moody. I'm well over him now. Well i'm not but i'm going to move on ASAP! Going to just enjoy life and totally forget the di*khead!! If he wants to be friends he can make the first move because i'm just not even going to bother now!

So you think i shouldn't go? I mean today, the person who's party it is came up to me and asked me to go because it would be nice to see me (haven't spoke to her much lately) so i said it might go

There's one thing i can thank this guy for though. When we were together, i wasn't getting along very well with my parents. But now since we've broken upm i've been getting along with them just fine as they are starting to respect my feelings as they know i'm going through a hard time, also we are spending more time together

Will do. Enotalone always makes me feel better i will get mad at him. He has been a jerk to me. I'm going to forget him. (i say this but it will be hard as i'll see him everyday) but i will try thanks

the main reason why i am so upset about the break up, is because i gave him my V. if i hadn't have done that, i don't think i'd be that upset

Yeah. I'm studying for my A Levels which are very important but with him popping up everywhere it's putting me off and i try to focus but he's in my line of vision and i just think HOW CAN YOU SIT THERE AND DO THIS lol

I am trying and i know that your right and that your just trying to help. im just stubborn lol. sorry and thank you. i do NC, i don't think about him, i'm getting on with everything. But it's just hard to see him EVERYDAY

I've had 17 years of being free lol. I enjoyed being with him and i miss it

Yup, i used to get that too. "your annoyed with me now aren't you" or "your upset now" when i wasn't. Just explain that your not but tell him how you feel.

Wow. That's really great advice. Thanks

Its really hard when you get urges to contact. What i do is listen to music, phone friends or come on here! I also agree, go out and treat yourself! i'm doing exactly the same tomorrow!

I will. I am. I've not started talking to him for ages. It's him who starts the conversations. I know he misses me, his friends have told me. But i told them that i'm fine and that he told me to move on so i am. Will that totally put him off me?

Ok. Thanks

Yeah, but some of my friends have said that he's just playing it cool and trying to get back into my good books first?

Well once again it's day one of NC. And that's because my ex talked to me. I'll update it all again. Last night he noticed on my MSN name i had "I Cant Wait For Saturday meaning that my mum is taking me on a HUGE shopping spree (yey) for my holiday. Anyway, he IMd me, here's how the convo went Him: so you've decided to come to the party on sat then? Me: oh, no, i'm not sure yet Him: oh, i thought thats what your MSN name was about Me: no it's something else Him: kk Him: so are you coming? Me: i'm not sure yet, i don't know anyone going Him: is "S" not going? Me: No Him: is "AS" going? Me: No Him: is "N" going? Me: No lol Him: Is "A" going? Me (getting very fed up): Um i'm not sure. She said she might go Him: well there you go, someone for you to go with! Me: lol Him: kk I was so confused over that convo. i mean, he kept looking for people that i could go with. Does that mean he wants me there? Anyway today was fine. I was in his first lesson and he kept looking over and i caught his eye a few times but he kept looking away. What does it mean when a guy looks at you? I then saw him again at lunch, where him and his friends sat behind me, which felt kind of strange. I then saw him between lessons but he just walked straight passed me as if i wasn't there...twice. He really confuses me! He talks to me on MSN (that's it, no face to face contact, no texts, phone calls, emails etc) and he looks at me but he blanks me when he walks passed me. I had a huge urge to text him today when my guy friend "S" told my friend "A" that he heard that we were back together. I wanted to tell him that people thought that. I thought better of it and turned off my phone. So what do you all think? I've posted so much about this guy so i know people must get bored of it, but i'm just very confused. I feel like i'm getting over him a bit but sometimes i really miss him and want him back.

Ok. Lol. I won't speak to him this BETTER work

Yeah. That's why i'm very confused at the mo.

so you think he thinks he's made a mistake? or just saying things to keep my hopes up?

Just logged onto MSN. and my ex started talking again. Asking if i'm going to the party on sat. I didn't reply and he started going ???????? constantly so i decided to reply to shut him up (lol). Said i wasn't sure as i didn't know many people going but maybe. He started saying all of my friends names asking if they were going and i said "A" might be going and he was like. "oh. well there you go. someone for you to go with. just keep her away from me though, she keeps giving me evil looks. don't know why though". Is that his way of MAKING me come? Does that mean he really wants to see me?

i'll try lol sorry

Just been thinking. I don't think he's going to want me back. i just think he's being friendly. the reason why i think this is because yesterday he said that he was happy being young free and single. maybe he's just being civil? oh gosh i'm so confused and can't stop thinking about it! someone help me!

ok thank you! I'll stick with NC. Won't go to the party. Hopefully he'll come running lol Anyone else got any opinions on the MSN convo n the analysation?

I hope so. I don't know. Im worried that if i'm not there he'll think that i don't want to see him so he'll move on and forget me