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I told him. He said i just needed some loving attention and that he would give me it...

Yea... One problem is, i promised my ex ex he would get a kiss and get to spend some time with me (this was when i was feeling very lonely and he was trying to cheer me up). I meant on friendly terms, i think he thinks i meant on more than friendly terms.

Thank you I do have another problem....my ex ex who i am still in contact with has started talking to me A LOT. Well, it was a longdistance relationship which i ended. He is now saying he still has feelings for me. I'm going down to visit my friends next month which will mean that i am going to see him again. I don't know how i feel about this he keeps texting me saying how he can't wait to see me and hug and kiss me and maybe more. Also, he keeps mentioning sleeping together. We were planning on this before i dumped him. I'm not sure now. I think he only wants to see me so that we can have sex. I really don't want this. I like this guy, as a friend, and a part of me does still care for him but i just don't know what to do! I think he would only be in it for the physical and not for a loving relationship but i'm not sure

I know i'll try. I just need reassurance that i'm going to be ok! I've gone through lots of stages in these past two weeks 1. Upset 2. Denial 3. More upset 4. Beginning to dislike him 5. More upset 6. Hatred 7. Self hatred 8. Even more upset 9. Remembering all of the good times & dreaming of us getting back together 10. Loneliness/Upset(ish)/Boredom I just feel so drained of everything! My family have told me just to talk to him and be his friend. My friends have said that i should NEVER speak to him again and he's sh** (don't think my friends like him very much...) and enotalone tell me to keep NC. It's so confusing My heart and my head tells me that, even though i'm hurting & still care for him, i need to leave him alone. Let him come to me. But it's so hard!!

I deleted & signed off but it's killing me! looked on his online profile & he never changes it & it's still says he's in a relationship with me ...strange thing is, i don't want him to change it! got to see him on mon

I'm needing some words of encouragement as my ex is online and i have a massive urge to break NC and talk to him!

Ever since my ex dumped me two weeks ago i've felt overly lonely and bored. I've not been out properly for the full two weeks and it feels like no-one wants to know me How do people survive these lonely days? What i've done, is constantly come onto enotalone. It helps me to read through people's problems and also write about my own (which seem pretty big to me at the mo Is anyone else out there currently going through a pretty bad break up right now and is feeling lonely? What are you doing about it?

That's exactly how i feel!!! Also, i constantly look at my mobile to see if i have any texts and i never do it's depressing....no-one wants to speak to me!

Well 1. I've text all of my main friends (even though i'm ill) through the week asking how school is, if i've missed anything and what they've been upto. Only 2 of them replied and none of them have replied today. 2. I will call them, but they all have bfs and are ALWAYS out with them so i never get to see them outside of school. It was ok when i was with my ex, but i'm not now and i've been stuck in doing NOTHING for 2 weeks lol

He obviously didn't care that he would hurt you by doing this. In my opinion he's not worth it. Move on and forget him, you deserve better.

i'll try...still hard though anyone else got any break up stories or anything?

Well, it was 2 weeks today that i was sitting here crying my eyes out because my boyfriend had ended it. So, how do i feel now? Well, i feel weird. I can't describe it. It's a mixture of emotions. Sometimes i'm fine, i don't think about him at all. Then other times i feel extremely lonely and want to talk to him. I also keep thinking about all of the good times we had together. I remember every little detail and i just want to talk to him and explain to him how much i miss him and want him back. But i'm staying strong. I've not spoken to him for 4 & 1/2 days. That's a record for us as normally he breaks NC by texting me or sending me an IM. This time around, i've had nothing since Sunday afternoon. It's strange. I've seen him online and thought...will i speak to him? NO!! i'm staying strong. but he hasn't spoken to me either and it makes me think, has he forgotton me already? I know that i'll NEVER forget him. A part of me will ALWAYS love him and care for him but i know i have to move on. But there's no-one i want to be with. I don't know where i can meet new people. I'm too young to go out clubbing, i'm not a member of any groups or clubs or anything as i don't have time as i have school, and i have no proper close friends out of school. How do people meet people? I guess i'm just feeling lonely and down. I'm still off school ill but getting better and i've not saw or even heard from my friends for ages i logged onto MSN and absolutely no-one was on i've had no contact with people my age for nearly a week and i'm so bored and needing company. Just a little rant and vent here. I'm feeling pretty down so any words of encouragement would be greatly appriciated.

Well, i think i'm slowly healing i don't know how or why but i'm glad. Woke up this morning and my first thought WASN'T him! I didn't really think about him much until 4 o clock and then haven't thought about him until now as he just logged onto MSN (i re-added him by mistake but he's now been DELETED...forever!) I haven't even got the urge to text him or IM him! Quite sad really...now i haven't got him, no-one texts me lol. I now have NO use for my mobile phone. At least the bill won't be as big... Anyway, yeah, i still do miss him a bit and i'm not going to deny that i still care for him, probably always will. But i'm moving on. Need to meet new people. Rebuild myself. Just though i'd vent a bit as i'm bored (and still ill If anyone has any words of encouragement to keep me going, please share!

Don't know if any of you read my post earlier of when i was feeling down and lonely. Well, don't know why but i'm feeling happier, still ill but happier lol. Think it may be due to the fact i had a good heart to heart with a close friend who i haven't really spoke to much lately. Also, did what i was told and made a myspace as i was very bored which occupied me for a while sat and looked at friends' profiles for ages which also occupied me. So i just want to thank everyone who have been helping me through this hard time. I think i'm coming to near the end of it now. Enotalone has beena great source of comfort to me, i know i've posted A LOT recently and people may be bored or even frustrated with me and my situation but thank you

Lol thanks probs going to be off ill for a while so i'm going to have to try and keep myself busy

I would pamper myself but i'm soo ill and can barely move lol. I've watched my girlie films and read a full book but i'm still bored I just want some company which i'm not going to get everyones out with their boyfriends. Hmm....where can i meet new people?

thanks a lot

I think it might just be because i've got flu that i'm missing him. I've been stuck in the house for 2 days solid feeling like crap and i feel very lonely. It seems like half my friends don't care that i'm ill i text 11 friends this morning as i was VERY bored and only 5 people text back and 3 of them don't even live near me (net friends which i've met in real lots of times..they are amazing Anyway, even my close friend at the mo didn't text me back one of my best friends did but no-one else did and i just feel really lonely and cut off from the world. i've not seen anyone for ages and have only had the company of my parents. I was slightly surprised not to hear from my ex. he always asks where i am when i'm not in school but i've hear nothing. it hurts. it's like im nothing to him anymore. My ex ex text me though. He says he likes me and wants to get back together or at least have fun with him when i go down next month. I don't know though. I just feel like we can only be friends. I think that's cos im still very much in love with my ex and miss him a lot even though he's made it very clear that he doesn't miss me and that we won't be getting back together. Don't know exactly why im posting this, just wanted to vent my emotions.

yeah. it might help me get through this hard time

was sitting watching bridget jones' diary before and thought that if i started a diary, it might help me release my emotions on paper instead of bottling it all up.

Well i'm feeling much happier than i did last night. I don't feel as lonely anymore but i don't know why! Went into school today and the ex was there, but he was sitting on his own as his friends were not there yet. I just blanked him and walked over to my friend. I was proud of myself as if i was still with him i would have went straight to him cos i hated it when he was on his own. So, i haven't seen him at all today as i felt ill and came home after 45 minutes of being in school. When i got home, i decided to clear out my things that he bought me. I put my bear on top of my wardrobe where i can't really see it and i put my necklace and christmas/valentines day cards in my memory box. This will help me to move on. Question for guys who have dumped their girlfriend because they want space - do you ever think about the girl? do you ever feel like you've made a mistake? i'm just wondering if he ever thinks about me...i would hate it if he just completely forgot me...it would feel like i've wasted months of my life on him. Anyway, just a random update to say, even though i'm ill, i'm feeling happier(ish)

gosh im feeling really low tired bored and lonely. i hate my ex for this!

great advice!

yup! cheers!

you're right, thanks