littlepinkpunk

Living on campus is a great experience, and it is really what you make of it. I go to school two hours away from home, and i have learned sooo much in the past two semesters. Remember that many, if not most people you will meet are in the same/similar situation. Right off the bat, say hello to everyone, make some friends and acquaintances, and just have a good time and relax. Second, as many have said, this is not highschool. i almost never studied for highschool and i was an honor student. I failed the Hell out of my first exams, but after that you realize what you need to do to improve. don't freak out and worry that you can't make it, because you can, it just takes a little adjusting. Take advantage of your opportunities, universities offer alot of services that help you more than you know. You have alot more freetime, now than in highschool, and use it to your advantage. most of my time goes to studying or writing papers, but if you're comfortable enough, take on some groups or greek life. or a job if you need it. most of all. do what you need to do but don't forget to have fun -=D

thank you for your wishes ShySoul i think its more i want than just a ring or to say i'm married. infact that's not it at all. As i said i am prepaird and willing to wait, but i look forward to the days that i can wake up next to him, or come home to him... just to be with him. I know that i could probably live with him if that's what i wanted, but being such a traditionalist, i don't think it would be proper. i understnad what needs to be done here, i'm just getting a little ancy.

i love how he thinks of life. and he thinks of everyone he cares about before himself. How he shares his riches with everyone he knows, and some he doesn't. i love how he's never known a wasted day, or even a wasted word. He makes everything special without effort. He's the most fun person i've met. and it fascinates me, that he Loves Me.

we do speak very seriously about it from time to time and he understands me. but we both think logically together about it. He understands that i have these urges, but he is glad to know that i understand that we aren't ready. We have both discussed out future plans. mostly about school, and where we would like to be in our life. But we are also the type to just ride it out..to just wait and see where our life takes us and we will know when we are ready for bigger steps. But i have these urges to have bigger steps soon, but i don't understand what i want. i think my questions have been answered for the most part. Just to know that many people experience this and DON'T lose the feeling is comforting. i guess i'm just excited about the future that i'm so confident that we will have

to add to it, i am excited (not ready) to have a family with him. i know i'm not ready, i don't really feel ready, but i think i will be ready in the next few years. I have always been a traditionalist, so i would like to be married and stable first, but i'm afraid of waiting too long. i don't want to feel to old to have children, and i like the fact of a young mother (young may be 22-ish to me..) i don't know why i think so far ahead. i think its good for me to get this out and see that people are in the same boat, or have been. Advice never hurts thank you!

thank you all. i would like to talk more about it with him. I don't really intend to get married anytime soon, its just that i have that strange urge. i know we will be together long enough to wait, and it is a much better idea to wait until we are both financially ready. i would hate to have a rocky start...

I have been with the same person for three years + and i have thought of marriage for a while now. It is something we have talked about, but we know we have to way. We are young, both college freshmen, but i have felt like i am really ready to be with him for a long time now. It seems that it is understood that we will always be together, but i don't really know what to do from here. He is stable, i am not. I have gone away for college, but i am returning next semester. He is well pay at his job...a nice salary. I am unemployed, but willing to work when i return home. The program i intend to do will lead to a job in two years or so, and i will use that for the rest of school... i plan to go to medical school. But right now i want more. i feel like i am ready to have a life with him. I'm not sure what i'm asking here. But i would appreciate whatever you have for me. i understand that i am not ready financially (and the like), but otherwise, i think i am. or atleast to start putting serious thought/talk into it.

i know i'm a bit behind everyone else... but what exactly is a brazillian wax? what exactly do you get waxed? how do you go about getting waxed for the first time? and well, intsead of my asking every question i can think of, can anyone just sorta run me throught the whole thing? thanks.

about six months ago i switched from ortho tricyclen to the 'lo' form. within the last three months or so, i have noticed a SIGNIFICANT reduction in my sex drive. before the switch, i had a ver active sex life with my boyfriend. now, i am never in the mood. we may have sex (or do something of the sort) once a month, if even that; as we used to much, much more than that. now, i'm afriad that he's going to get bored with me. and even when i 'think' i may want to do something, i lose the feeling pretty fast, and i can't continue. is this a normal side effect? should i tell my doctor about it? and have any other girls taking this pill experienced this (and if so, will it stop?)?

i think it is most likely related to my brother's girlfriend. she is pregnant and due in august. she lives with us now, and i'm not really fond of her, or the fact that she is living here, but i find myself jaelous now and then. i'm just excited to get to that part of my life. i know that it will probably be a long time though, because i am going to college this year, and i know i will be there for a long, long time.

i don't have a clue what she was looking at. but from the sound of it, she wanted your attention. if this ever happens again, a simple "hey" or a 'hello-smile' or something of the sort can never hurt.

is it normal for a a girl (say, 18 years old?) to have a strong urge to have a baby? i know that i am not ready to get pregnant. but i have a very strong desire to have a baby. is it just the natural 'mother instinct" showing through? no worries--i'm not going to do anything that i'm not ready for--but this wasn't something that was explained as a part of life. and will i feel this way when i AM ready?

i'll keep an update as soon as i hear anything,

thank you guys so much. i am applying for scholarships, but i haven't heard anything.

the other day i posted on here for poeple to talk to me privately and help me out, i did that because i had no time to stay here and explain... first off, i've had suiicidalfeelings since about 12 (i'm 18), they come and go, but i never thought they were MAJOR. a few months ago i reached a day where i was so DOWN i really didn't think i was going to live past that day. ever since that day i have felt dead, empty,worthless. i really feel like i was supposed to die that day. this is my second chance to pick up and keep going, but idon't think i can. my other situation? my brother dropped out of highschool at 16, he's now 22 with a baby on the way. neither him nor his gf have jobs, and they really arent trying very hard to support themselves or a baby. they are both living here, and i'm sure they still will be when the baby is born (in august). i'm 18 and i'm trying to find a college to go away to this year so i can get out of this house (plus i'm not fond of the local colleges). my brother has always been this way. he's a bum, and he's always asking my parents for money. i have hopes of going to vanderbilt in the next couple years and i think he's taking that away from me. i wanted to live comfortably at home until i was READY to move out, but i know i can't stay here with THEM and a baby that i know my parents will mostly likely e paying for. my parents are not "poor" or "rich"...you could say we're the upper half of the middle, but all of the money is going to them, and i need money to pay for application fees for college, and other fees for graduation this year. i know that i should have a job, but i don't have any time righ tnow because i'm taking really hard classes that consume ALL of my time. sorry for the long explanation, that's as short as i could get it. all in all, my parents still support my brother and his girlfriend, but not me. they think i have no reason to feel this wya and "i need to grow up and get over it." i love my parents AND my brother, but i have been pushing him for YEARS to get up and get a job (without quitting) and make something of himself. but my parents tell me i'm wrong. they sympathise for him. sometimes i don't think i can make it, but i know i have to. but i always feel so empty and like i am already dead.

please PM me if you are willing to help. i'min a slum, and i just need to talk to someone who won't judge me, or tell me i'm wrong.

i'm new, and i have alot on my mind, alot of problems. so i will most likely post alot. at the moment i'm staring at a bottle of wild turkey and i don't know what to do. i want everything to just end. i think my time has come and gone. i think i am a curse to everyone i now. no one should have to know anyone like me. i have a boyfriend i think i don't love. after two year i don't think i love him. and i have feelings for someone that i shouldn't. its stupid to have feelings for a person like this. i truly feel pathetic, and i want to drinkit all away.