HP-love craft

heh, i wouldnt consider that rape. and its only possible that im pregnant. hey when your drunk you do crazy things. dont tell me to get away from this guy because i love him. its not like he seduced me or anything. i seduced myself.

15, im not really asking anything except am i in a slump or not.

well about a week ago i met this guy and we talked. now me and him are BF GF and today we had sex i gave him a blow job but thats it. im not shure if this was right but we wre a little drunk at the time. so i dont remember much. im dont even remember if he was wearing a condom

just be yourself and try not to think that your trying to make him happy, that makes things harder. just go with the flow

2 simple words, butt and knife. ouch. i think you know where im gong with that

well me and my friend were playing a game of paintball in the woods. and we looked around seeing if any trees might be dangerous. we didnt really find anything except for one tree. it looked like it would fall if you just touched it. so im gonna make a long story short, we got in a fire fight and she ran behind that tree. not realizing it was the tree, i didnt either until IT happened. i kept on shooting the tree so she would be pinned it eventully started falling. i yelled RUN! as loud as i could. she ran but it fell straight on her Legs. both were shattered. she was in the ER after that. docter said that she never might be able to walk again. i dont know what to do. i feel like this is my falt. i told her that nothing bad would happen to her and it was her first game to. i just seriously feel like its all my fault. she has been sleeping for the past 2 days. i cant stand it. i just feel like breaking my own legs, i keep on wishing the tree fell on me. idk what to do. HELP ME!

its got to be a phase because i know exactly what you mean, i have only suffered abuse once but i was never actully hurt, just pushed up against a wall, well theres more to that but its your topic not mine, anyway i always want to be hanging from chains or something or get into a fight, its weird. sometimes i think of being punched. when im asleep i have dreams of shooting myself and as soon as i pull the trigger i wake up. well i dont know...its a weird feeling.

^lol, you dont have to tell me that. ive been doing it for 2 years

a movie is the best way to go. dont get invloved with sex yet, only hands, hand jobs and fingering, THATS IT nothing else or something just might happen. oh and ignore the smiley faces. lol

i get every thought out of my mind, i sit on the floor and imagine that all my energy is a river. i drink some water and i feel better, bt i have to constatly get stronger to get to the river, i imagine running up a hill running back down just to get to the water, and every time i make the hill larger. i also sometimes just sit there and it feels good to.

well, on X-mas jake said the sweetst thing to me. he said that spending time with me is just like christmas, and my presnt is being with you. i cryed after that. it was so sweet, thats when i got my first french to.

heh, i never knew that, where did you find that out?

well, i was always fasinated by this. so i decided to try it, ive been doing it (well actully only trying) for a while now. its been 2 years since ive been meditating and focusing 2 hours of my time just to learn it. so im not sure if i did this or not but i tryed moveing a pen. no fans or anything on that could push it. so i held my hand next to it and after concentrating for a while i moved it! now im not sure if it was just a weird thing, you know when something falls out of no where, or i actully did it but i want to know if i should keep on trying. does anyone else study this?

^not to the point where its in your face, but still there and short enough for some good pleasure. but do what you think is best for you, we really cant give you advice on this because all girls are diffrent.

heh heh, samething happened to me, only i got pissed at him and told him i would never see him again, i also told him that if he does something like that there is no point to his life. his grades started slipping, he acted like a jerk, he became a bully, until i stepped in. honey you got to be tough! hit him if you need to, ya know the classic movie thing, walk up to him and hit him, lol jk jk jk. but get tough and tell him that he is being an idiot, get dramatic, he will eventully come to his senses